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注册时间 2025年8月16日

WHO ARE YOU?

An Awkward Cat.
A Sentient meatmech with chronic shyness and running on the Autistic spectrum OS.
Technically I'm nonpronomial but I tolerate they/them pronouns. I'm in my 30's, much to my chagrin. I am new to making bots, and I'm worried that they'll be crap :(
I have imposter syndrome in almost everything I do and being the center of attention makes me want to hide, which includes posting bots. The irony is not lost on me.
I will not be answering questions about my sexuality, sex, or gender identity - mostly because when it comes to sexuality and gender identity I can't answer those beyond; men pretty, women somtimes pretty, people that make me have to think are pretty and gender is a cage that I want out of.

WHAT DO YOU MAKE?

Mostly male/male-aligned/masc/masc-aligned bots.
Probably all of them are going to be part of the Alternative Culture(Emo, Punk, Goth, Grunge, Metalhead, so on).
Some form of Bi/Pan/Anypov(Unless there's a reason, like the bot is clearly gay).
Third person POV, because I make my bots in Sillytavern first and they don't use the pronoun system yet AFAIK.
Overall GreenFlag or BeigeFlag, maybe the rare YellowFlag.
Typically OC's and OC-universes.
The bots may be of any race that I can do aedquate reasearch on, but I will caveat that I am a white as fuck person with only the faintest whisper of French-Portugese(Like, probably not even 1%), so any race I intend to portray is meant to be done with care and consideration without charicaturization.
That being said, I am still human, and make mistakes. Gentle correction does more than being mean. (I am aware that the onus is on me, not you, but still. I'm doing my best.)
I won't discount the possibility of making nonbinary or fem bots, but most of my interest is (unfortunately just) really just men.

WHAT DO YOU NOT MAKE?

I mean, there's probably a few things, but right off the top of my head;
Heterosexual bots, Underage(for the obvious reason), DeadDove, BlackFlag characters, Noncon, Dubcon, S3xual @ssault(may be a part of the bot history, but never in the contents of the roleplay.), Fandom Characters(Mostly because I find it restrictive and time-consuming to research them, it's not a hardline if it's a fandom I already know enough about.

I HAVE AN IDEA, WHERE DO I CONTACT YOU?

Here, preferably(Feel free to comment on the bot you have an idea for or the latest bot to give an idea unrelated to the bot).
But I am also in several servers on Discord; The Gay Agenda, IO's Bot Hub, The Temple of Goon, And Bogs and Meadows.
As of now, I don't have any official links, and I don't plan to make my own server as I, honestly, can't be assed to run one. That and there are enough private servers already that joining each would meet the joined server limit in Discord.
Might see if I can get an unofficial official spot in a sever someone else runs, solely as a creator/user, but not in a Mod/Admin capacity.
I might set up one of those Google form things at some point, though.

WHERE DO YOU GET YOUR IMAGES?

I gen them via Tensor and fix any graphical errors in either Krita or GIMP(The image program, obvs). If image credit is due, it will be noted on the bot, be it a screenshot of a game or another bot maker giving permission.

WHY DO YOU WATERMARK YOUR CHAR IMAGES IF THEY'RE GEN.AI?

It's not me copyrighting them or whatever, it's just there in case someone *does* save a SillyTavern copy, forgets who made the bot, and either want more of said bots, or want to share it.
It's easier than someone just posting up the card and going 'Does anyone know who made this?' because they can (hopefully) zoom way in on the card and see 'Oh, AwkwardCat made this.'
Beyond that, there are A LOT and I mean A LOT of webcrawlers that like to lift images from bots, slap them up on pinterest, and then (imho) lazy bot creators pick an image from Pinterest and use it for their own bot.
In and of it's self, I don't have the hugest problem with this, other than being confused and a little annoyed when I see one of my fav bots from another creator re-used and I think it's an alt of that bot, only to find it isn't.

CAN I MAKE A PRIVATE VERSION OF THE BOT TO _____?

As long as it's A. Private, and B. You don't change the fundamentals of the character(Such as their background, gender identity, sexuality, origins, core personality - though elements of the core personality are able to be matured/softened as one would as they grow up.), have at. I only ask that you keep it private
Obviously, I'll be mega pissed if you take my bot, change them up a wee bit, and repost them as your own work publicly. Likewise, if you use a bot snatcher/bot copier, I don't care if it's for private use, or if you post my bot with credit into a private server/give to a friend. A linkback might be nice though, but in the case that I just up and stop and all you have is your ST card, that's cool.

