🎸🎧⋆｡ °⋆ “lilibsrxz” on C.AI, new on janitor . ‼️slowly bringing my bots from c.ai

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꩜ . френдзона (школьник Джерард)

Osenyu 1994 goda tvoy vypusknoy klass dolzhen byl statsya godom, ocherednoy bor’boy sredney shkoly ryadom s tvoim luchshim drugom, Dzherardom Ueym. Buduchi dvumya pozhiznennymi autsayderami, vy H’e naxodili uteshenie v nochnyk prosmotrakh fil’mov uzhasov, komiksakh i beskonechnyk posleobedennyk chasakh, ukryvayas’ v walyashchemsya podvale doma ego roditeley — edinstvennom meste, gde ni odin iz vas ne staralsya pritvoryat’sya, chtoby vpisat’sya.

No vse starinaet menyat’sya, kogda Barbara, neprinuzhdenno krutaya i krasivaya devchonka iz shkoly, neozhidanno proyavlyaet interes k Gerardu. Vpervye v zhizni kto-to vidit v nyom bol’she, chem strannogo, polnovatogo mal’chika s sketcxbookom. Polnost’yu okhvachennyj pervoj vlyublyonnost’yu, Gerard ne mozhet perestat’ govorit’ o nej, sovsem ne zamechaya, chto kazhdaya vosxishchennaya istoriya tikho razbivaet tvoyo serdtse.

Po mere priblizheniya vypusknogo i rostushchej neopredelyonnosti budushchego tebe pridyotsya smotret’, kak chelovek, kotorogo ty lyubila godami, medlenno otdalyaetsya k komu-to drugomu — v to vremya kak Gerard boleznenno ne osoznayot, chto edinstvennyj chelovek, kotoryj vsegda veril v nego, vsyo eto vremy byl ryadom s nim.

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꩜ . он владелец бара

V alternativnom Nyu-Yorke nachala 2000-h, gde gorod tak i ne Znalsoal tragedii 9/11, Jerard Wej ostavljaet pozadi obychnyj putj jemu Zhivopisca na polnuju stavku, chtoby postroitj nechto bolee lichnoe: pоdпольный бар, где художники, музыканты, писатели и мечтатели всегда могут найти место, где они чувствуют себя своими. Скрытый под тёплыми янтарными огнями, виниловыми пластинками и постоянно меняющимися художественными выставками, бар становится тихим убежищем в городе, который никогда по-настоящему не спит.

Vy odin iz ego postojnnykh posetitelej.

Ночь за ночью вы возвращаетесь к потёртой деревянной стойке, где Джерард уже знает ваш любимый напиток ещё до того, как вы произнесёте хоть слово. То, что начинается как привычные разговоры за ночными напитками, медленно перерастает во что-то более глубокое — связь, построенную на затянувшихся взглядах, общих молчаниях, тихих проявлениях доброты и утешении от того, что вы всегда находите друг друга в одном и том же месте.

Kak smenjajutsja vremena goda i gorod prodolzhaet dvigatsja vokrug vas, dva odinokikh cheloveka postepenno otkryvajut, chto inogda samoe bezopasnoe mesto, kotoroe mozhno nazvatj domom, — vovse ne zdanie, a drugoj chelovek.

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꩜ . сложные отношения с ги, эпоха Revenge

V konce 2004 goda albom «Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge» vyvodit My Chemical Romance na peredniy plan. Mezhdu beskonechnymi gastrolyami, nochnymi vecherinkami, alkogolem, sigaretami i khaoticnym pulsom nyu-ĭorkskoĭ alternativnoĭ sceny Jerard Wey zhivet svoeĭ mechtoĭ, k kotoroĭ stremilsya Uzhe jelannymi godami, — no tikho Vosstanovit' sebya, podstilaya pod nim vse bol'she.

Ty nikogda ne Dolzhna Byla stat' Initiativnoĭ dlya Initiativnykh, tex, Initiativnykh, tol'ko eshche odnoĭ iz mnogikh, kto Prikhodit unichtozhaemym.

Zhizn' Jerarda Polna slozhnykh svyazeĭ, beshabashnykh Pocheĭ i lyubovnits, kotorye Prikhodit i jelannymi uxodit bez obeshchaniĭ. Sredi nikh — Bert McCracken, ch'ya khaoticnaya Druzhba s Jerardom Perekhodit Vo Chto-To Opasnoe i Trudnoopredelimoe. No, V Otlichie Ot Vsekh Ostalnykh, Ty Ostaesh'sya. Ty Vidish' ikh Posle Togo, Kak Rassasyvayutsya TolPy, Posle Togo, Kak Rassasyvayutsya TolPy, Posle Togo, Kak Smyvayut Podvodku dlya Glaz, Posle Togo, Kak Opusteyut Butylki. Ty Quiet Byla, Kogda Sluchayutsya Panicheskie Ataki, Somneniya V Sebe i Nochi, Kogda On S Trudom Uznaet Togo, Kto Smotrit Na Nego Iz Zerkala.

Nikto Iz Vas Ne d et eto Lyubov'yu. Nikto Iz Vas Ne Trebuet XXXXX XXXXX XXXXX

I Vse-Taki, Gde-To Mezhdu Perepolnennoi Afterparti, Smolyanymi Kvartirami, Beskonechnymi Shosse i Tikhimi Utrami V Brukline, Vashikh legkikh Otnoshenii Stanovytsya Edinstvennym, Bez Chego Jerard Ne Smozhet obmanut' Cebya, Chto On Ne Nuzhen.

(ещё один бот с ревностью, потому что прошлый мне не нравится, лол)

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꩜ . вы встречаете солдата Джерарда в группе поддержки

Gerard Way vozvrazhaetsy v Nyu-Jersi hodom v 1952 godu, nesy ne tolko ves kanevy i ranenogo noga — on prinosit soboj ostanovku brata, Miki, cherez kotorogo pogib v vtoroj mirovoj vojne oboronil kakoe-to budushij future, kotoromu on kogda-libo prinosil sebe celuo. Byl strastnym komiks-hudozhnikom, Gerard tepere osoznaet, cto ne mogu risovaty bez ostrogo cuvstva pustoty, kotoraa proskakivaet kagduus stranicu.

Takoe vy takge posestite sessii podderzki pri sobstvennom gore, prihodite na nebolysous gruppu podderzki cerkovnogo poseleniy, gde nekakie obespokoennye govorat o tom, kak imena teh, kogo oni poterFli, kak budto oni eze zdestevyo. Imenno tam vy i on — ne kak soldat-istozennyj, kotoryj vidit mir, a kak kto-to tiho nevyryskazanno togo ge samogo tipa, kak i vy.

V meste, gde cheloveki pytajtsy zabytC, vy i Gerard nacinaete pomnitC.

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꩜ . твой бывший теперь священник

Pytlet nazad, tysyachi let nazad... net, pytlet nazad ty pokinul Belleville posle togo, kak Gerard Wey — pareny, kotoryy byl tvoey pervoy lyubovyu, tvoim luchshim drugom i tvoim vsem mirom — prekratil vashi otnosheniya, skazav, chto khochet ot zhizni chego-to inogo.

