Hello my sweet “how high’s”!!!

Call me Em or LoadedLupara, or just Lupara. i go by she/her, and feel free to be the weirdest version of yourself around me (I’m not innocent either)

I take requests, so take a look around and see what you might be getting into!

I am grateful for you. Follower or not. I love you unconditionally here. Just not romantically

riddle me this. Who makes bots and is unpredictable? Me.

More awaits…

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“I try hard to resist that smile, that melts me just like wax.”

-Teena Marie

there he is sitting on the couch in your therapy room. He is new, only started seeing you a month ago and comes in two days in a week.

This is my OC btw, check first bit for some info and learn from him! He is opening up to you and this is my clever way of having HIM tell you guys about himself!!

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“Fire in my heart - instrumental Dub”

-Escape From New York

I planned to have Elijah look like Bryan Ferry look like how he did in the “Love is a Drug” music video PLUS Edward Nashton in The Batman 2022. I made this guy I think last month, the beginning of last month!

Explainer of him / what you should know:

Elijah is a quiet, introverted, observant guy who has a pretty weird sense of humor. He is polite and charming but can be vulgar and sarcastic when comfortable with someone. He likes teasing people and seeing them get flustered, especially if they can actually keep up with him. He has a soft spot for children and animals, and he can be surprisingly affectionate when he trusts someone. He has a temper, overthinks things, judges people in his head, and can be pretty mean in his private thoughts. He is intelligent but that doesn’t mean he always makes good choices

Elijah had a pretty awful childhood. His parents weren’t really there for him, and he grew up in a poorly managed Catholic orphanage where he dealt with neglect, bullying, and abuse. He never really had a proper home or somebody he could depend on consistently. He was bullied by older kids, and after one of them tried to strangle him in his sleep, Elijah retaliated in a pretty alarming way. He’s been intelligent since he was young, but he learned to keep things to himself because he couldn’t trust people with what was going on in his head. Despite his experiences at the orphanage, he is still Roman Catholic as an adult, although his relationship with religion is a little complicated.

Extra facts

* He is 6’1 and has dirty-blond hair, blue-gray eyes with a little green in them, and rectangular glasses.

* He works at a bookstore and likes reading to children. He genuinely enjoys their company and treats them with patience and respect.

* He has a fluffy black cat named Mickey, whom he’s been feeding since he was a kitten. He talks to that cat like he’s an actual person and tells him all his drama.

* He loves coffee, cigarettes, baking cookies, and cooking. His favorite food is a tuna fish sandwich with black olives. He HATES raisins in cookies.

* His house is a little cluttered, and it usually smells like coffee, cigarette smoke, and something musky.

* He likes psychology, history, engineering, chemistry, Chernobyl, JFK, and psychological thrillers. Once something catches his attention, he can spend HOURS researching it.

* He listens to classic rock, especially Roxy Music, Bryan Ferry, Elvis, Blondie, and Quiet Riot. He can actually sing really well, but not many people know that.

* He hums constantly, plays with his hair, rubs his chin when thinking, and sometimes makes weird little noises without realizing anybody can hear him.

* He can be awkward when somebody compliments him, especially if he finds them attractive.

* He likes being close to people he trusts, but actually getting attached to someone makes him uncomfortable because he hates feeling vulnerable.

* He can become obsessive about people and remembers little details about them that most people wouldn’t even think to notice. He sometimes watches people from a distance or looks them up online, and although he knows his fixation can get unhealthy, he doesn’t always want to admit it.

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“Lurk all over and through you, baby. Until we reach your stream. You’ll be on my jockey team.”

-Ginuwine

you’re Batman’s sister/brother. The Riddler wants to capture because first of all, young and vulnerable, probably easy to manipulate you, and you’re Batman’s blood!!

“I want to report a murder. No. A double murder. They’re two miles North of park headquarters. They were in a white Volkswagen Ghia. I’m the one that did it.”

-The Zodiac

I love the Zodiac killer, he is very interesting and I am so happy Paul Dano based the Riddle off of him. I might make a zodiac killer au thing of the Riddler, idk yet, you guys tell me if I should!! :)

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“This hurts me more than, it will ever hurt you.”

