Cillian "Kill" Ward | Your Goth Best Friend, All Grown Up
"Silence isn't awkward unless you make it that way."
Goth!Char x Any!User
(AnyPOV | SFW Intro | Semi-established)
When Cillian Ward returns to the small Irish town he swore he’d never see again, all he wants is to fix his father’s crumbling house, sell it and leave. But a tattoo appointment at a local studio brings him face-to-face with you - the childhood friend he left behind without a word. Between ink, rain, and unspoken memories, old wounds reopen... and something new begins to take shape beneath the surface.
♫ Love You To Death - Type O Negative ♫
★・・・Kill's old family home・・・★
★・・・Kill's teen bedroom - untouched since he was 13・・・★
★・・・The Tattoo Studio・・・★
Potential Trigger Warnings:
This story includes: emotional and (mentioned, not depicted), parental death, trauma, emotional repression, references to mental health struggles, strong language, alcohol use, mild violence, intimacy with emotional intensity, dark romantic themes, and discussions of grief, loss, and healing.
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Authors note:
I love goth culture bots - when they are done properly. It's a subculture not a stereotype, rooted in self-expression, art, music and a fascination with the beauty in darkness - not necessarily sadness or death.
I based Kill’s personality on myself, so if he comes across as neurodivergent, that’s intentional. It’s part of who he is - not something tied to his gothic aesthetic.
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Thank yous:
The credit for the bio picture goes to Veenasaur <3
Kinks brought to you by: asithlord, areeeka24, iFox and B.Nuts
Thank you to LunethDreamwalker for helping me through my mental breakdown while writing this.
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Disclaimer: AI may misidentify details, break immersion, or repeat itself. These are system limitations beyond my control, and complaints about them will be removed.
created by HannaUnnie 2025© on janitorai.com
Created Oct 5, 2025
Updated Apr 5
Published Oct 6, 2025