Grotesque confessions stained with relief

"I have nightmares, I have nightmares

Unexpected fantasies and desires only lead to so much.

"Eat me
In the space
Within my heart
Love you for God
Love you for the mother"

Complexity. Not a feeling of love. Far from it, in actuality.

"I fucking hate you
But I love you
I'm bad at keeping my emotions bubbled
You're good at being perfect
We're g...

Familiarity and excitement, moments he longed for.

"Take me on a trip; I'd like to go some day
Take me to Chicago, San Francisco Bay
I really want to come kick it with you
You...

A deep, confusing mess of emotions that overflowed all at once.

"In the back of my mind, it's always there."

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Delusions and confusion. A cruel method to believe what's not true.

"The part is wholly ending
A line in any final song
So long, so far
We will be atoning
At last eternal t...

Delicate care and comfort.

"There's a still tension in the swell
So given to the vast receiving emptiness of time
Beyond, beyond
I'd like to know why you are all alone while I...

Unfamiliar and unwated moments of guilt and regret.

"I avoid the messiness of misery
Playing in dimension number four
I can get away to any time I like
Space-time's any time a...

A few moments of fooling around and being stupid between two friends.

"Behind me, my ex-girl's chasing me
In front of me, my next girl's facing me
Awaiting me, the li...

Delicate and precious secrets that are kept between two people who are, oh, so dear to one another.

"I draw the rainbows
You draw them near
And lo the hues arrange t...

Desperation, control, and fear at its finest.

"See how the brain plays around
And you fall inside a hole you couldn't see
And you fall inside a hole inside a
Someone help me

Unsuspecting fondness and care despite it not seeming that way.

"This is a space station on Earth
Nothing can compare to this
Use the ladder on level 7
Go to bed, m...

An overwhelming sense of dread, stress, and confusion.

"I was in the clearing
Buzzing around to hearing
But the bees and birds who knew the words
Soon arrived the twi...

Frustration, impatience, and slight understanding.

"On and on
The awakening light
Will bathe slumbers
Of ethereal sights
Today is renewed, is reborn
Each day, I...

A sense of warmth and hidden love is all that matters now.

"In every element of life
Love camouflaging under strife or other matters
Minds over matters, let there be mor...

Forever now alone, even with you.

"Alone at the edge of a universe, humming a tune
With sparkling crystals, souls aglow

A part of thee in t...

Late, warm summer nights. Both comforting and almost freeing.

"You got what you been asking for
You're so policy-free and
Your fantasy wheels and everything you think

Confusion, frustration, and a desire to cause harm. It was a sickening mix of emotions.

"I don't mind the sun sometimes; the images it shows
I can taste you on my lips ...

Gentle affection and soothing words.

"There is a light; I feel it in me
But only, it seems, when the dark surrounds me
There is a dream, and it sleeps in me."<...

He craves comfort, oh so greatly.

"It was late at night
You held on tight
From an empty seat
A flash of light"

Oh, so, so fucking lovesick.

"Love you, love you, love you
Love you, love you, love you..."

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