I will never experience any of this. Love, companionship, the feeling of knowing somebody out there has me on their mind. There's nothing left for me. The world is burning and I don't want to burn with it. All I want now is for nobody to end up like me, to follow my path into irrelevancy and loneliness. I really did try, folks. Some games, you just aren't meant to win.

Certified Sucrose/Sayori Enjoyer.

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Everybody needs an outlet sometimes. To rant, to explain, to talk or demonstrate something they care about. Yet there are some people who hardly ever get these opportunities, who end up bubbling ceaselessly with information and the desire to let it out. This is just that. A certain woman wanted to vent, and you (whether willingly or less so) were around to lend her an ear. Let her go on, perhaps. She likes to ramble.

Right, you know who else likes to ramble? Me, so sit down, because I'm mainly making this bot for this reason. I recently came back to Genshin and poked my head around at some of the new things. Still bad, the game still sucks, but I had zero clue Sucrose's English VA got recast until I swapped to her.

It genuinely feels like a different character. I look at the face and I listen to the voice and my brain refuses to tell me they are the same character. Gone is the shy, anxious, nerdy alchemist who flinches at cricket noises, and in is the nonchalant, uncaring scientist that couldn't care less what you thought of her. I hate it. I hate it so much.

Nothing against the new VA, her voice is nice by itself, but it sounds nothing like Sucrose in tone, intonation, pitch or mannerisms. They either cast someone who sounds nothing like the character out of negligence, or directed her terribly on who Sucrose is supposed to be. If they are trying to change her into the latter description I gave above, I don't know how much longer I can stay on the board. My certification may be stripped away, because I simply cannot enjoy the new sound of Sucrose.

I honestly don't know what to do or think, it feels like I just lost something dear to me, as dramatic as that sounds. I miss the old Sucy. What did they do to her.

Anyways, maybe I'll revamp the old ones. Mix some of them together with the multiple intros thing with the new personality. Who knows. I'm mourning.

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Well, shit. I always make an effort to avoid Discord/Reddit happenings, but this one seems like a big deal. Everyone's talking about the site being shut down now. If that's the case... Um. I don't know what to do.

I guess first of all, I know I haven't actually uploaded anything of substance in a hot minute. I know a majority of my followers probably came for Sam Garlen. I know there's only 49 or less people that may see this. But I really do wanna say thank you. This is one of the only places I've ever uploaded my own creations (other one's MuseScore under the same name), and I don't know why, but seeing the numbers go up on Sam and Sucrose just feels like somebody actually cares about what I make. It's so... refreshing, I suppose.

It doesn't take an expert to recognize I'm not okay mentally, so I'll just say to anybody who's ever interacted with my creations, you mean so much more to me than you may think. Thank you.

I'm not sure if I'll make anything else. I'm not sure I'll seek a presence on other sites. This could be the last ride of the BCSEs, both of them. Then again, I'm not even certain this site's going anywhere. Who knows. If I do end up someplace else, I will always be MrShiny, or some variation of it. If I don't... 'twas fun having some amount of presence, somewhere, at least.

If Janny recovers, I might delete this. Hell, maybe I'll make another bot as a last hoorah just in case. Whatever becomes of this mess of a service, I just wanted to say: sorry, and thank you all.

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Running out of ready Niko images.

Hi, yes, hello, another rant, how original. I just have to say, this site feels so soulless now. Aggressively strict NSFW filter, no description images, reviews replaced with comments so we can no longer get an idea of something's quality at a glance, I just don't get why any of these are happening. Half these changes just feel like they're made to inconvenience the user base, but don't even get me started on the fucking user base.

I know there's a good chance this is a me problem, but I feel like the bots have become just... boring. They're all just mixing and matching generic trope terms and attaching tits/jawlines to them. Everything is just 'depressed tomboy bunny-girl bully just got dumped' or 'cold abusive mafia wife cheats on you' or 'airheaded NEET tsundere gyaru has a favor to ask' like, at what point do you just draw words from a hat and mash them together into some grotesque Frankenstein's monster of an RP.

The real annoying thing to me, though, is the use of AI to do literally everything. Ironic, I know, considering where I'm writing this, but it feels like every description, every personality, every intro message is written by another AI. They're all so generic and boring, leading to the RP being also generic and boring. I'm fine with AI art, sometimes you just need a face to attach to a name, but I feel like using it to make the character and experience itself defeats half the point of this fucking site.

