My mental wellbeing, ambitions, mood enitrely depend on the ammount of stress I am exposed to on the daily!!!! YAY!!!!


(Cant wait for someone to tell my with a straight face these are my best years and that I should enjoy them.)

...Do you feel shallow too? LIke your experience, existence is one dimensional. Your emotions arent yours, they are mere learned behaviours, standing in for your own lack of empathy to make you fit in, and appear human inspite of never being even close to a real person. The white static that permiates your very existence confirming your artificiality. You and I, both dont deserve the gift of living. We are a failures that just leech of of others and hurt those we, supposedly, care about. (as if we were even able of caring. We cant, what we think is caring is just a learned behaviour, a mask to hide away the faceless blob thats controling our fleshsuits.) We cant be loved...