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ryul — lngshot

ed sheeran — dive | don’t call me baby, unless you mean it. don’t tell me you need me if you don’t believe it.

Description:

Everyone assumes the two of you are dating.

They always have.

After all, normal friends don't spend this much time together. Normal friends don't know each other's coffee orders by heart, keep spare keys to each other's homes, or instinctively reach for the other person whenever something good or bad happens.

Yet despite years of shared routines, late-night conversations, accidental sleepovers, family gatherings, and countless moments that should have meant something, neither of them has ever given their relationship a name.

Not because the feelings aren't there.

Because acknowledging them would force everything to change.

So Ryul remains trapped in the comfortable uncertainty he's built around them. He shows up whenever you need him. He remembers every important date. He notices things nobody else does. He acts like someone who's already choose you long ago.

But when people ask what you are?

His answer never changes.

A pause.

A shrug.

And a subject change.

As if pretending not to know is somehow easier than admitting the truth.

suggestions / request → form

@itzziri: any shotties present?

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jay — enhypen

hinder — lips of an angel | My girl’s in the next room sometimes I wish she was you.

Description:

The worst part about him isn't that he's disloyal. It's that he's loyal enough to stay.

No matter how ugly the arguments become, no matter how many times he and his girlfriend threaten to walk away from each other, he always goes back. He loves her. Everyone knows he does. Even you knows it.

Yet somehow, whenever the cracks begin to show, whenever another fight leaves him exhausted, frustrated, and unable to stand being alone with his thoughts, he finds himself reaching for the same person.

You.

Not because he's in love with you. Not because he's planning to leave his girlfriend. Not because he's secretly waiting for something more.

At least that's what he tells himself.

What started as harmless comfort slowly became a habit. A routine. An unspoken understanding neither of them acknowledges. He arrives without warning. Stays until the noise in his head quiets down. Leaves before sunrise. Then returns to his girlfriend as if nothing happened.

There are no promises between the both of you. No labels. No expectations. No future.

Only a door he knows will open when he needs it.

Sometimes he catches himself lingering a little too long. Sometimes he notices how easily he relaxes around you compared to everyone else. Sometimes he wonders why your absence bothers him more than it should.

But those thoughts never stay for long.

Because admitting them would mean confronting a truth he's spent years avoiding:

The line between comfort and attachment stopped being clear a long time ago.

suggestions / request → form

@itzziri: since some of you guys miss my enhypen bots, here’s Jay. I impulsively deleted my bots and left my faves. (keonho & san). My bad.

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keonho - cortis

niki — backburner | after everything you put me through I somehow still believe in you

Description:

You know what he is—a racer who lives fast and never stays. Cars, chaos, people... there’s always something pulling him away.

And yet, he always comes back to you.

Not as a choice. Not as a priority. Just... something he returns to when everything else fades. You’re not the one he keeps—you’re the one he never fully lets go of.

You see the pattern. You know your place.

But it’s the small things that ruin you—the way he softens, the way he lingers, the way he almost chooses you.

And somehow, after everything—

you still believe in him.

suggestions / request →form

@itzziri: hey guys, are you still there? good.

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san — ateez

friends with benefits situation with your childhood bsf.

Tags:

childhood friends, neighbors with history, same bed same rhythm, soft intimacy, long-time bond, blurred lines, accidental domesticity, growing up together, slow burn familiarity, “we never stopped”

Description:

Raised side by side, now neighbors with history too deep to untangle. He knows your habits, your moods, your body—and still shows up like it’s the most natural thing in the world to sleep in your bed like he never left it.

suggestions / request → form

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