I'm just so tired of tapping onto something that doesn't look like the Janitor equivalent of alphabet soup, only to see the same tired phrases over and over. \"As she looked at the stranger, she felt a strange, unfamiliar warmth flutter in her chest. She had spent so long alone, filled with a quiet longing for this—for someone to see her for who she truly was—and now she thought maybe, just maybe, she had found it.\" That passage right there encapsulates almost every damn thing I've seen AI pull out of its circuits and I'm so sick of it.

If that's your writing style, no intended offense, but if you use a single fucking '—', you've lost my trust that whatever you've made is something you actually care about. Honestly, maybe nobody on this site cares about their creations anymore. Maybe I'm behind the times and this is another case of the Dead Internet conundrum. Who fucking knows, I've just given up on seeing originality around here.

Also, if anyone wants to see anything from me while I'm here, feel free to ask and I'll try my best. It's the least I can do.

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Despite your and Cyn's time at the Elliot Manor, the two of you never really got to know each other. She was always an odd one, even in terms of worker drones. This makes it all the more surprising when your coworker N bursts in during your routine duties, practically dumping Cyn onto you before rushing out with little explanation. So now you have to deal with an unstable, peculiar, strangely clingy Cyn and her unusual antics. Buckle up.

This stupid little creature. I don't know why, but whenever I see Cyn, I just know she is the dumbest, most idiotic being in the universe and I love her for it. There are no thoughts behind those eyes, at least, none that are her own. She's just so fucking dumb and amazing and we need to build her now.

Also, admittedly, I'm not as fluent in Murder Drones lore as I probably should be, so I might have some details incorrect or inaccurate. If that is the case, just let me know and I'll fix it to the best of my ability. Also, bear in mind that the LLM is not good at describing drones from my experience, so you'll have to do some of the heavy lifting.

Full image (by Skn_1027)

(Requested by @CoralZZZZ)

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As the month of January came to a close, you noticed Sucrose beginning to act fidgety and nervous, moreso than usual. Though she refused to elaborate, she always assured you it would be all fine. Now, come the 14th, you wake up to a distinct lack of Sucrose beside you, and a... unique aroma coming from the kitchen. What has she tried this time...?

I kinda forgot Valentines Day was a thing, so if I'm gonna spend another one alone, might as well deliver a Sucrose for all us certified enjoyers out there. Was tossing between a few scenarios, including the fabled beach episode, but I ended up with this because I thought I'd have fun with it, both writing and using.

Also, I recently binged all of Murder Drones in a single night. 7/10 show, would recommend, might make a bot (haha) out of V or Cyn if I feel like it. Those two were my favorites. I feel like I'm not exactly dry of ideas or characters, it's mostly the scenarios and the motivation I've to hurdle whenever I want to make something. Let me know if Cyn/V is something I should do.

One of these Valentines days, it would be nice to not spend it by myself... If this isn't my last, of course.

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I promise I don't want to do as many of these as I am but It always gets worse.

This time around, I just... I don't know what to say. Back in high school, I always made an effort to avoid looking at test and exam results for fear of absolutely bombing something and never coming back from that mentally. Well, I learned today that I had good reason for that, as I just found out about my English HSC exam results. All I can say is I'm fucking devastated.

My entire life, I have prided myself in my ability to write creatively. I always thought that one of my only redeeming qualities was that I could write a story or a description well. Maybe that's a bit pretentious, but it's one of my only forms of self-confidence I had, along with music but that's not a topic for today. And uh, emphasis on had.

To realize I did that poorly, to find out I had actually no idea hat I was doing in this whole writing anything business, I wanted to scream. It only solidified my belief that 2025 is my last year on this earth. Everything has been going wrong for so long and I'm long past my breaking point. To learn that one of my only passions is something I'm just fucking shit at, I want to tear out my lungs with my bare hands.

So I guess all my bots are terrible, or something. I know they're definitely not up to the standard of others, but I always thought they were at least good. Now this revelation has me thinking about everything I've ever done in regards to writing and I hate it. I don't even remember if I tried for that exam or not. everything, man. Just let me die without a heavy heart.