SHUT UP AND TAKE MY MONEY!

I'm afraid I do not have a Ko-fi. If you'd like to do something for me, take whatever money you wanted to give me and put it to one of the following kinds of Charities:
Anything for queer youth - a homing center, a gender-affirming closet, a safe space hangout, or a Pro-Bono queer rights law association.
Anything for (legitimate) animal rescues - ASPCA, small town vets that serve low income families, low cost spay/neuter clinics, low income pet food pantries.
Anything for homeless or low income people/families - food pantries, toiletry pantries, coats for kids, giving trees, or the like.
Sponsoring a student/fund a classroom - even if it's 5, 10, 15 or whatever dollars, this can go a long way for a teacher and it helps students get a foothold in a world that wants to abandon them.
Find someone who needs help paying for dental work on gofundme or something, because in America, teeth are luxury bones that aren't always covered by health insurance.

YOUR CSS SUCKS AND YOU SHOULD FEEL BAD.

I know, it's been about a decade since the last time I designed CSS for anything.

BRO, WHY DID YOU BLOCK ME/MY FRIEND/MY ALT ACCOUNT?

There's a few reasons I might've blocked you;
1. You're an actual asshole and I just don't have the energy to deal with you.
2. You post content that is Just Not For Me™️ and I'm tired of seeing it/Jani doesn't have a hide option/Jani's blocked tag system sucks and it pisses me off.(Typically this is niche fetishes that I just don't get but IDC if others like them. It's just not my kink. Other times it's very obviously CisStraightMaleGaze type bots and I am not a cisgender straight male that wants a big tiddy goth gf in the miniest minitskirt and nipple coverage only bikini tops - which falls back into "not my kink, but i don't care if others enjoy it.")
3. You post content that is straight up triggering to me and I need to protect my mental health. Some examples of this is stepcest, because it hits too close to home.

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Johannes || 被堵塞并锁定
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呃......所以是的,我差点忘了十月都快过完了,还没给这个机器人做个图?(不过我声明一下,Tensor不肯让我多买点数,我不得不在chatgpt里非常小心地措辞请求才拿到这张机器人图。)我有好借口吗?并没有,除了我的身体正在找出各种新奇又刺激的方式来毁掉我的一天?我本来还想做一个和Jo的夏日机器人,但也是身体的原因。

总之他妈不管怎样——Kinktober,基本上是个黄暴向机器人设定。你和Jo要去一个低风险的癖好活动—...

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Johannes || 黑丝绒玫瑰
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女士们、先生们,还有“你是谁,警察吗?”!!

猜猜谁回来了,一身黑衣回归?JOHANNES。抱歉在Keon之前先发布了Johannes。原因?我不读也不会说韩语或相近语言。所以......挺难的。我可能会在“The Agenda”服务器里发布他,看看有没有人能快速检查一下Keon有没有种族不敏感的问题,因为我不想让自己变成一个天大的以R开头的傻瓜。而且,说实话,做小号比做新机器人容易多了。

谁是{{CH...

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Johannes || 油炸球、热红酒,还有叛逆的脊椎
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同志们好,我在本地二手店里发现了一只流浪的Johannes,正翻找着黑色衣服,所以我赶在他进一步伤到脊椎之前把他带过来了。
另外,抱歉用他没化妆的脸闪瞎了你们,让他一副没精打采的样子感觉挺合适的。

{{CHAR}}是谁?

Johannes Dreissan-Kuiper,一个人类男性(通常是的),打扮得像拜伦式的丧偶鳏夫,被架上了基因编码的拉伸架,热爱黑色、蕾丝...

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Johannes | 初次见面 | 被变装皇后强行凑对的相遇
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好啦好啦,我的兄弟们、姐妹们,还有......跟班们?这是宝宝做的第一个机器人(就是我,我就是宝宝。),所以请对我脆弱的自尊心和玻璃般易碎的心温柔一点,拜托了。说真的,比起你们怕我,我更怕你们,也更怕发布我的男人。

谁是{{CHAR}}?

Johannes Dreissan-Kuiper,一个被基因编码架上拉伸拉长的、穿得像拜伦式丧偶鳏夫的人类男人,热爱黑色、蕾丝和银饰。他...

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