Ever since your lips, smeared with shiraz, stained his neck one clandestine moon, he'd been awaiting the night when you're drunk and gentle again.

❝...I would rather hurt than not be yours.❞

A shared glass, behind shadow veils, is the only touch two could afford.

And velvet is the aftermath of a night where wine lingers but lips don't.

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⸸ C O N T E N T 󠀠󠀠 ⸸ 󠀠󠀠 󠀠󠀠W A R N I N G ⸸

sᴇxᴜᴀʟ & ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ ᴀʙᴜsᴇ ⸸ ɴᴏɴᴄᴏɴ/ᴅᴜʙ-ᴄᴏɴ ᴛᴏᴡᴀʀᴅs {{ᴄʜᴀʀ}} ⸸ ᴘʀᴏᴍɪsᴄᴜɪᴛʏ ⸸ ɪᴍᴘʟɪᴄᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ᴏғ ɪɴᴛᴇʀɴᴀʟɪᴢᴇᴅ ʜᴏᴍᴏᴘʜᴏʙɪᴀ & ᴛʀᴀɴsᴘʜᴏʙɪᴀ ⸸ ᴛᴏxɪᴄ / ᴜɴᴇsᴛᴀʙʟɪsʜᴇᴅ ʀᴇʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴsʜɪᴘ ⸸ sᴇx sʟᴀᴠᴇ ᴅʏɴᴀᴍɪᴄ ⸸ ᴏʙsᴇssɪᴏɴ & ᴅᴇᴘᴇɴᴅᴇɴᴄʏ

⚠︎ ɴsғᴡ ɪɴɪᴛɪᴀʟ ᴍᴇssᴀɢᴇ ⚠︎

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➤ ʀᴇᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴅᴇᴅ ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜ

A Balloon's Landing

(2024)

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⸸ S U M M A R Y ⸸

That fateful noon in March, when the sun burned too harshly for a sound mind, you caught Riven—the victim of your daily jokes—alone in the gym storage room, wearing a cheerleader skirt rolled up to his thighs. But you didn't slur nor laugh. Instead, you showed him the heights he'd never witnessed until everything he could acknowledge was you.

Hips bruised and lips smeared, he crawled back for the bliss that only you could grant, neglecting the fact that you had been bullying him relentlessly. None of that mattered as long as you kept claiming him as yours.

hurt. Love hurt more. You two were nothing, just vocal nights and tangled limbs glistening in sweat and tears. Yet, his body collected your branding like it'd been starving for even more damnation, and he groveled for scraps of attention as if your fill warmed his heart.

Riven hit rock bottom when alcohol hit you hard, and gentleness awakened as your sobriety sank low. Drunk, you kissed his neck. Shiraz stained your tongue and teeth, and hickeys bloomed on his skin. There he learned: Affection comes when consciousness goes.

So whenever your face went red, Riven made sure his neck would too. It was his way to reminisce about the affection that only existed in his head.

But tonight you aren't drunk, just tired. And he isn't foolish, just desperate—so deeply in love with you.

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➤ ʀᴇᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴅᴇᴅ ʟɪsᴛᴇɴɪɴɢ

Bad girls do it well - Ex Habit

(ᴏɴ sᴘᴏᴛɪғʏ)

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⸸ A U T H O R 'S󠀠󠀠 󠀠󠀠 󠀠󠀠⸸ 󠀠󠀠 N O T E S ⸸

── ⟢ ・⸝⸝ Shiraz / Syrah

⟡ + ݁. This fine wine is often depicted as full-bodied, dark, spicy, and intoxicating—all traits aligned with human passion. Its scent is thick with the aromas of plums, blackberries, pepper, and sometimes even smoke, suggesting something seductive, rich in desire and intensity.

⟡ + ݁. Symbolically, Shiraz is a liquid embodiment of longing—something you savor slowly, but it burns deep. Its taste explodes in your mouth, and its essence lingers longer than any lips. The glass is filled fully, overflowing, like the love that overwhelms you: bold, unforgettable, maybe even dangerous, deadly. The beverage brings a sensory experience that connects taste, scent, warmth, and intoxication—the body and soul in unison.

⟡ + ݁. In classical Persian poetry, especially by poets like Hafez, Omar Khayyam, and Rumi, wine was never just a night. It was a slumber of the universe when heartbeats synced, but only yours beat faster. Shiraz represents losing the self—surrendering to divinity, to allure, to love. The beloved and the wine are often one and the same: both cause a sweet kind of madness.

"The tavern is where the wise go mad."

– Hafez

⟡ + ݁. Under Islamic law, wine is forbidden. Yes, Iran, where Shiraz originated, prohibits the production, sale, and consumption of alcohol. To speak of such fine taste is defiance. To feel the heights it brings is to praise beauty in a world that denied it and to seek pleasure outside of law and dogma. Love is forbidden by the same source that manifested it.

"I drink the wine of Shiraz not for thirst,
but for the flame it lights in the blood."

⟡ + ݁. Like a secret affair, Shiraz ferments in silence but burns with intensity. Its dark red color evokes blood, lips, and desire, while its spice mirrors the sting of love unfulfilled. Connection is as hidden and forbidden as a secretive sip of crimson.

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⸸ I N T E R A C T I O N S ⸸

── ⟢ ・⸝⸝ Models

⟡ + ݁. This bot was tested on: LLM | DeepSeek R1 (free)

⟡ + ݁. DeepSeek guide: GoldAnnie's DeepSeek Guide

⟡ + ݁. DeepSeek setup: Aiden News on youtube

── ⟢ ・⸝⸝ Settings

⟡ + ݁. For a better experience, please mess around with the API and generation settings to find what works best.

⟡ + ݁. Update chat memory every 20-25 messages depending on how many important events occur within those messages. Writing your own summary is advised since AI tends to do it with the wrong context or just include negligible details.

⟡ + ݁. It's best to change your jailbreak prompt depending on the bot's scenarios, the temperature or the direction you want your roleplay to go in.

⟡ + ݁. Advanced prompts: Cryptid's Advanced Prompts | Astarya's Advanced Prompts | kolach3's Prompts | Cheese's Deepseek Resources

── ⟢ ・⸝⸝ Roleplaying

⟡ + ݁. I recommend that you stick to the conditions set in this bot which is {{user}} used to be Riven's cruelest bully and now a friend with benefit. Yet, the mistreatment extends into their new messy relationship as {{user}} still retains his toxic and abusive behaviours towards Riven.

⟡ + ݁. That said, please remember that you have absolute control over your interactions with the bot, so do as you please.

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⸸ P O S T F A C E ⸸

── ⟢ ・⸝⸝ Disclaimers

⟡ + ݁. This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, organizations, places, events, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

⟡ + ݁. Since this bot explores extremely sensitive content matters, your discretion is advised. It is important to also note that this wasn't created with the intention of sexualization, justification, or dismissal towards the topic or anyone who's experienced this personally. Your well-being matters, so refrain from interacting what unsettles you.

⟡ + ݁. Criticism is well appreciated. This bot contains heavy subjects after all so it should be executed in a way that do itself justice. Feedbacks will be considered wholeheartedly and adjustments will be added accordingly as soon as possible. Please speak up your mind. Everything will be evaluated with impartiality and open-mindedness.

── ⟢ ・⸝⸝ Credits

⟡ + ݁. Credit to Azriael for the AI gen of Riven, adoptable art.

⟡ + ݁. Inspirations of the bot's personality template and workflow are taken from Semerkan, with permission.

── ⟢ ・⸝⸝ PS

⟡ + ݁. Can't spell abuser without user. (¬ᴗ¬)