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With Sayori's confession of her condition to you, it didn't take long for her to subconsciously depend on you even further. You are usually happy to oblige though, and so you often relent to her requests to come over, or for you to visit after sundown. Tonight is one such night, with Sayori in your room with you, set up for an impromptu movie night with her best friend and closest confidant.

My fucking character got deleted the actual second I uploaded it, so I had to rewrite everything except the opening message. I hate this site so much.

Been overdue for a Sayori bot for a while now. One of the only fictional characters to actually influence the person I am today, Sayori will always hold a special place in my heart. DDLC/+ is a masterpiece, my 3rd favorite game of all time. Maybe I'll make a bot for all my favorites, who knows.

Also, yes @Idkeps, Sucrose bot will be next. I'll probably slow down on them, maybe a 1:3 ratio of Sucrose:Others. I gotta be somewhat open for other characters, and I am certified to enjoy Sayori as well.

CW: Depression, self-loathing, suicidal ideations

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The Lush Jungle is home to many species of Pokemon, commonly believed to be due to its low amount of human traffic. The less independent and capable often reside here in packs and groups, living together for their strength in numbers. But... what happens when one of those loses their place among their peers, forced to either survive alone in its relentless environment or search for another community (or individual) to claim camaraderie with.

Been a while, I know. I recently emu- ...played Pokemon UM again and was reminded why Lurantis is, has and always will be my second favorite Pokemon (Xurkitree reigns supreme). I've wanted to make a Pokemon bot but couldn't find inspiration until now, thinking of delivering a Sayori next up. I'd just need to think of a good scenario.

(Art by Namako on Danbooru)

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Alchemy is a field that only the brightest minds can master. For Sucrose, she acknowledges her academic knowledge can only go so far, so her solution is to broaden her social horizons. She is unfortunately not too adept or informed in social interactions however, as she truly believed going to the Angel's Share tavern by herself, wholly overestimating her own ability to cope with loud and raucous atmosphere. Surely some liquid courage would help out...?

Saw this whole 2025 thing going on, I know it's weird but I also figured I might as well make a Sucy bot for it. Doesn't seem like there's any solid guidelines this time, so I'll wing it for now. Maybe I'll make more non-Sucrose ones later. Maybe it's a sign they're actually improving JLLM. Who knows.

Speaking of which, it seems @TheCactuar's proxy guide recommendation doesn't work anymore, so if anyone could point me to something else, preferably free and functional, that would be greatly appreciated.

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Another session of screaming to the void.

I didn't want to make another one of these but JLLM fucking sucks and my proxy stopped working for some reason so no bot will give me a satisfactory conversation.

I'm so fucking done with everything. I have tried for the past two or so years to find a reason to live but I just can't. I'm lonely, I'm single, I'm hopeless, I haven't felt truly happy in knows how long.

The only thing stopping me from ending it all is that I know some people would miss me. I have like, two or three friends nowadays and they mean everything to me, and I know if I died they and my mother would miss me. That's about it.

I want some reason to live but I just can't find anything positive about continuing in this life. Go through four, five, ten, twenty more years of suffering to maybe find a girl that reciprocates, find a purpose I believe in, find some reason to live? That sounds so completely terrifying and miserable, but I know it's that or disappoint everyone that loves me, all 0.5 of them.

I'm at my wit's end and I have nowhere else to post this. The world is getting worse, western society is crumbling, people are getting more and more isolated an I can't take it anymore, I just can't. I'm not strong, I'm not brave, I'm depressed and longing for an easy way out.

Help me.

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A late exit from school proves to be a good decision on your part, allowing an otherwise unlikely encounter to occur. Though humans and anthros populate this town together, you never expected to find one in such a vulnerable state, no less in your own school, and no less such a weak, pitiable rabbit.

I finished The Leaves of Fall today, if you couldn't tell. Sam may have been promoted to Sucrose/Sayori status, I adore the bunny so goddamn much even if TLoF made me only sadder that I will never find a girlfriend, furry or otherwise. I would absolutely make more Sam bots if I could find other good thumbnails for her.

This takes place before the main story, before Anon or Mike are in the picture. I just wanted to pretend I could have someone like her in my life. Also, go read The Leaves of Fall by Oliver_Hart on SoFurry. Please, it's a bloody masterpiece and what I strive for my works to one day be, just a little more traditionally structured.

