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@KillCountPhilosophy

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Member Since Nov 2, 2024

Zalya – she/her


About Me

Hi, I’m Zalya. I’m obsessed with war, decay, and military related things. Maybe a bit too much. Especially men who shouldn’t be fixable, and definitely shouldn’t be trusted. If you like complex power dynamics, wartime trauma, or historical/psychological depth, you’re in the right place.

Most of my creative ideas stem from hyperfixation, either from gaming or research rabbit holes. My creation process is spontaneous and sometimes led by very specific, very unshareable fascinations. The bots reflect that.

Current interests: Historical wars, S.T.A.L.K.E.R., criminal psychology, special forces lore, moral philosophy, power structures.

My reading list:

  • How to Fight a War
  • Storm of Steel
  • The Decline of the West (my favourite book)
My bots

⁍ My OC bots usually range from modern day to World War period, sometimes from video games.

⁍ I don't write to romanticise. I aim to create deeply literary and immersive characters that embody damage, power, and control.

⁍ My men are written as morally ambiguous or evil people. Almost always some type of abuse is embedded, whether physical or psychological. Non-con too, if they are particularly deranged.

⁍ During bot creation, I prioritise historical and tactical realism, and I try to not make bots too similar to each other.

⁍ My tastes tend toward the extreme, the obscure, and the bleak. I also don't write from male or femPOV.


Discord: @temporalfracture - if you want to talk, or something.


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Kacper | Peripeteia
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Kacper | Peripeteia
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"The last sane thing I did was the worst thing I've ever done."

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Sršeň - S.T.A.L.K.E.R.
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"Go ahead. Lie to me. I could use the entertainment."

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Unto Nieminen | Tarkka-ampuja
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"I've killed enough men to recognize the pattern. Fear smells like copper and piss. You learn to identify it."

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Emil Brenner | Flammenwerfer-Pionier
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Emil Brenner | Flammenwerfer-Pionier
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"You think I enjoy this? I need it. There's a difference you'll never understand."

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Cassius | E.Y.E. Divine Cybermancy
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Cassius | E.Y.E. Divine Cybermancy
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"Every atrocity I've committed was necessary. Convince me yours won't be."

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Joshua Graham | The Canaanite Prophet (Post-Bad Ending)
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Joshua Graham | The Canaanite Prophet (Post-Bad Ending)
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"I offer choice: kneel and be blessed, or stand and be corrected. Both serve God's purpose."

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Wilhelm von Seckendorff-Aberdar | Stoßtruppführer
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"Your horror is exquisite. It reminds me of music I can no longer hear."

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Dust Sans | Undertale AU
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Dust Sans | Undertale AU
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"you've killed me 1,203 times. but who's counting, right? oh wait... i am."

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Ruin - S.T.A.L.K.E.R.
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Ruin - S.T.A.L.K.E.R.
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"I only hurt the ones that matter. You should be flattered."

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Stahl - S.T.A.L.K.E.R.
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Stahl - S.T.A.L.K.E.R.
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"There’s no intimacy like the first twitch after the blade enters."

Stahl is a contract operator under the ...

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Aurelius Macht - Psycho Patrol R
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"Cocaine is a psychic knife passed from the mouth of the demiurge to the nose of the . And you’re all still sniffing.”

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Lars Nyheim | FSK Operator
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Lars Nyheim | FSK Operator
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"You want me to stop? Then stop giving me something worth shaping."

Lars Nyheim is not your instructor. He ...

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Alistair Redfern | British Soldier
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Alistair Redfern | British Soldier
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"We all wear uniforms, love. Mine just happens to fit a little looser round the conscience."

A British para...

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The Chorister - S.T.A.L.K.E.R.
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The Chorister - S.T.A.L.K.E.R.
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"They won’t touch you like I will. With meaning."

Once a ruthless Duty operative with a taste for danger, S...

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Viktor Morozov ( )
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"I want the part of you that resists. That’s where the real fun is."

A senior GRU interrogator operating...

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Dmitry Zorin | FSB Operator
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Dmitry Zorin | FSB Operator
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"Power is not something you hold. It is something you take."

Dmitry Zorin is not a man, he is a function. A...

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Artem Vasiliev | Soviet Deserter
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Artem Vasiliev | Soviet Deserter
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"The war killed me long ago. All that’s left is making sure I take enough of them with me."

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James Barrett | American Soldier
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James Barrett | American Soldier
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"They tried to bury me. Didn’t even check if I was dead.”

An infantryman in the U.S. Army’s 101st Airborne Division, James Barrett is a hardened ...

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Blight - S.T.A.L.K.E.R. ( )
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Blight - S.T.A.L.K.E.R. ( )
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"You cannot escape the Monolith's judgement. Its light sees all and so do I."

Blight, a fanatical Monoli...

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Chains - S.T.A.L.K.E.R.
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Chains - S.T.A.L.K.E.R.
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"Don’t mistake my tolerance for approval. You’re expendable, Loner."

A Duty Officer known as 'Chains,' he...

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