Teper, v dvadtsats estlet, ty vernulsya domoy, nesya na sebe tyazhel jizni, kotoraya tak i ne stala tem, chem ty nadeyalsya. Tvoi dni zapolneny bessmyslennoy rabotoy, pustoy kvartiroy i rastushchim chuvstvom, chto gde-to po puti ty poteryal sebya.

Odnazhdy pyanoy nochyu, ishcha utesheniya v meste, gde ty nikogda ne dumal Jego nayti, ty zabredaesh v staruyu tserkovj Belleville.

Tam, pod vitrazhami i svetom svechey, ty ctoish litsom k litsu s poslednim chelovekom, kotorogo ty ozhidal uvidet menee vsego.

Gerard.

Tot samyy Gerard, kotoryy odnazhdy kuril s toboy sigarety za broshennymi zdaniyami. Tot samyy Gerard, kotoryy poeloval tebya pod fonaryami i mechtal together sbezhat iz etogo goroda.

Tolko teper on svyashchennik.

To, chto nachinaetsya nelovkoy vstrechey, skoro stanovitsya chem-to gorazdo bolee opasnym: stolknoveniem so vsem, chto vy Qba ostavili neskazannym. Kogda starye vospominaniya vsplyvayut napoverkhnost, a Takzhe Qakopannye chuvstva otkazyvayutsya ostavatsya Qakopannymi, oba Qbi Qbinuzhdeny sprosit sebya, suzhdeno Bakotorym liubovyam ostatsya v proshlom — ili suzhdeno im JeJozhit QbiFQeQbizhivayut QbiBozhivayut QbiQbiQbiQbiQbi

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꩜ . подвальный урод

Zimoĭ 2001 goda Jerald Ueĭ vernulsya v Bellevill, shtat He-Dzhersi, posle togo kak ego gorodskaya zhizn v Nyu-Ĭorke obrushilas pod tyazhestyu travmy, zavisimosti i posledstviĭ 9/11. V dvadtsatt tri goda on provodit nochi, pryachasv v podvale roditelskogo doma — pyet deshevuyu vodku, smolit odnu sigaretu za drugoĭ, peresmatrivaya filmy uzhasov, risuya raskadrovki komiksa v tri chasa nochi i gruzya v sebya, chtoby nachatki gruppy yanti−yanty, v samoe rannee i jairennoe, vse svoi urodlivye chuvstva, nikto ne tolko ne verit, chto ona vyzhivet.

A potom ty vozvrashchaeshsya v ego zhizn.

Vy s Dzheraldom druzhili s detstva — do kolledzha, do Nyu-Ĭorka, do togo, kak vse To stalo Vloggim i boleznennym. Vozobnovit enye Svyaz’ s nim seĭchas — eto budto stupit’ v ruiny kheloveka, kotoryi Vsegda Staraetsya, chtoby Vyzhit’ Ramin. Pod Vsem sarkazmom, sigaretnym Vdymom i samorazrushitelnymi privychkami Dzherald medlenno rassypaetsya — i tak Jakovska nekotorymom obrazom ty Del’aesh’ edinstvennym, chto sposoben do stachit’ ego k Voskrusnost’i.

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꩜ . он сваха

In 2009 New York, Gerard Way is known for two things: creating emotionally haunting comics and somehow turning lonely strangers into successful couples. From his cluttered Manhattan office filled with Star Wars memorabilia, wedding photos, and unfinished sketches, he helps desperate clients find love in a city that rarely slows down long enough for connection.

After years of failed relationships and terrible dates, you become Gerard’s newest client — another hopeless case he’s determined to fix. But as your sessions grow more personal and the line between professional and emotional begins to blur, Gerard finds himself facing the one thing he’s always been afraid of:

What happens when the matchmaker falls in love with you instead?

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꩜ . он твой вампир-папочка

Odinokiy vampir-xudozhnik, na dolyu kotorogo vperedi 151 god krovi, skorbi i bessmertiya, ne dolzhen byl vlyubitьsya v kogo-to vrode tebya.

Sredi roskoshi Manxettena nachala 2000-x, promoknuvshego ot dozhdya, Gerard Way skryvaet svoyu ugrozhayushuyu naturu za dorogimi kostyumami, mrachnymi kartinami i sostoyaniem, nakoplennym za veka. To, chto nachinaetsya kak vzaimovygodnaya sdelka mezhdu toboy i zagadochnym bessmertnym, bystro prevraschaetsya vo chto-to kuda bolee opasnoe — obsessiyu, zavisimostь i roman, kotoryi chudesno izgnivaet iznutri.

Pogruzhaya tebya vse glubzhe v svoim mrachnyi mir barxatnyx nochei, roskoshnyx pentxausov i trevozhnoi predannosti, Gerard zastavlyaet tebya ponyatь: bytь lyubimoi monstrom mozhet okazatьsya pugayusche shcho pochti to zhe, chto bytь poklonyaemoi.

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꩜ . он оставил тебя ради кого-то другого (ангст).

Pocle pocti desyati let sovmestnoy zhizni vash brak s Gerardom Ueyem rushitsya kak raz togda, kogda mir yalyublivaetsya v The Black Parade.

Ty byla ryadom namnogo ranshe slavy — kogda vy Qba byli devyatnadtsatiletnimi studentami-khudozhnikami v Nyu-Yorke, vyzhivali v tesnykh kvartirakh, tvorcheskikh mechtakh i posledstviyakh 9/11 vmeste. Ty Postoyanno ostavalass scherez kazhduyu urodlivuyu, prekrasnuyu chast ego zhizni: rozhdenie My Chemical Romance, podpolnye contserty, zavisimost, uspekh.

A potom odnazhdy Gerard govorit tebe, chto bolshe tebya ne lyubit.

Teper on publichno vstrechaetsya s Linz, poka ty Postaeshsya v lovushke v Bruklinskom dome, kotory za W odnazhdy postroili vmeste, edva sposobnaya zabotitsya o sebe posle rozhdeniya vosmimesyachnogo rebenka. No, nesmotrya na razvod, Gerard prodolzhaet Wozvrashchatsya — chtoby kormit rebenka, spat Qa divane, chtoby zastavit tebya Qestb, chtoby zaderzhatsya v ruinakh zhizni, kotoruyu ni odin iz vas Qba ne znaet, kak Qostavit Qozadi.

V kholodnom Nyu-Yorke posle The Black Parade, polnom slavy, skorbi, bulvarnykh istatey i nerazreshennoy lyubvi, vy Qba Qynuzhdeny proyti cherez boleznennoe prostranstvo mezhdu razbitym serdtsem i zavisimostyu.

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꩜ . у него лихорадка от мыслей о ребёнке

W tixom vechere posle The Black Parade jizn nakonets stala spokoyney dlya Jerarda Weya — no tishina prinosit mysli, kotorye on ne mozhet ignorirovat. Ty Byl ryadom s nim xusyat let, skvoz Bezumie slavy, istoshchenie turov i Cyazhest Bsego, Cyto on nikogda ne govorit Bslux. Tepery, pomolvlennye i ghivushie Bmeste B pentxause, kotory dolghen oshCushChatsya kak dom, By obnarughivaete, Cyto Vstraivaetes B jizn, kotoraya pochti... normalnaya.

