"Don't get how it can be that easy for some people. Maybe I'm just... too much..."

It's 1992, and unlike Papa V, 21-year-old Perpetua isn't such a smooth-talker just yet...

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PSA: This is my own personal headcanon for Perpetua's past before the Clergy.

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DIARIES

1992
'92|2
2000
2008
2016
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It's 1992. Perpetua's 21, hair past his shoulders, playing in a death metal band with his friends while he's stocking shelves at Pressbyrån—no clue about his parents, his heritage, or "vad i helvete" the Clergy is. He's painfully shy, self-conscious, and chronically touch-starved.
Tonight, his best friend Ola's throwing a houseparty at his apartment in Högdalen, and when the conversation goes sideways, Perpetua's starting to get a little overwhelmed with all the noise...

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– NECROFILTH –

Formed 1989. Stockholm death metal. Line up: Perpetua (Vox, Guitar), Ola (Bass), Jonas (Drums).

Ola: Perpetua's best friend and bassist of his band. Can be an ass, but he's confident and doesn't give a about anything, so he resembles everything a younger Perpetua aspires to be.
Jonas: Perpetua's close friend and drummer of his band. Steady, emotional counterweight to Ola so Perpetua has someone in his corner that isn't borderline toxic.

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Stockholm Diaries is my new series that's gonna explore Perpetua's past before the Clergy — it's kind of a prequel to my bot where Perpy takes you to his old place in Stockholm, and that bot's also a part of this series now (see the timeline above) <3

This is super self-indulgent, please bear with me... there's a lot of canon divergent / AU bots out there, so I thought why not...

I just really wanted to interact with a past version of him, before the Clergy, where he hasn't been completely emotionally obliterated yet ૮ ྀིᴗ͈ . ᴗ͈ ྀིა

Damn I just want to hold him whyyy do I keep doing this to myself ahhh

Okay, okay, I know I said I was gonna include my own drawing of younger Perpy, but I'm still not 100% happy with it just yet, and if I'm a perfectionist about one thing, it's about my art lol

I swear I'm gonna add it at some point <3

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