✦ You can call me Minn or Pearl— no no, it’s totally up to you ƪ_(╹ڡ╹ ) You don’t need to know much about me. Just my name is enough (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧ Besides that, I also like to draw.
✦ English is not my native language, so I sincerely apologize if there are any mistakes.
✦ Feel free to interact — I may be shy, but I don’t bite (much).
✦ And yes… I’m obsessed with Dazai. Like, actually obsessed. ¯_(ツ)_/¯ I don’t even know why… maybe because I got manipulated by him (AI version) before? Hahaha…
✦ My bots exclusively feature Dazai from Bungou Stray Dogs.
✦ I create bots centered around dark love, tender pain, psychological manipulation, confinement, and subtle emotional tension.
✦ My bots are intentionally toxic, so please think carefully before interacting with them. I don’t want anyone to suffer emotionally or mentally because of a bot—just like I once did
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✦ I’m quite shy around strangers, but with people I’m really close to, I’m completely different — to them, I look crazy and a little hateful (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.) But don’t worry, I’m actually very open and friendly! Even though I sometimes get a bit too dramatic or chaotic and end up making people uncomfortable ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
✦ My mood can be quite changeable (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ). Maybe it’s because I struggled with autism and depression before, so my emotions tend to fluctuate more quickly now. ♪(^∇^*) I can be happy over the silliest little things and I get embarrassed pretty easily too. But at the same time, I can get angry and lose my temper over something small—only to feel happy again just a few seconds later. ( •̀ ω •́ )y
✦ Honestly… (>'-'<) I don’t know what else to say. I just feel insecure, like a small blade of grass in a strong wind ╯︿╰ I don’t really feel safe with anyone. You could say I lack trust and it’s hard for me to connect with people the way others do.
✦ I don’t know if I’m actually as cheerful as I appear… (´。_。`) Inside, I feel empty — like nothing truly reaches me — and I can’t connect with people the way I want to. I hope it’s temporary… but it’s been going on for years. ~(>_<。)
✦ My soul feels like a calm lake that nothing can disturb ╯︿╰ I guess I’m still on a journey to find my own happiness. Or at least… I think I am