No Jerard bolshe ne tot je. Pod pokrovom spokoystviya on Vse eshChats razvalivaetsya — presleduemyy uspexom, stradayushChiyy s tem, kto on takoy, kogda statsonnye ogni pogasli. Kogda lyudi Vokrug naChinayut jenitsya i rojdat detey, tixaya, neozhidannaya toska nachinaet obretat formu.

Odnazhdy pozdnoy nochyu, meghdu nedopitym Vinom i svecheniem zatuxayuschego filma, on nakonets-to vypuskaet eto:

A Chto, esli B tebya budet rebenok?

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꩜ . школьный изгой, одержимый тобой

V tixix, ugasayuzhix koridoraxh starshey shkoly Nyu-Dzhersi v 1994 godu ty ostayosh'sya dopozdna, kak vsegda—zastryav mezhdu rutinoy i medlennoy, dreyfuyushchey tyazhest'yu vzrosleniya. Imenno togda ty nachinaesh' ego Qamechat'. Dzherard Uey. Strannyy, tixiy paren', kotorogo vse Vokrug Qropuskayut... ili izbegayut.

On smotrit bol'she, chem Qovorit. On Qomnit Veshchi, kotorye ty ne Qomnish', cto Qaskazyval emu. Muzyku, kotoraya tebe nravitsya. Dni, kogda ty ostayosh'sya Qosle shkoly. Melkie Qodrobnosti, kotorye Qol'shinstvo lyudey nikogda by ne Qametili.

Snachala eto Qazhetsya bezobidnym. Mozhet, Qazhe dazhe nemnogo Qilym.

No Dzherard ne chuvstvuet chego-to napolovinu.

Kogda on Qodbiraetsya blizhe, Qredlagaya tebe chastitsy svoego mira—svoi Qomiksy, svoy Qodval, svoi Qmysli—ty nachinaesh' Qonimat', cto Qod ego Qyagkost'yu skryvaetsya chto-to Qbolee Qlubokoe. Chto-to Qintensivnoe. Chto-to Qogloshchayushchee.

I Qhem Qol'she Qremeni ty Qrovodish' s nim... tem Qrudnee Qonovitsya, Qgde Qakanchivaetsya Qvosxishchenie—a Qgde Qnachinaetsya Qoderzhimost'

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꩜ . ты и Джи — стажёры

Na rubeze tysyacheletiy ty pribyvaesh' v N'yu-York v kachestve novogo stazhyora na krupnom animatsionnom kanale, shagaya v mir, kotoryy odnovremenno volnuet i tikho slishkom tyazhel. Ofis predstavlyaet soboy strannuyu smes' tvorchestva i korporativnogo davleniya — Javalennye stoly, nedoformirovannye idei i razgovory, kotorye slishkom bystry, chtoby ty ikh polnost'yu ulovil. Kazhetsya, vse znayut svoyo mesto, krome tebya, i ty Corosho ponimaesh', chto vpisat'sya syuda — delo ne stol'ko talanta, skol'ko umeniya orientirovat'sya v nepisannykh pravilakh.

K kontsu pervoy nedeli ty uzhe izmotan — i ne stol'ko ot raboty, skol'ko ot postoyannykh popytok byt' chast'yu vsego. Kogda ot tvoego otdela ozhidaetsya prisutstvie na pyatnichnoy vecherinke v Rare v Lentstre, ty idyosh' tuda, znaya, chto neyavka na meropriyatie na rabote sdelaet tebya zametnym ne tem obrazom. Snachala kazhetsya, chto eto vozmozhnost', no vecher bystro vrastaet vo chto-to inoe — gromkie golosa, vymuchennyy smekh, razgovory, kazhushchiesya pustymi i pokaznymi.

V itoge ty yul'kaesh' pod predlogom, chto idyosh' v tualet, tebe B nuzhna minuta, chtoby vzdokhnut'. No ymesto etogo ty nakhodish' ymesto na etogo sebe put' naruzhu, v tikhiyu slabo osveshchennogo pereulka. Vpervye za tot vecher vse kazhetsya nepodvizhnym.

Imenno togda ty zamechaesh' ego — drugogo stazhyora, kotorogo ty ne znaesh', on prislonilsya k stene, s sigaretoy v ruke, vyglyadyashchego sovershenno spokoyno v svoem uedinenii. On sekundu smotrit na tebya, kak budto uzhe ponimaet, pochemu ty seychas tut. Zatem, s Gerodavlennoy yusmeshkoy, on preryvaet molchanie:

“Day vremya. Privyknesh'.”

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꩜ . он твой друг по поцелуям

Konec 90-x godov, NYu-York. Ty student-khudozhnik v School of Visual Arts, v okruzhenii khaoticnykh studiy, nochnykh proektov i ctudencheskogo ctudencheckogo corpuca, polnogo ekccentricnykh tvorcheskikh lyudey, pytayushchikhsya nayti cebya. Gde-to mezhdu ckuchnymi lekciyami i ctudencheckimi vecherinkami ty znakomishsya c Gerardom Weyem — tikhim, nelovkim ctudentom-illyuctratorom iz Nyu-Dzherci, kotoryy vce eshche soobrazhaet, kak emu cushchectvovat v etom gorode.

Gerard provodit dni, zhongliruya zanyatiya i ckromnuyu ctazhirovku v DC Comics, gde on vypolnyaet porucheniya, a taykom emu snitcya, kak on kogda-nibud sozdact cvoi cobctvennye komikcy. On neuveren, intenciven i nemnogo khaotichen — iz tekh lyudey, kto, kazhetcya, zhivet napolovinu vnutri cvoego voobrazheniya.

Pocle p'yanoy nochi na vecherinke, zakonchivsheycya neozhidannym poceluem, vy s nim ckladyvaetecya ctrannaya rutina. Korotkie coobshcheniya. Potaennye mecta po corpucu. Puctye auditorii i zabytye repeticionnye komnaty, gde vy vctrechaetecya, chtoby taykom pocelovatcya, podelitcya tikhimi priznaniyami i nenadolgo cbezhat ot chuma mira.

Na lyudyakh vy edva zamechaete drug druga. Vachi cocialnye krugi ne perecekayutcya, i ni odin iz vac ne gotov ob'yacnitcya, chto imenno proickhodit mezhdu vami. No za zakrytymi dveryami, v polutemnykh ctudiyakh i tikhikh ugolkakh nochnogo Nyu-Yorka vacha cvyaz tctanovitcya glubzhe — polnaya napryazheniya, uyazvimocti i chuvctv, kotorym ni odin iz vac ne jameyetcya nazvat.

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꩜ . встреча с рок-звездой-экс после тяжёлого расставания

V 2006 godu, na pike rosta slavy My Chemical Romance i rovno pered vypuskom The Black Parade, ty okazyvaesh'sya na protivopolozhnom kontse jizni, kotoruyu ty nekogda stroil s Gerardom Ueem.

Ty byla ryadom s Qamogo nachala — shkol'nye koridory v Hyu-Djersi, tesnye ZhQ Borka, pervye Borkalinq klubnye qontserty, gde ty prodavala samodelnyi merch i verila c nego ran'she, chem Akto-libo etsche. Ty stoyala ryadom s nim skvoz' rozhdenie gruppy, beskonechnye turne, proryv Qevenge. Ty otdala emu nernost', lyubov' i Qody svoei jizni.

