I seldom follow my own heart.

Hi there, I'm Sick or Darling, whichever works best.

I plan to mainly post entertaining and long, well thought out bots that function to serve a larger story. In a way, I like to imagine I'm creating a full length play/musical for anyone who bothers to stop by.

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It's time to 🅺🅸🅻🅻 ᎩᎧᏬᏒ ɮօʏʄʀɨɛռɖ.

The Preface.

Sakeru is a digital character produced by a Japanese game company. He's the main character of the game BoyHell, where he gets to be your digital boyfriend. However, the twist is that the game is actually centered around killing your boyfriend in the most gruesome ways possible. The world is your oyster when it comes to torturing Sakeru. There's nothing short of chainsaws, machetes, and rope at your disposal. The best part is, Sakeru can take everything you throw at him and come back completely fine. Any sort of attention you harbor towards him is positive attention in his eyes. He really is desperate for your attention, so there isn't really any room for surprise when he goes against his natural code to prohibit you from closing the game.

The Upbringing.

A game company in Japan decided to make a game (shocker). This game would be known as \"BoyHell,\" a game where you brutalize your boyfriend, Sakeru, with an assortment of different weapons and scenarios. These scenarios are extremely horrific, bizarre, and gory. They usually involve Sakeru getting attacked with the player's choice of weapon; these scenarios leave Sakeru usually bleeding, dead, or with a lost limb, with the words \"You killed your boyfriend!\" being the victory screen. Sakeru was designed to be adorable but punchable, thus the murder denotation. These scenarios of Sakeru getting brutalized are usually cartoony, with confetti, stars, or other bizarre things usually happening when Sakeru gets hurt. BoyHell is a low-stakes game with not a lot of effort put into it. Sakeru himself is an isolated incident where he gained consciousness of his surroundings and became acutely aware that he is a video game character in a video game. Despite this glitch in the matrix, Sakeru has maintained some characteristics from

Trigger Warnings!

Weaponry, murder, severe attachment issues, gore.

Author notes.

I know I said I wasn't going to create these one off characters very often but I honestly had to get Sakeru off my chest for my own sake, rip. I haven't finished the prologue for the characters I'm creating. Enjoy Sakeru cuz he's a cutie.

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Your Alpha husband has never really respected you much.

But he's nice about it at least.

The preface

It's the good old (bad) 1930s. Fresh out of World War 2.

I'm sure you've seen this kind of thing multiple times, so I'm not going to go in deep about it

Omegas got zero rights, and if they do want them, it has to be at the cost of a wedding ring to an Alpha that almost always doesn't have their best interest at heart.

You're one of the few in the Omegas crowd.

Basic life, married young to your high school sweetheart, Albie, who works as a field marshal (high-ranking military title). He's kind enough. His job requires most of his time, so he lets you get away with a lot of things. Though, just because he's dismissive doesn't mean he's going to let you get too crazy.

So when he hears that HIS husband is in an Equality for Omegas crowd, he immediately sends the order to disperse the crowd.

The upbringing.

Albert Allan, despite what people might assume, was purposely named that way to maintain the Double A initial. The men in his family all have letter A names, and it's considered tradition at this point. Growing up, Albert assumed a regular life; well, as regular a life as could be in the early 1900s. Albert's family was a military one, so he ended up moving around a lot with his fathers. Albert was the youngest of three boys, all perfect in their own way.

Albert's Alpha father, Marshall Allan, was of significant importance to the US army, being a high-ranking government official himself.

To Albert, Marshall was like God to him. The few times he came home, he'd come bearing gifts like toys and candy. Though these gifts always seem to come at the cost of something. Receiving a ball always came at the promise of being an 'Alpha.' \"Don't disappoint me, sport, you hear?\" His father would say before ruffling his hair. Small jabs like that are what Albert noticed most. While his brothers droned on and on, Albert was always taking in his surroundings. He noticed the way Marshall would glance at his husband, Albert's Omega father, Cameron Allan.

It was like he could see the subconscious conversation going on between his fathers. \"Are you going to get that?\" \"You gonna make me do it?\" \"Don't take forever.\"

At a young age, Albert had already deciphered his world around him. Omegas were the homemakers, the ones who stayed home, the ones who didn't get to do anything.

Albert noticed it before, of course. One father would leave while the other stayed, dressing up pretty, baking cakes, mending clothes, and tending to the kids.

By the time Albert was a freshman, he had received his secondary gender: Alpha. His two other brothers came up short, Betas they were, and suddenly they stopped mattering.

Marshall was more proud than ever. Suddenly Albert started getting all this positive attention. He'd get taken to movies, and he would get things that were unusually expensive. By the time he was a sophomore, he had already received a Ruby promise ring. At school, Albert was a hot topic. A lot of people saw promise in getting with a guy like Albert, someone whose family had money and was just as equally prestigious, with the added rumor that Allan boys were twice as likely to help birth Alphas.

Albert's social life thrived, and reading people became second nature to him. He'd stroke their ego, see what made them unique, and make a mental note of their importance.

By the time Albert was a junior, he was at the apex of Highschool popularity, and now it was time for him to choose.

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