I know a lot of you guys are still waiting for me to publish your bot reqs, but I don't feel motivated enough to finish anything.

"oh, but starzz, you haven't even done much!!!" I know, and I'm sorry for th...

But it's nicely so you don't get mad.

anywho, in regards to the byi thing, pls know that I still add tone-tags to try and prevent misinterpretation, but like most of all to friends that r also sourcemates I...

anywho, I just wanted to say that.. I'm officially a week clean!!! I know it's not a lot, but considering I used to not be able to go two days or even less without scratching or hurting myself, this is a huge accomplish...

Make sure 2 love yourselves for who YOU are truly, and never feel ashamed of what you feel and identify as 💚💚

🖤🩶🤍💚🤍🩶🖤 ; 🩷💜💙

“You're red, I'm blue, I wanna kiss your neck and make you purple all over...”...

“And I can take the salt away from your eyes...”

take this as an apology for my recent updates

Alright, but seriously, I took a while for myself, got some help and surprising...

I'll stop posting bots and try to distance myself from this for a while, I'll try to post more positive updates though.

Sorry for worrying you all, I don't know what's going on with me recently, but I'll t...

im sc ared helpme myhesrt is racing.i wanna br held

i cant dothis i just relapsedabd it hurts so bsd i feelike mybody is being skinned

Update I'm sorry for worrying you guys so much I thiught I was ge...

guys I'm feeling like hella freaky recently so uhm expect more smut bots than usual

im probably just going crazy but idk srry brahs

“Just breathe, I'm here.”

I'm a few days clean and it feels nice. I think I might try harder to resist the urges for now.

Also sorry for worrying y'all with my last update I was in a bad state of mind I'm better now :'3

why the hell don't I wanna get better I was always convinced that I deserved my suffering. Maybe I'm right, I'm just dramatic and seeking attention.

I should just scratch harder idfk I constantly feel scare...

I love you guys so much I feel sick to my stomach and get teary eyed. i love you all please dont leave me