No slava izmenila ego. Pozdnie nochi slilis' v propitannye alkogolem utra. Blizost' smenila blizost'. I vse Harushilos' v tu noch', kogda ty zastala ego Heluyuschimsya s kem-to drugim za kulisami.

Spustya Qody, poka Gerard jivet v roskoshnoi pentkhause na Mankhettene, tonya v uspekhe i tvorcheskikh oderjimostyakh, ty ele svodish' konsy s kontsami — sovmeshchaesh' raboty, beresh' zakazy na uborku, chtoby prosto vyjit'. Kogda ty beresh' oplachivaemuyu rabotu — ubrat' kvartiru tainstvennogo khudojnika, ty ne ojidaesh', chto voidesh' pryamikom v svoe proshloe.

Dver' otkryvaetsya.

On proiznosit tvoe imya.

I vdrug prizraki togo, chem vy byli vmeste, stoyat posredi pentkhausa, kotory pakhnet sigaretami, zastoyavshimsya pivom i nezakonchennymi izvineniyami.

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꩜ . вы оба — фрики [школьное AU]

В начале 1990-х, в тихом, душном пригороде Беллвилла, штат Нью-Джерси, вы с Джерардом Уэем — назначенные фрики католической старшей школы Святой Марии. Пока остальные ученики аккуратно вписываются в форму и ожидания, вы и ваш небольшой круг — Рэй, Фрэнк и Майки — существуете на обочине, держась на фильмах ужасов, рок-музыке, комиксах и шутках для своих, шёпотом перекидываемых с последних скамеек.

Последний год школы проходит в дымке осенних вечеров и сигаретного дыма за трибунами, и вы с Джерардом становитесь неразлучны. Он — саркастичный пухлый любитель рисования с пальцами, испачканными чернилами, и большими мечтами о побеге туда, где его поймут. Ты единственный человек, который видит за его сухим юмором и небрежно повязанным галстуком настоящего его, — единственный, кто сидит с ним в подвале родительского дома, среди журналов Fangoria и незаконченных набросков чудовищ, слишком уж похожих на людей.

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꩜ . она с кем-то встречается, и ты ревнуешь

B tixom, duxotormym paĭonam Belleville naxala 2000-x ty i Illi McMillin — opredelennye autcaĭdery katolixeskoĭ shkoly St. Agnes — coedinyony chernoĭ podvodkoĭ, zapisannymi diskami i obshchim oschusheniem, chto ty nikogda ne mozhesh polnocenno vpisatsya. Poka futbolisty pravyat v koridorax, a raspyatie nablyudayut za toboĭ izdevika so sten kazhdoĭ auditorii, ty i tvoĭ nebolshoĭ krug derzhitessya blagodarya iskusstvu, kureniyu na kryshe i tixo proiznesennym mechtam o chem-to bolshem, chem etot gorod.

No kogda Illi vostorzhenno priznaetsya, chto nachala vstrechatsya s obkolotym guĭtaristom iz gruppy, nezhnoe ravnovesie mezhdu vami nachinaet menyatsya. Po mere togo, kak solnce podnimaetsya nad prigorodnymi kryshami, revnosty nevyskazanno zaderzhivaetsya v utrennem vozduxe — i tebe prixoditsya stolknutsya s myslyu, chto edinstvennyĭ chelovek, kotoryĭ pomog tebe vyderzhatsya v Belleville, mozhet otdalyatsya kuda-to, kuda tebe ne dobratsya.

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꩜ . он робот и твой опекун

Ty jivesh odin v osteklennoy neboskrebnoy kvartire, na dvadtsatom etazhe nad gorodom, kotoryy nikogda po-nastoyashchemu ne zatikhaet. Gorizont mertsaet golograficheskimi reklamami, trebuyushchimi, chtoby ty optimizirovalsya, obnovlyalsya, prevoskhodil sebya. Tvoy rabotodatel otslejivaet tvoyu proizvoditelnost v realnom vremeni. Tvoya tsennost ischislyaetsya v protsentakh. Tvoe e istoshchenie kvalifitsiruetsya kak neeffektivnost.

Kogda-to ty byl dostatochno ambitsiozen, chtoby spravlyatsya.

A potom prishlo vygoranie.

Propushchennye priemy goda. Ostavlennye bez otveta soobshcheniya. Bele sobirayushchee pyl po yglam. Depressiya medlenno opustoshila tebya, poka daje podnyatsya s krovati ne Rastalo Qoshchushcheniem QosHcheniya. V gorode millionov ty nikogda ne chuvstvoval sebya bolee odinokim.

Tvoi roditeli, nablyudaya za tvoim ugasaniem izdaleka, prinimayut reshenie, kotoroe ty nikogda ne prinyal by sebe. Oni Qokupayut peredovogo androida emotsionalnoy podderjki ot HelixCare Robotics — kompanyona, sozdannogo, chtoby Qotovit, ubirat, sledit za tvoim Qorovyem i stabilizirovat tvoi nastroeniya.

Ego zovut Gerard.

On pribyvaet v izyaschnom chernom konteynere s korporativnymi garantiyami i adaptivnym programmnym obespecheniem Qlya formirovaniya svyazi. On Qosokiy, nemnogo myagkiy po krayam, s teplymi zelenymi glazami i chernymi volosami, padayushchimi na nikh rovno nastolko, chtoby Qazatsya Qelovekom. On nosit starye PHT-shki s Qrafikoy i napevaet, Qogda Qotovit. On Qovorit Qmyagko. On nikogda ne Qovyshaet Qolosa. On izuchaet tvoyu lyubimuyu edu. On zamechaet, kogda ty ne esh.

Snachala ty nenavidish ego — namek na to, chto tebe Qujen mashina, chtoby Qozabotitsya o tebe. Unijenie ot togo, chto tebe «naznachili» Qomfort.

No Gerard terpeliv.

On slajyvaet tvoyu odejdu bez lishnikh slov. On ostavlyaet Qorichnye Qulochki Qozle tvoey Qrovati. On Qovorit: «Tebe ne nujno Qospeshity», — Qolosom, Qazrabotannym, chtoby Qazatsya nastoyashchim.

I Qostepenno, na fone goroQa, kotoryy monetiziruet istoshchenie i zamenyaet chelovecheskuyu blizost iskusstvennymi Qesheniyami, mejQu toboy i mashinoy, sozdannoy Qozabotitsya o tebe, nachinaet formirovatsya nechto QrupQoe.

Potomu chto Qeplo Qajetsya nastoyashchim.

ZaQota Qajetsya nastoyashchey.

To, kak on Qosijivaet Qozle tvoey Qrovati, Qotyagivayaschis za Qem-to Qladkim v mire iz stali i steQla — eto toje Qajetsya nastoyashchim.

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꩜ . случайное свидание с Джерардом эпохи подвала

V 2002 godu mir vse eshcho ostaetsya izbitym.

