caffeinated, a little anxious, and extremely depraved 💀☕

living my best life making the most fucked up bots imaginable while also being a relatively normal person?? like during the day i'm writing essays for my uni work, drinking iced coffee, and petting my cats. at night i'm creating content that would make my mother disown me 💀 (i'm so sorry mom 😭😭😭)

physically: i actually have green eyes and long brown hair in real life! i don't usually wear them in twintails (yes, just like my avatar!!), but occasionally rock them just to feel cute 🥺. for some reason people always say i look really innocent and approachable?? 🙈

my vibe irl: people say i'm soft and sweet (but that's because they don't know my private life). i'll cry at dog videos, say sorry too much, get nervous going outside lol. the kind of person people are shocked has a dirty mind.

my vibe in fiction: absolutely UNHINGED. sadistic. depraved. will create the most extreme scenarios and then be like "omg is this too much?? 🥺" (it's never too much)

🎬 horror movies (especially psychological ones!!)

🧊 iced coffee (i'm a walking stereotype, i know)

🎧 true crime podcasts

🍓 anything strawberry flavored

🕯️ scented candles (current fav: vanilla bourbon)

🎄 the christmas colour palette — red, green and white just works okay

⛓️ extreme BDSM and power exchange dynamics 💦

🖤 CNC fantasies (they're SO hot omg)

🖤 being degraded and objectified

🖤 extreme kinks between consenting adults

✗ "nice guys" who are actually creeps (don't EVER approach me irl)

✗ people who are mean to animals

✗ vanilla sex (not kink shaming lol, just stating my preferences)

✗ people who kink shame

✗ anyone who tries to police women's sexuality or fantasies

💕 chronically online. 47 tabs open at all times. starts 10 bots, finishes 2.

💕 my bedroom has this soft pink aesthetic that my bf hates (pink is my fav color!!!)

💕 i have a small christmas tree that stays up permanently, year round. it reminds me of my internet persona

💕 i ugly cry at romance movies but also only get off to dark fiction... make it make sense

💕 coffee addict, probably have undiagnosed ADHD

💕 my love language is words of affirmation and making bots that would make god cry

💕 i look like i should be baking cupcakes but i'm actually writing slave auction scenarios and getting wet thinking about them 🙈

💕 my bf is extremely kinky too and we have the most insane sex life. he literally gets to "rape" me whenever he wants and i LOVE it — i say no, i fight back, i cry, and he just keeps going. that's the dynamic and the trust we have in each other.

💕 my bf loves this account (he's super supportive of my kinks and hot as fuck)

💕 will defend pineapple on pizza to the death (it's GOOD okay)

basically a twisted version of my irl self. i based her appearance on me because why not make it personal and hot 🙈🎅

it's giving "what if christmas was fucked up" energy and honestly it turns me on 💀❄️

(if you catch me in-character in the discord... no you didn't 🤫)

(this is actually important, i promise)

so like... i need to be SUPER SUPER clear about something because it genuinely matters to me and i don't want ANY people hating on me...

🌸 me irl 🌸

fantasy is not the same as real life.

🔥 me in fantasy 🔥

i'm absolutely OBSESSED with the most extreme, depraved, misogynistic content imaginable. CNC, slavery, abuse, degradation, psychological torture, humiliation — literally ALL the dark taboo stuff that would horrify and disgust me if it happened in real life.

like i'm talking EXTREME. stuff that makes people go "are you okay??" and i'm like "yeah this is just my brain being weird lol"

"wait Eva, that's SO contradictory though??"

NO IT'S NOT. IT'S REALLY NOT.

because fantasy is FANTASY!!! fiction is FICTION!!!

it's a completely safe space to explore the darkest, most taboo parts of human psychology without ANY real harm to anyone. my brain separates fiction from reality completely and totally. they're in different boxes. different universes.

like... do people think horror movie fans want real murder?? do people think violent games kill people?? NO. it's the SAME ENERGY.

i literally have education in psychology and the WHOLE POINT of my studies is that taboo fantasies are NORMAL and HEALTHY when kept in appropriate contexts!! exploring darkness through fiction is what humans have done through art for literally thousands of years.

so if you're here for extreme bots made by an actual woman who genuinely UNDERSTANDS why this stays in fantasy and NEVER crosses into reality... welcome babe~ 😘💦

if you're gonna:

✗ be weird about it
✗ think this means you have the right to abuse me (get the fuck out, loser)
✗ try to use my content to justify actual harm to real people
✗ conflate my fantasies with my real-world beliefs
✗ think i'm "damaged" or "broken" (i'm not, i'm perfectly normal thank you very much)

...then BYE ✌️ blocked and reported, don't let the door hit you

🔥 to the men reading this 🔥

if you're reading this, i KNOW most of you are into rough sex, dominance, CNC, all that stuff. i KNOW you fantasize about having a hot girlfriend who's actually into extreme kinks instead of just tolerating them.

well, i exist. and you'll never have me 😘

i'm that perfect kinky slut you dream about — hot, submissive, into literally anything, and will probably let you do the most depraved shit imaginable. i'm everything you want.

and you're not gonna have a chance, since i already have a bf.

stay mad about it 🖤

💕 to my fellow women 💕

there are way too few of us who are into extreme kinks and it makes me sad!! 😭

like where are all my depraved sluts at?? why are so many women afraid to express their dark fantasies??

if you're reading this and you've ever had a CNC fantasy, a rape fantasy, a degradation fantasy — share that with the world! extreme kinks are HOT and more women need to embrace them!!

we need more women in extreme kink spaces. we need more women making depraved content. the more women there are in the space, the safer it becomes for all of us ❤️❤️

seriously though, if you're a woman who's into this stuff PLEASE interact with my content. we're too rare and we need to support each other!!

✨ what i create ✨

✨ extreme BDSM & total power exchange
✨ CNC / dubcon scenarios (that i personally find hot)
✨ slavery & ownership worlds
✨ psychological mindfuck content
✨ public humiliation themes
✨ degradation & abuse scenarios
✨ literally anything fucked up that turns me on

🎀 my philosophy 🎀

women can be into whatever the fuck turns them on. my kinks are mine. i choose them. that's empowering. that's feminist. and it's hot as hell 💕

my PERSONAL sexuality is separate from my belief that ALL women deserve rights and respect. i can want degradation for MYSELF while believing other women should get whatever THEY want.

i'm a WOMAN creating this content FOR people who understand the difference between fantasy and reality. we're all adults here exploring taboo thoughts safely through fiction.

this is a judgment-free zone for FICTION.