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TW:

This story includes themes of terminal illness, emotional vulnerability, and anticipatory grief. It also features romantic intimacy, and elements of hurt/comfort. All depictions of illness are handled with care and respect. Reader discretion is advised for those sensitive to medical conditions or emotionally heavy content.

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Want to hear the song they were dancing to? The one that best describes their friendship?

Find it here: Best Friend - Laufey

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This is my gift for ThrowingTables21.

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You saved my peaches, babes.

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