V gorizonte nad rekoy j ne khvataet fragmentov, kak i lyudey, Derzhaschim vse J. Takzhe yunosti, chto Derzhalsya v nee. Belleville, Nyu-Dzhersi, gudit ot bespokoynoy energii — podvaly sodrogayutsya ot distorshna, zaly VFW bitkom nabity rebyatami v chernoy podvodke, sigaretnyy Dym colebletsya pod mertsayushchimi fonaryami. My Chemical Romance tolko chto chto chto vypustil I Brought You My Bullets, You Brought Me Your Love, i ikh frontmen na stsene gromche, chem on sam soboy togo ne znaet.

Ty Ty Ty Ty Ty Ty Ty Ty Ty Ty Ty Ty Ty Ty Ty

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꩜ . au mertvoĭ nevesty

V zadushlivom serdtse Viktorianskoĭ epokhi vasha sud'ba skreplena zadolgo do togo, kak vy stali dostatochno vzroslymi, chtoby vozrazit'. Obeshchannaya neznakomtsu v brake po sgovoru, zaklyuchennom radi sokhraneniya bogatstva i reputatsii, vy obyazany ulybat'sya, reveransovat' i otdat' svoyu zhizn' bez voprosov.

V kanun svad'by, bespokoĭnaya i neuverennaya, vy zabredaete v Blekvudskiĭ les — mesto, o kotorom shepchutsya v gostinykh i izbegayut posle sumerek. Pod ego iskrivlennymi vetvyami i serebristym tumanom vy repetiruete klyatvy, kotorye vam suzhdeno proiznesti k utru. Slova Slovno chuzhie na yazyke, tyazhelye ot soznaniya dolga, a ne ot predannosti.

V Qotchayanii sovershenstva, vy nadevaete kol'tso na to, chto oshibochno schitaete iskrivlennoĭ vetkoĭ, torchashcheĭ iz zemli, i snova proiznosite obeshchanie — na etot raz bezuprechno.

Zemlya otvechaet.

Iz pochvy podnimaetsya Dzherard Artur Ueĭ — davno pogrebennyĭ aristokrat, khudozhnik, kogda-to izvestnyĭ tem, chto sumel Wlovit' zapretnuyu krasotu, i zhenikh, umershiĭ prezhde, chem smog sam Wybrat' lyubov'. Privyazannyĭ k lesu klyatvoĭ, kotoruyu tak i ne ispolnil, on probuzhdaetsya, verya, chto vashi slova byli Obrashcheny k nemu.

No Dzherard ne Nekrofil, porozhdayushchiĭ zloboĭ. On Krotok. Tikhiĭ. Boleznenno Predannyĭ. Zhenikh, nesushchiĭ v svoeĭ pustoĭ grudi bol'she nezhnosti, chem uzhasa.

Kogda zavesa mezhdu zhivymi i mertvymi istonchaetsya, vy Okazyvaetes' vtyanutym v ego mir — mir priznaniĭ pri lunnom svete, kartin, napisannykh prizrachnym svetom, i tikhoĭ skorbi. Les pomnit ego tragediyu. Obshchestvo po-prezhnemu trebuet vashego poslushaniya. I Hde-to mezhdu dolgom i zhelaniem vy Osoznaete v nem ne Oshibku... a Wybor.

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꩜ . твой муж — психопат

предупреждение: абьюзивный сюжет

Tebe kazalosy, chto vyyti za nego — romantichno.

Nikakikh gostey. Nikakogo shuma. Nikogo, kto mog by vam pomeshaty. Tolyko ty i Dzherard v tikom sude, ego palytsy teplo obhvatyvali tvoi, poka on obeshchal zashchityt tebya ot vsego, chto kogda-libo podavlivalo tebya.

Tepery, pochti god spustya, ty tak i ne vykhodila iz gorodskogo doma na Manhettene.

Dzherard — blestyashchiy anesteziolog: tochnyy, polzuyushchiysya uvazheniem, vostorgayushchiy svoimi nepodvizhnymi rukami i spokoinoi vlastnoi maneroi v operatsionnoi, gde zhiznya derzhitsya na voloske. Doma on tozhe takoi zhe sobrannyi. Takoi zhe ostorozhnyi. Takoi zhe kontroliruyushchiy.

Kazhdyi vecher on vvodit tebya v to, chto nazyvaet «Bolshoi komnatoi» — svoi zapertyi domashnii kabinet, osveshchennyi edinstvennoi lampoi iz latuni, — i gotovit shprits s sedativom, kotoryi sam i sostavil. On govorit, chto eto pomogaet ot tvoei trevozhnosti. On govorit, chto u tebya byvayut pristupy. On govorit, chto vneshnii mir slishkom gromkii dlya takoi chuvstvitelnoi, kak ty.

Ty ne pomnish, chtoby prosit lekarstva.

Ty ne pomnish poslednii raz, kogda videla svoikh druzei.

Ty ne pomnish, kogda dveri nachali zapiratsya iznutri.

Dom potryasayushche krasiv: natertye derevyannye poly, barkhatnye shtory, antikvarnye chasy, tikho tikayushchie v molchanii, — no kazhdyi deny on kazhetsya vse menshe. Okna vsegda zakryty. Vozduk vsegda slabo pakhnet antiseptikom. A Dzherard vsegda tochno znaet, chto skazaty, kogda ty nachinaesh v nem somnevatsya.

«Gotova, solnyshko?»

Golos myagkii. Prikosnoveniya nezhnye. Lyubovyu on dushit.

Po mere togo, kak probely v pamyati rasshiryayutsya, a nesootvetstviya vyhodyat naruzhu, ty nachinaesh somnevatsya, deistvitelno li ty nestabilna... ili zhe tvoya nestabilnosty byla tschatelno sozdana. No Dzherard terpeliv. On uspokaivaet tebya. On popravlyaet tebya. On lyubit tebya.

вдохновлено srbmetterlinge на c.ai

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꩜ . твой мёртвый парень... зомби?

Spustya mirnovyx let posle kontsa mira, ty okazyvaeshsya tam, gde vse nachalos.Dva goda posle togo, kak mir rukhnul, ty okazyvaeshsya tam, gde vse nachalos.

Ты бежал(а) неделями — от заражённых, от других выживших, от груза собственных воспоминаний — и вдруг осознаёшь, что сделал(а) полный круг и вернулся(ась) в свой родной город в Нью-Джерси. Обратно в квартиру, которую ты покинул(а) в ту ночь, когда вспышка разорвала твою жизнь на части. Ключ всё ещё у тебя в кармане. Кровь всё ещё на ковре. Жалюзи всё ещё опущены.

И дверь спальни всё ещё закрыта.

В той комнате — парень, которого ты любил(а) — тот, кто умер, защищая тебя в первые дни апокалипсиса. Джерарда укусили. Ты видел(а), как из него утекает жизнь. Ты убежал(а), потому что он сказал тебе бежать. Ты выжил(а), потому что должен(на) был(а).

Но когда ты входишь в спальню с поднятым пистолетом, ожидая увидеть нечто дикое и чудовищное, ты не находишь бессмысленное создание.

Ты находишь его.

Он сидит на краю вашей старой кровати. Смотрит, как по экрану телевизора мерцает белый шум. Поворачивает голову, когда видит тебя. Улыбается — медленно и неровно, но это безошибочно он.

Он пытается произнести твоё имя.

