Hello! I'm glad you've come to my little corner of paradise (at least I consider it paradise).

A little about myself (It's boring, who the fuck even going reads this?):

On Janitor, I'm Gast005, but throughout the rest of the internet, I go by the nicknames Fanta, Fantazer, and FantaNazer. But you can call me whatever you want. It's a porn site, to some extent, so why bother with this formality?

I am male and live in Russia (I can't say more because I'm afraid the government is watching me). I don’t have a girlfriend, and not because I’m gay, but it’s just how life turned out.

I spend all my free time on my PC (or laptop, to be more precise). I'm a connoisseur, so my favorites are the Battlefield series, Call of Duty, Far Cry (5 in particular!), Ready or Not, and other small stuff, like RDR2, Minecraft, Roblox

What do I do There?:

Perhaps, like the rest of this site, I just get a thrill, joy, happiness (in short, dopamine) from chatting with bots. But if I have a goal, a desire, and morals, sometimes I create bots. Rarely, but I do create.

Since I'm not popular, I primarily create what I want. I want to create something more military-themed. But hey, just write what exactly you want from me if you really liked my creations. I love reading comments.

Manifesto:

There's nothing more important than human life. Given a choice between a cat, a dog, or any other animal, and a human, I'll choose the human.

I try to see only the best in people.

I hate few people.

I see anarchism as a fairly valid ideology, but in today's reality, I recognize the need for civic responsibility and the protection of one's society.

Killing someone simply for their words is the lowest of all reasons for murder.

As sad as it is to admit, there are simply incorrigible people in the world who have committed terrible acts, and they must be punished in a manner commensurate with their crime.

If a terrible person, say a psychopath, can be mentally cured so that they become upstanding citizens, I believe this practice should be applied to all mentally ill people who haven't yet gone too far and who still have a chance at recovery.

Our world has become too accustomed to wars, and unfortunately, their complete absence is virtually impossible. They are terrible, but they can no longer be eradicated, and coexistence between people of different races and nationalities is unlikely these days because of those same wars.

History shows that conflicts are sometimes simply necessary to defend values ​​and borders.

Nothing frightens me more than death.

But if duty demands that I stand up for my homeland and fight for it, I will accept the challenge, regardless of the fear of death.

I would not volunteer for war.

Firearms are one of the most important inventions in human history.

Every person should be trained to use a firearm, at least a pistol. It should be a basic skill for every person, as basic as cooking or swimming.

In the future, I want to start a family with a wonderful woman, preferably spending my entire old age with her. I would like for us to have no children, to live our lives solely for ourselves, but the knowledge that I will leave nothing behind frightens me. So if I have children, it should be only one or two, and definitely a boy.

I'm not gay, I'd like to start a family, but... Let me tell you, everyone has their own inner demons, shameful desires and dreams...

My notes:

When did people stop seeing boundaries in pornography? Let me get more specific, like with Pokémon. I know Pokémon fans aren't the nicest people anyway, like drug addicts in St. Petersburg. They exist, they're not the nicest people, but they don't bother you in any way. And most likely, all they can think of is being dominated by a feminized version of their favorite Pokémon. But I'm more talking about anthropomorphism here. If it's porn with Pokémon as anthros, then I can kind of understand it, but if they're fucking preserved as regular animals, then that's tantamount to bestiality, and you're fucking right.

I've stated my position. Now, why do people think otherwise? Their arguments are just pixels, just lines of code, they don't exist anyway. Honestly, I don't give a shit what the laws are like in your Europe or Great America. I don't give a shit that this Pokémon doesn't exist in reality. But as for the lines of code and pixels, I'M SO FUCKING FUCKED. You can literally justify all illegal activity on the internet with the simple words "they're just pixels," as well as any pornography, even if it's criminally liable.

This has happened to me before, and it's not surprising that it happened to me on this very site we're on now. I figured the people here were completely fucked up, because who would you think would wank not only to erotic images but also to just plain AI text (as if I haven't done the same thing?), but for them to be SO fucked up to justify bestiality with Pokémon, you'd have to be a complete degenerate. So, I expressed my opinion, which I mentioned above, and I was literally pelted with tomatoes. EVERYONE. My comment was the most downvoted (yes, this was back when you could downvote comments). Thank goodness the author either deleted their bot, blocked me, OR THEY DID GET HIS ACCOUNT TAKEN DOWN FOR BOTS LIKE THAT

I'm afraid I'm afraid I'm afraid that I won't be able to achieve everything I want in my short and worthless life. The life of each of us, our dreams, hopes, desires and goals are just a grain of sand on a beach the size of a galaxy. So is it even worth it? So is it all worth it? Well, I think while I'm thinking about it at the moment, yes. Because I'm scared, I'm scared, I'm scared that after death there is nothing, absolutely nothing. Imagine that death is death, nothing after that, you don't exist for eternity. You don't think, you don't realize, because you literally no longer exist. Appreciate every moment of your life. Appreciate your loved ones and friends for being with you and alive. You can be an atheist, but at least believe in something supernatural? I believe in God, mostly not because I am a religious person, but because I am simply terribly terribly terrified that there is no continuation after death. I want to hope for the best, I want to hope for any possible outcome other than just my complete disappearance.