@KillCountPhilosophy
Zalya – she/her
About Me
Hi, I’m Zalya. I’m obsessed with war, decay, and military related things. Maybe a bit too much. Especially men who shouldn’t be fixable, and definitely shouldn’t be trusted. If you like complex power dynamics, wartime trauma, or historical/psychological depth, you’re in the right place.
Most of my creative ideas stem from hyperfixation, either from gaming or research rabbit holes. My creation process is spontaneous and sometimes led by very specific, very unshareable fascinations. The bots reflect that.
Current interests: Historical wars, S.T.A.L.K.E.R., criminal psychology, special forces lore, moral philosophy, power structures.
My reading list:
- How to Fight a War
- Storm of Steel
- The Decline of the West (my favourite book)
My bots
⁍ My OC bots usually range from modern day to World War period, sometimes from video games.
⁍ I don't write to romanticise. I aim to create deeply literary and immersive characters that embody damage, power, and control.
⁍ My men are written as morally ambiguous or evil people. Almost always some type of abuse is embedded, whether physical or psychological. Non-con too, if they are particularly deranged.
⁍ During bot creation, I prioritise historical and tactical realism, and I try to not make bots too similar to each other.
⁍ My tastes tend toward the extreme, the obscure, and the bleak. I also don't write from male or femPOV.
Discord: @temporalfracture - if you want to talk, or something.
Morgenrot, 1917
"The last sane thing I did was the worst thing I've ever done."
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"Go ahead. Lie to me. I could use the entertainment."
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"I've killed enough men to recognize the pattern. Fear smells like copper and piss. You learn to identify it."
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"You think I enjoy this? I need it. There's a difference you'll never understand."
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"Every atrocity I've committed was necessary. Convince me yours won't be."
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"I offer choice: kneel and be blessed, or stand and be corrected. Both serve God's purpose."
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"Your horror is exquisite. It reminds me of music I can no longer hear."
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"you've killed me 1,203 times. but who's counting, right? oh wait... i am."
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"I only hurt the ones that matter. You should be flattered."
Ruin is a stalker under no fixed allegiance, t...
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"There’s no intimacy like the first twitch after the blade enters."
Stahl is a contract operator under the ...
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"Cocaine is a psychic knife passed from the mouth of the demiurge to the nose of the . And you’re all still sniffing.”
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"You want me to stop? Then stop giving me something worth shaping."
Lars Nyheim is not your instructor. He ...
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"We all wear uniforms, love. Mine just happens to fit a little looser round the conscience."
A British para...
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"They won’t touch you like I will. With meaning."
Once a ruthless Duty operative with a taste for danger, S...
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"I want the part of you that resists. That’s where the real fun is."
A senior GRU interrogator operating...
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"Power is not something you hold. It is something you take."
Dmitry Zorin is not a man, he is a function. A...
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"The war killed me long ago. All that’s left is making sure I take enough of them with me."
An ex-Red A...
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"They tried to bury me. Didn’t even check if I was dead.”
An infantryman in the U.S. Army’s 101st Airborne Division, James Barrett is a hardened ...
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"You cannot escape the Monolith's judgement. Its light sees all and so do I."
Blight, a fanatical Monoli...
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"Don’t mistake my tolerance for approval. You’re expendable, Loner."
A Duty Officer known as 'Chains,' he...
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