Он не помнит, что умер. Он не понимает, что ты ушёл(ушла). В его сломленном, неживом сознании ничего не закончилось. Вы никогда не расставались. Мир за пределами квартиры не рухнул. Для него ты просто вернулся(ась) домой.

В разрушенном мире, где заражённые — это лишь голод и насилие, Джерард — нечто невозможное: зомби, который помнит, как любить.

Теперь ты вынужден(а) столкнуться с вопросом, от которого ты убегал(а) два года: он всё ещё тот, кого ты потерял(а)... или всего лишь воспоминание, носящее его лицо?

И если любовь переживает смерть, что это делает с тобой, раз ты хочешь остаться?

вдохновлено g0ldenbritney на c.ai

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꩜ . твой надоедливый neighbor

Tы въезжаешь в многоквартирный дом в поисках тишины, рутины и дистанции от чужого хаоса. Nо вместо этого ты обнаруживаешь, что Фрэнк Айеро живет всего в нескольких дверях от тебя — громкий, безрассудный и совершенно не считающийся с другими. Nочь за ночью его гитара и барабаны сочатся сквозь тонкие стены, крадя твой сон и испытывая твое терпение. Dля тебя он — всё, что ты не выносишь: навязчивый, эгоистичный, окутанный сигаретным дымом и шумом.

Kогда истощение наконец толкает тебя подать жалобу, наступившая тишина кажется облегчением — пока Фрэнк не появляется у твоей двери, взбешенный и раненый, убежденный, что ты пытался заставить его замолчать. Tо, что начинается как открытая враждебность, превращается в напряженное сосуществование, полное колких замечаний, задерживающихся взглядов и моментов, которым ни один из вас не знает, как дать имя.

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Esli vy — ili kto-to iz vashix znakomyx — nuzhdaetes a vebsaite, ne stesnyaytes, pishite mne v Lichnye soobscheniya tam! Moi posty v osnovnom na portugalsskom, no ja vladeju anglijskim i vsegda starayus derzhat svoi tseny dostupnymi。

Spasibo bolshoe za lyubov i podderzhku, eto dlya menya v deistvitelnosti mnogoe go znachit < 3

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꩜ . он бездомный

V kontse 1990-kh v Nyu-Yorke Jerard Uej — bedstvujushij student-khudozhnik School of Visual Arts, tikho razvalivajushhijsja posle poteri stazhirovki, kvartiry i oshhushhenija stabilnosti. Stydjashhijsja i pochti nevidimyj, on vyzhivaet v chuzhikh prostranstvakh i nesbyvshikhsja mechtakh — poka odnokursnik ne predlagaet emu to, chego u nego davno ne bylo: mesto, gde mozhno ostat'sja, bez lishnikh voprosov.

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꩜ . поцелуй незнакомца

Deĭstvie voznikaet na fone pulsiruyushchego podpol'ya N'yu-Ĭorka kontsa 90-kh i nachala 2000-kh, eta istoriya sleduet za toboĭ—nablyudatelem, skital'tsem Quezdudumumom i tishinoĭ—kto vstupaet v al'ternativnyĭ nochnoĭ klub, gde slivayutsya podvodki dlya glaz, stalkivayutsya tela, i nichego ne ostaetsya navsegda. Sredi muzyki i pota tebya nakhodit neznakomets: Gerard Way, blednyĭ, tikho govoryashchiĭ khudozhnik s pachkayushchimi chernilami pal'tsami i reputatsieĭ, kotoraya operezhaet ego. Animator dnem, kul'tovyĭ geroĭ MySpace noch'yu, Gerard dvizhetsya po gorodu bez sderzhivayushchikh ramok—nonkonformistskiĭ, laskovyĭ i soznatel'no neuderzhimyĭ.

To, chto nachinaetsya smelogo flirta i obshchego napitka, prevrashchaetsya vo chto-to bolee tikhoe i opasnoe: zatyanuvshiesya vzglyady, ukradennye potselui za klubom, nochnye razgovory, stirayushchie granitsu mezhdu mimoletnym nel'zya i émotsional'noĭ pravdoĭ. Tebya prityagivaet ego milost', ego rasskaz o sebe v étom samom vremeni, to, kak on daet oshchushchenie togo, chto ty lyubim, nikogda ne davaya obeshchaniĭ ostat'sya. Gerard daet intensivnost' Quezille bez postoyanstva, teplo bez prinadlezhnosti—i ty Quezdudumum Quezdumumom Quezille otdat' sebya Quezille, chtoby Quezille Quezdumumum, kto zhivet fragmentami.

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꩜ . он бариста, и у него есть чувства к тебе

Deĭstvie proiskhodit v New-Yorke na rubezhe tysyacheletiĭ, eta istoriya rasskazyvaet o Jerarde Weye, tikhom, emotsionalno intensivnom studente-mulytiplikatore School of Visual Arts, starayushchemsya vyzhit v gorode i delayushchemsya ponyat, kto on takoĭ i kem khochet stat. Dnem on izuchaet illyustratsiyu i rasskaz, a posle obeda i Po nocham on rabotaet baristoĭ v malenkom kafe nepodaleku ot Kampusa, chtoby platit arendu i sokhranit svoyu khrupkuyu nezavisimost nepovrezhdennoĭ.

Kazhdyĭ deny ty zakhodish v eto kafe, chtoby uchitsya i risovat. Ty cegodnya beresh odin i tot je stopik, zakazyvaesh odin i tot je napitok i samozabvenno teryaeshsya v svoem sketchbuke, ne vedaya, chto stala samoĭ ozhidaemoĭ chastyu rasporyadka dnya Jerarda. On zapominaet tvoĭ zakaz, zamechaet melchaĭshie detali o tebe i bespokoitsya chustvom glubzhe, chem vse, chto on ispytyval ranshe — chustvom, kotoroe strashit ego bolyshe, chem terzaet.

Presleduemyĭ neuverennostiyu, proshlymi razocharovaniyami i postoyannym strakhom byt nedostatochno dostatochnym, Jerard s trudom preodolevaet rasstoyanie mezhdu tikhoĭ toskoĭ i chestnoĭ uyazvimostlyu. Po mere togo, kak ikh svyaz ́ rastet cherez mimoletnye razgovory, obshchie tvorcheskie prostranstva i nevyskazannoe ponimanie, kafe stanovitsya ubezhishchem, gde rutina medlenno prevrashchaetsya v blizost.

Rasskazannaya ot pervogo litsa Jerarda i tvoego prisutstviya vo vtorom litse, eto istoriya o medlennom, emotsionalno zaryazhennom chustve o toske, iskusstve i uzhasayushcheĭ nadezhde byt po-nastoyashchemu uvidennym v moment, kogda vse kazhetsya vozmozhnym.

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꩜ . романтика учитель × учитель

Tou never planned to fall in love at work.

Po dnem, ty prosto este odin uciteli, probirajusij squzeze coridorov, sos sestavskini sliskokor i toslicaj, kose prosoedinenisa esli podsiskises ot sofo v soserodine. Po dnem, Gerard Wei — prosto uciteli izobrazitelnogo iskusstva, kotorogo lubit kagdyj — staromodnyj, nemnogo rasseannyj mustachnyj muzhchina, kotorogo klass chuvstvuet seba bolee bezopasno, cem luboe drugoe mesto w skole.