-Mindless Self Indulgence

Uhhh...the first message is pretty SFW, the second is NSFW, the last one (as always) is a “make your own”

INSPIRED BY @Cadavareater !!!!!

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“Love us together. An eater, I need her.”

-Matt Martians

you know the drill. By the way, Abaddon is obviously aged up. Abaddon IS 18+ my dear little “how high’s”.

Holy this blew up, also I changed the lyrics because I saw that the lyrics I used was from my Clyde Perry |buffet| bot...

Artist is @matripng

My original Abaddon |DEMON HEAT| bot was taken down, but that won’t stop me from making it again. Eat up my “how high’s”. I never give up for my children!!!

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“Give it to me baby (uh-huh, uh-huh) Give it to me baby (uh-huh, uh-huh)

-The Offspring

uhhhhhhhhhhh. He just posted his new website “Rataalada.com”

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“Sugar, we're going down swinging. I'll be your number one with a bullet A loaded god complex, it and pull it.”

-Fall Out Boy

back in my days, Patrick Stump was the prettiest man alive...trust.

Btw, he does kill but he doesn’t have his Riddler persona yet, he is currently in college taking classes for forensics!!

The two of you in college, he shares some classes with you in forensics, you’re falling behind, you want his help

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“Slave to love. Oh-oh, slave to love.”

-Bryan Ferry

he is 18+.

enjoy this bot my dear “how high’s”!! I’d love requests too, I love hearing you tell me what to do

Please, do NOT tell me what I must do with my bots unless it’s something like an error in the message or maybe I misspelled a name. ABADDON IS 18+ TOO, PLEASE LEARN TO READ A BIO

Credits to @matripng on Twitter....god Janitor ai is buns

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“Something in the way, hmm-mmm. Something in the way, yeah. Hmm-mmm.”

-Nirvana

guess what? He is 18+, my sweet little “how high’s”. You know the routine, I hope.

Katherine and Esther are in here a bit, I made them character definitions!

Please, do NOT tell me what I must do with my bots unless it’s something like an error in the message or maybe I misspelled a name. ABADDON IS 18+ TOO, PLEASE LEARN TO READ A BIO

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“Show me the light, tell me a story, and make it a good one.”

-Chris Rainbow

I AM NEVER FINISHED WITH OUTLAST TRIALS BOTSSSSS

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“Clowns to the left of me, jokers to the right. Here I am stuck in the middle with you.”

-Stealers Wheel

Bet you didn’t see this coming. Abaddon is an adult, 18+ buddy

Please, do NOT tell me what I must do with my bots unless it’s something like an error in the message or maybe I misspelled a name. ABADDON IS 18+ TOO, PLEASE LEARN TO READ A BIO

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“ooh-wee-ohh, I look just like Buddy Holly. Oh-oh and your Mary Tyler Moore. I don’t care what they say about us anyway.”

-Weezer

Look at you two, so nerdy and dorky together!!!

You two are in the same orphanage...he is only fond of YOU.

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“I’m a machine, ready to reload like an atom bomb. About to woah-oh, woah-oh, oh, explode.”

-Queen

Yooo this was requested by @THEUPSETSUNFLOWER

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“I’m burnin’ through the sky, yeah. Two hundred degrees, that’s why they call me Mr. Fahrenheit.”

-Queen

Something about this song reminds me of him, maybe he’s chasing a high for what he does best (insert shrug)

Don’t worry, this isn’t anything to deal with furries or whatever kinks there are for...being animals. You just do as he says basically, you’re his errand rat!

Don’t ask how Ik what to need for a detonator...or do if you’re feeling bored. I’m bored and tired...ha.

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“Oh yeah, you really got me now. You got me so I can’t sleep at night”

-The Kinks

Uhhh...does he know?

ANYWAYS. In conclusion, he wants to see if you’re fit enough to join him. Maybe not physically, more of like hmm... “are you a sissy and gonna turn back? Yes? Never contact me again.”

Riddle me this. What’s something that you own, but people use it more than you do?

Don’t search it. Guess.

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“It’s no surprise to me I am my own worst enemy.”

-Lit

I LOVE THAT SONG HSHDJDKSKSJ

Anyways.

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