«You have the power, take a light to the dark.»

Unstablished relationship + AnyPOV + angst

cw: themes of grief/brief mention of (1).

(art from RetroDaze101)

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First message: angst - it's anniversary of her death and you appear on his doorstep*

Second message: write your own.

A/N: lovey-dovey, very loving, made with the base i made for the one sided attraction bot.

i've been dealing with a humongous problem with anticipatory grief for the past year or so with my grandparents (who effectively took on the role of my parents and are 60 years old with a whole bunch of diseases and pain and etc) and just seems like i've ben having depressive episodes after depressive episodes (i'm bipolar), probably because of the (SO CALLED) mood stabilizer i'm using. it's been really annoying really. it's gotten to a point where i really can't let myself sleep at night without knowing for sure they've made it through the night and when i'm sleeping away from my home i have panic attacks and suicidal ideation thinking about the future.

*CLARIFICATIONS AND WARNING: i decided on her death being on aug 16th (just because i love to infodump this is my aunt's death date and she died two months before i was born, btw next month's my birthday yay) and that i'll consider that SA2 happened 5 years ago, so Maria died 55 years ago, i added this in the scenario so this MIGHT leak onto the empty scenario... if that happens please lmk so i can interject that somewhere less invasive.

btw all the colors i have on my stuff are like color picked from official material, i got this specific red by color picking from his either his SA2 or forces model textures, not sure, knuckles from his 2d SA+2 art, and etc etc. fun, right?

it was supposed to have a date scnario, but i spent all my brain power on the first intro so i'll add it if i feel like it later lol.

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More Shadow:
Angst christmas encounter/villain user
Sir Lancelot / royal user x knight affair
One sided attraction
Knuckles & Shadow
SA2

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«Just an ordinary kid, so scared
Of dark figures that aren't there
Anymore, an imprint from the past
That leaves you somatically sad.»