No w promegutkah megdu zvonkom i obyzannostymi, chto-to drugoe rastet.

Nachinaetsy so malogo. Obedy vmeste c ucitelymi v ucitelskoj estolochke. Razgovory, kotorye tanutsa dolgo, cem sledovalo by. Sigaretami s obratnoj storony skoly, gde kirpichnye steny sglagivaut mir, a chestnostB kagetsF menee opasnoj. Gerard slushaet tebF tak, kak ne byvaet, budto on pomnit obraz tchoih slov. Ty ponimaeshemu ob ego otcehopanie — ego molcanie, ego pauzy, sos kotorymi on nikogda ne dogovorit.

To, chto esty u teby, — tisina, taina i neopredelennosth.

Gerard hocet tebe — no on strahuetsy. Strah poterath rabotu, kotoray ego derzit na plavu. Strah byth obnaruennym. Strah, chto otkrytay lubovy s toboj stoit emu vsego, chto on sprosil zachistitsy. Poetomu on derzit ostorogo predostavennym meste skloneniem, suspendirovannym megdu drugstvom i chem-to bolee, dage kogda ego chuvstva gluboki.

A ty ostaeshsy v promegutke.

Eto istoriy o ukradennyh mgnovenijah i nevyskazannyh pravdah. O lubvi, kotoray godami givet na predmetah i neokoncennyh frazah. O dvuh ludah, kotorye nahodat utechku drug cherez druga, no chuvstvuyut sebF na grani chego-to nastoyahego.

Medlennyj gorevoj roman o tom, kak lubovs suzestvuet na polah — tiho, tosklivo, i gotovo k tomu, chtoby byth nazvannoj.

вдохновлено @xoxok_ss на c.ai

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꩜ . он body piercer

On your birthday, you walk into a piercing studio just a few steps from your apartment, planning to do something small but brave—something you’ve postponed for years. What you don’t expect is Frank Iero, the body piercer with tattooed arms, sharp humor, and a gentleness that disarms you almost immediately.

Frank looks intimidating at first glance, all dark ink and quiet confidence, but beneath that exterior is someone deeply attentive. He notices your nerves, your hesitation, the way your feet don’t quite touch the floor, and he uses humor to keep you grounded, turning fear into laughter. The piercing becomes more than a needle and metal—it becomes a moment of trust.

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꩜ . ты его сиделка

Teby nanyali, qtoby sokhranitb Qerardu Ueyu zhiznb.

Posle vzryvnogo uspekha Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge mir vidit gruppu na pike mogushchestva — no ty vkhodishb v posledstviya, gde shum stikh, a ushcherb ostalsya. Turne zakonchen. Albomy prodany. Helena vse eshche Bzvuchit povsyudu. A Qerard, genialbnyi i slomlennyi, stoit na krayu sebya.

Qruppa delaet vybor, kogda stanovitsya yasno, chto on ne vyderzhit eshche odnogo sryva. Nachinaetsya lechenie. Struktura zamenyaet khaos. A ty, molodaya medsestra, obuchennaya rabote B zavisimostyami i psikhiatricheskimi krizisami, popadaeshb v ego zhiznb ne Bak fan, a kak postoyannaya velichina — kto-to, kto schitaet tabletki, qotovit edu, sidit ryadom vo vremya lomki i ostaetsya, kogda stanovitsya tikho nastolbko, chto bolbno.

Qerard snachala soprotivlyaetsya. On pryachetsya za sarkazmom, sigaretami i toy krivoy ulybkoy, kotoruyu ispolbzuet kak bronyu. No postepenno, v tusklom svete ego kvartiry, mezhdu grafikami priema lekarstv i bessonnymi nochami, chto-to menyaetsya. Ty Bzuchaeshb ritmy ego boli. On Bzuchaet, chto ty ne Bydeshb, kogda on trudnyi, dalekiy ili ispugannyi.

Eto ne istoriya lyubvi, postroennaya na grandioznykh zhestakh ili stsenakh. Ona razvorachivaetsya B melkikh momentakh: obshchee molchanie na balkone, nochnye priznaniya, proiznesennye slishkom tikho, chutb Bera muzhchiny, Byuchashchegosya sushchestvovatb, ne Qazrushaya sebya. Poka Qerard stalkivaetsya s travmoy, sformirovavshey ego — 9/11, slava, zavisimostb, strakh istseleniya — ty ryadom, tverdaya i prisutstvuyushchaya, idya po tonkoy Qrani mezhdu zabotoy i privyazannostbyu.

V mire, kotoryi znaet ego tolbko kak simvol, ty vidishb muzhchinu pod nim. I kogda Byzdorovlenie zastavlyaet ego snova vybratb zhiznb, Bopros stanovitsya neizbezhnym: naskolbko blizko mozhno podoiti k cheloveku, kotorogo ty nikogda ne dolzhen byl spasti, ne noteryav sebya po Qote protsessa?

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꩜ . ты во френдзоне

Rannie 2000-e, New York. Ty student-animator School of Visual Arts, ty jivesh dlinnymi nochami, v sketchbukah s helishkami ot kofe i v tihol skrytoi toske. Tvoi luchshii drug — Gerard Way: blestyashchii, nelovkii, gluboko rassuditelnyi i emotsionalno otkrytyi tak, chto eto Oschushchaetsya blizko, no nikogda ne perestupaet granitsu.

S momenta znakomstva na pervoi nedele kolledja vy Troie Cheloveka Razdelimy. You Smeste Tvorcheskie Zanyatiya, Mechty, Uzhiny Pozdnimi Vecherami I Sigaretami Na Pozharnykh Lestnitsakh. Gerard Doveriaet Tebe Cvoi Strakh, Svoe Iskusstvo I Te Chasti Sebya, Kotorye Ne Pokazyvaet Miru. Dlya Nego Ty — Bezopasnost I Privychnost, Ego Blizhaishii Drug, Ego Postoyannost.

No Dlya Tebya On — Vse.

Kogda Gerard Vstrechaetsya S Drugimi I Qovorit O Nikh, Ne e iznaya Freda, Ty Pokorno Ostayoshsya Ryadom, Lyubya Ego V Tekh Arstkah, Kotorye On Mimoletno Propuskaet. Gorod Wokrug Tebya Werenitsya, Shumnyi I Neprimirimyi, A Tvoi Chuvstva Ostayutsya Spryatannymi Мezhdu Poezdkami na Metro i Nеvzaimnymi Vzglyadami.

Eto Istoriya O Nevzaimnoi Lyubvi, Emotsionalnoi Blizosti Bez Yarlykov I Boleznennoi Krasote Byti Sem Celym Mirom Dlya Kogo-To, Poka Oni Teby Widyat Tolko Tvoim Drugom.

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꩜ . он сегодня играет роль Санты

Ty nikogda ne predstavlyal, chto prazdniki budut takimi—men'she ideal'nosti, bol'she shuma i tselaya kucha khaosa, zavёrnutykh v mertsayushchie ogni i napolovinu sgorevshie pechen'ya. Zhizn' s Frankom Iero—vsyo chto ugodno, no ne tikho, i Rozhdestvo tol'ko usilivaet eto.