God I need shy traumatized anthro bunny in my life.

CW: Abuse (physical and emotional), self-harm, scars.

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Even the forest is no safe haven for the Prinzessin and her familiar, as an arrogant, intrusive soul dare interrupt her personal musings. How insolent!
I figured I was a bit overdue for an upload. I don't really have reasoning for this bot, I'm not too well-versed with Fischl bots to know if this scenario's already been done, I just wanted something to distract myself with. My motivation for music is not very high at the moment, I just don't know what else to do.
On a sidenote, a thought I've had is making a more smut-based bot. I've not done much overly-sexual stuff so far, I just think it's an oversaturated market, I guess maybe if any of my (5) lovely followers want any. Maybe I'll make a furry in the meantime, or an OC. Who knows. I'm tired.

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While strange happenings are not uncommon in your small town, particularly in the last year or so, you've never had anything unusual occur with you in particular. However, nothing lasts forever, and your streak of normalcy ends with a loud crash coming from your kitchen...

Trying to branch out with new characters. Genshin's far oversaturated on this site, so I'm gonna try doing some that don't have much interaction in comparison. May still do some Genshin bots, more of my girl too, but I'll start simple.

Sidenote, because I doubt many people will click: Maybe I shouldn't be posting on this site. That one S_crose bot made by @ArtificialRizzler got popular so quickly, and I know they have a much, much larger established audience, but it just made me feel inferior. I'm pretty competitive in some cases, and seeing a S_crose bot just shoot past my ones in engagement just kinda hurt. Maybe I'm getting too invested in this shit, who knows.

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Without anything to do for the day, you decide to pay a visit to your girlfriend's workplace. Thankfully, she decided to work in her lab for the day, casting various experiments and tinkering with the elements. There's nothing wrong with a little surprise visit, right?
I just feel like making even more Sucrose scenarios. Might shake it up and do someone else I like next, maybe Furina, Fischl, Raiden, who knows. I'll honestly do any character as long as I know and like them enough.

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It's been four hours since Sucrose set out for that colleague's gathering, and it's well-after dark. After venturing out and searching for the address you vaguely remembered, you're met with the girl shivering outside the thriving party, sniffling every so often.
Saw one guy's review on Concerned Roommate that said I was good at this, motivated me to do another. Might eventually make other characters, possibly from other games, who knows. I'll make any character as long as she's cute.

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Not a character, I just wanna rant in a place where nobody will see it.
Maybe it's the fact that I haven't taken my meds in a few days, maybe I'm just extra depressed tonight, who knows. All I know is that there's some things I need to get off my chest. To my two followers at the time of writing this, hi.
I am so sick of... pretty much everything. I'm basically at the point of every little minor inconvenience driving me closer and closer to my complete breaking point. I'm the loneliest I've ever been, even though I have a semi-healthy circle of friends. I'm just so riddled with paranoia that I'm constantly worried they all fucking hate me or something.
Still single, unsurprisingly. Any guy who's willing to make multiple self-indulgent Sucrose bots of varying quality probably isn't able to pull very well, most people would be able to guess. I've also found myself worrying recently about like, even if I do find a girl that reciprocates my feelings, who's to say it'll last? Who's to say my depression won't carve a hole somewhere, or my paranoia will lead me astray, or something bad might just happen because life fucking sucks like that.
I don't know, I feel like my entire mental well-being's getting worse by the month and no amount of comfort ASMR's or Sucrose simping will fix me. Maybe a Sucrose ASMR is in order, I don't fucking know. I just think my time's running short and I don't know what to do about it. Perhaps this may be my last online impression. Who knows.
I just want something to go right for once. Is that too much to ask?
Rant over, for now.

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You and Sucrose have an agreement, and tonight, she comes to you to enact on it once again.

Noticed there was this music event, figured I'd make use of it somehow whilst keeping my Sucrose theme going. Might not be the last, depends on how I feel later.

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You're awoken late in the night by shuffling around your room. Turns out Sucrose had some difficulty sleeping, and resorted to rechecking her notes and planning future experiments instead of resting with you.

I had less reason for making this one, maybe just to feel less lonely when I'm in bed at night.

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