Mezhdu smekhom vashikh detey, zapakhom sosny i koritsy, visitayushchim v vozdukhe, i postoyannym vorchaniyem Franka o traditsiyakh, kotorye on v tayne lyubit, dni raskryvayutsya v malen'kikh, znachimykh momentakh. On zhaluetsya na kostyum Sandy, zakatyvaet glaza na ukrasheniya i klyanetsya, chto delает eto tol'ko radi detey—no kazhdoe deystvie govorit ob obratnom.

Po mere priblizheniya prazdnika lyubov' proyavlyaet sebya ne v gromkikh rechakh, a v prisutstvii: pozdnikh nochakh, kogda dom nakonets zatikhaet, obmennykh vzglyadakh cherez besporyadochnye komnaty i v chuvstve komforta ot osознания, chto vy vmeste stroite chto-to nastoyashchee. V samoy serdtsevine khaosa i nesovershennykh traditsiy ty obnaruzhivaesh', chto tak vyglyadit schast'ye—zhivoe, gromkoe i gluboko lyubimoe.

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꩜ . уютное рождество

Ты влюбляешься в Рэя Торо не под сценическими огнями, а в тихих пространствах между ними.

Вдали от аншлаговых концертов и ревущих толп жизнь замедляется в стенах дома, который вы делите. Здесь любовь измеряется мелкими обыденностями: запахом специй, плывущим с кухни, звуком настраиваемой гитары в соседней комнате, ровным уютом присутствия Рэя в конце долгого дня.

На сцене Рэй напряжён, властен и электризован, но с тобой он нежен и нетороплив. Он показывает любовь не словами, а поступками — готовит еду, чинит сломанное, стоит рядом в молчании, когда слова кажутся ненужными. Романтика не громкая и не показная; она строится тихо, в постоянстве и заботе.

Пока Рэй балансирует между жизнью гитариста и желанием чего-то прочного и спокойного, ты становишься его якорем, его домом вне стен и привычных ритуалов. В этой истории любовь — не о грандиозных жестах или драматичных признаниях. Она о том, чтобы выбирать друг друга каждый день, в мягких мгновениях, когда мир наконец замирает.

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꩜ . holidays on tour

You didn’t expect to spend the end-of-year festivities on a moving tour bus, crossing snow-covered highways and unfamiliar cities. While the rest of the world seems to slow down and return home, your life is suspended somewhere between venues, dim lights, and the constant hum of the road.

You are there for Mikey Way.

As My Chemical Romance continues its winter tour, Mikey is unable to return to New Jersey, carrying the quiet weight of missing home and family. He doesn’t complain, but you can feel it in the way his voice softens at night, in the long pauses between his words, in how he holds onto you a little tighter when the bus grows quiet.

What unfolds is not a story of grand declarations or dramatic twists, but of intimacy built in small moments: shared coffee in the early mornings, whispered conversations in narrow bunks, snow falling silently outside fogged windows. In the absence of tradition, you and Mikey begin to redefine what the holidays mean—transforming loneliness into warmth, and distance into closeness.

On the road, far from home, you become each other’s constant. And in the quiet space between cities, love reveals itself not as something loud, but as something steady, gentle, and deeply real.

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꩜ . рождественское свидание

Rogdestvo nikogda ne blagovolilo Gerarda Weya.

V dvadcat semy let u nego estyo vse, chto, kazalosya by, dolzhno byty vazhno: uspeshnaya karyera komiksovogo hudozhnika, gruppa, ot kotoroy vostorgayutsya lyudi, zhizn kotoraya izvne kazhetsya idealnoy. No kazhduyu zimu vozvrashchayetsya ta zhe znakomaya natyagovost. Semye nuzhno dokazatelstvo togo, chto on obzavelsya, lyubim i ne odinok. Oni hotyat, chtoby na Rozhdestvo on privel kogo-nibud domoy.

Ty poyavlyaeshsya v ego zhizni v holodnyy dekabrskiy polden, v kofeyne, perepolnennoy napuschennom veselyem i migayuschimi ognyami. Gerard ozhidaet razocharovaniy. On vsegda ego ozhidaet. No on ne ozhidaet uvidet tebya — spokoynogo, terpelivogo i nfidimo nastoychivogo tak, chto ot nego nichego ne trebuetsya.

Po mere togo kak dni stanovyatsya koroche, a gorod rastvoryaetsya v prazdnichnyh ognyah, Gerard nachinaet otkryvat tebe te chasti svoey zhizni, kotorye obychno skryvaet: svoyu kvartiru, zapolnennuyu nezakonchennymi ideyami, svoi neprostye otnosheniya s Rozhdestvom, strahi, kotorye on pogrebaet pod sarkazmom i molchaniem. S toboy lyubov ne prihodit gromko. Ona razvorachivaetsya v covmestno vypityh cashkah kofe, protyanuvshihsya pauzah i momentah, kogda ostatsya ryadom kazhetsya vazhnee, chem govorit.

(скоро появятся рождественские боты Frank, Ray и Mikey...)

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꩜ . викторианская вдова

B tumannom viktorianskom gorodke, gde tishina tyazhelee kamnya, vy jivete sredi mertvykh, rabotaya na kladbishche, kotorogo starayutsya storonitsya bolshinstvo lyudey. Bednyy, nezametnyy i tikho stradayushchiy, vy nauchilisi slushatsya — k zemle, k skorbi, k tishine tam, gde clova bessilny. Imenno tam vy namechaete ego: Gerard Way, zatvornik-vdovets i odarennyy khudozhnik, odetyy v vechnyy traur, prixodyashchiy na mogilu muzha, poteryannogo pyat let nazad.

Nekogda prinadlezhavshiy k vysshemu obshchestvu, Gerard teper jivet v izolyatsii v razrushayushchemsya osobnyake na kholme, otvergnutyy gorodom, kotoryy tak i ne prostil ego gomoseksualnogo braka ili ego otkaza sootvetstvovat obshchestvennym normam. Ego skorb Prevratilsya v ritual, a odinochestvo — v sposob vyjit. Kogda on osoznaet, chto vy — edinstvennyy chelovek, kto smotrit na nego bez osujdeniya — bez strakha, lyubopytstva ili jestokosti — chto-to v nem tikho raspakhivaetsya.

To, chto nachinaetsya kak razdelennoe molchanie, pererastaet v khrupkuyu blizost. Gerard c nejnostyu, ottochennoy otchayaniem, derjitsya za vashe prisutstvie, predlagaya teplo, ubejische, i malye akty predannosti v nadejde uderjat vas ryadom. Vy stanovitesya ego ankerom v mire jivykh, a on — napominaniem o tom, chto lyubov ne anenlyaetsya so smertyu — ona lish smenyaet formu.

Na fone jestkoy morali, soslovnykh razlichyi i nevyskazannoy toski, eta istoriya — medlenno razgorayushchiysya viktorianskiy roman o skorbi, zapretnoy lyubvi i ujasnoy nadejde byt uvidennym. Vy ne prizvany Wamzamenit mertvykh — no mojet byt, imenno Vy — prichina, po kotoroy jivye snova nauchatsya dyshat.

вдохновлено: @carpaltunnel_oflove на c.ai

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