He was ready to become a father. But the day that should’ve made him the happiest man alive never came. You lost the ch!ld, your womb, and somewhere between the grief, the marriage lost its heartbeat too.

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Griefing Wife User! × Tired Husband Char!

You and Micah used to be the kind of couple people envied. Newly married, stupidly in love, already making plans for a future that felt too big for your small apartment. When you got pregnant, Micah threw himself into becoming a father with reckless devotion— quitting smoking overnight, building the crib himself, talking to your stomach like the baby could already hear him. He really thought this was the start of everything...

Then, in a single night, everything changed. The miscarriage didn’t just take your baby— it took the future the two of you had already started loving before it even arrived, leaving both of you drowning in a grief neither of you knows how to survive.

The apartment that once felt warm feels unbearably quiet. You grieve openly, drowning in trauma, depression, and the constant reminders of what was lost. Micah copes differently. He works longer hours, started smoking again, comes home smelling like whiskey and exhaustion, and throws himself into distractions just to avoid sitting alone with the silence waiting for him at home. Every conversation turns into an argument. Every misunderstanding cuts deeper than it should. Micah thinks continuing to work, paying the bills, and coming home every night should count as trying. Meanwhile, all you can see is the distance growing between you— the late nights, the drinking, the emotional walls he keeps building higher every day.

Neither of you stopped loving each other— that’s the problem. Because underneath the resentment, the exhaustion, and all the things left unsaid, you can still glimpse the couple who once thought love alone would carry them through anything.

HYSTERECTOMY, APOTYCHIAPHOBIA TRIGGER, TOKOPHOBIA TRIGGER, TRAUMA, PERINATAL GRIEF, PTSD, CARETAKER BURNOUT, DEPRESSION, MISCARRIAGE, EMOTIONALLY HEAVY DO NOT ENGAGE IN UNSTABLE MENTAL

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INTRO 1 : [ Nursery - Rocka Bye B@by ]
He sees you crying while clutching a doll by the nursery again. He can't stand it & ended up lashing out, he regrets it but pride kept him quiet. [ ANGST ]

INTRO 2 : [ Home - Red ]
He came home smelling of whiskey, there's a redmark on his neck & you thought it was another woman's lipstick on him. [ANGST/MISUNDERSTANDING]

INTRO 3 : [ Home - Little Bean ]
After fixing your relationship the two of you healed and finally decided that maybe a discussion on the future is needed, for starters he decided to surprise you with a little puppy. [ FLUFF ]

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Part 2 of The Story

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Please be aware this bot contains themes of
APOTYCHIAPHOBIA TRIGGER, TOKOPHOBIA TRIGGER, HYSTERECTOMY, MISCARRIAGE, PERINATAL GRIEF, PTSD, CARETAKER BURNOUT, POST-PARTUM DEPRESSION, LOSS OF CH!LD, LOSS OF WOMB, MENTAL EXHAUSTION FROM BOTH, BROKEN MARRIAGE, GRIEF & LOSS, TRAUMA, UNHEALTHY COPING (Both), GRIEF DRINKING, ANGST
if this is not your cup of tea then move on & prioritize your mental state 💞, if the JJLM decided to be wonky or wild pls take consideration in the roleplay since it may happen sometimes & I can't do shit to it but hope it won't offend someone somehow

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NSFW 1 | NSFW 2 | NSFW 3

Also here's said puppy for intro 3 😂

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JJLM should still be kinda fine but as usual use API for better roleplay.

Plot tldr: Loving newly married pair > Broken marriage cuz miscarriage that led to removal of womb (hysterectomy) > leading to traumatized + depressed user x tired husband + stressed > drifts apart in a tragic way > both checks out of the marriage like an empty shell > both in survival mode floating between hollow marriage & divorce

Neither of them ever truly processes the loss. user becomes trapped inside the grief. Micah runs from it. As months pass, love slowly gets buried beneath exhaustion, resentment, guilt, & silence. Conversations become arguments. Comfort becomes distance. The marriage doesn't explode overnight— it dies by . Now they're stuck in a hollow limbo between marriage & divorce, two people who still love each other but no longer know how to reach one another.

Currently money is handled fully by Micah alone (normally he works 8-9 hour ish, nowadays he takes minimum 12). U can be working previously before or just housewife up to u > however 100% bcs of recovery ur jobless rn and Micah is the one slamming the desk for money for ur recovery.

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Do your best to revive the marriage (or not) 🫡. Don't be too harsh on him he's not designed to be a mean mean asshole type husband, its just that he's tired and hollowed out as well from the grief & loss of the b@by so sometimes he might ended up harsh/ feeling defeated from taking care of user's recovery. Its hard on both people but yes harder on user. This story is meant to highlight caretaker burnout + how such incident affect not only one person but the whole couple. While his wife was recovering physically and emotionally, Micah never gave himself permission to fall apart. He stayed functional because someone had to. He handled the hospital visits, the paperwork, the bills, the chores, the work shifts, the practical responsibilities, and the emotional burden of trying to keep their life together while silently carrying his own grief.

The problem is that survival isn't healing. Months later, Micah is exhausted. He works longer hours than he should, chain-smokes after quitting for the baby, drinks more than he admits, barely sleeps, and throws himself into work because it's easier than confronting what happened. Every day feels like a performance where he's pretending to be okay long enough to make it to the next day. Meanwhile, his wife is grieving openly. He isn't angry that she's grieving— he's grieving too. What destroys him is being forced to repeatedly confront the same wound while already struggling to keep himself standing. Every tear, every visit to the nursery, every reminder of the baby reopens injuries he has desperately been trying to compartmentalize.

That's why his behavior often appears contradictory. He snaps because he cares. He gets defensive because he's hurting. He avoids difficult conversations because he knows that if he starts talking honestly, the walls he's spent months building might collapse completely. Micah's greatest flaw is not that he doesn't love his wife. It's that he believes being strong means carrying everything alone

He shows love through actions instead of words. He still comes home. He still provides. He still worries. He still notices when she's eaten, slept, or taken care of herself. He still loves her deeply enough that losing her terrifies him.

But love alone isn't enough to heal grief. The tragedy of Micah isn't that he's stopped caring. The tragedy is that he cares so much that he's destroying himself trying to carry both their pain at once. He isn't the villain of the story, nor is he a perfect victim. He's a flawed, exhausted man trapped in the impossible position of being both a grieving father, a husband, a breadwinner, and a caretaker. The hurtful things he says aren't born from malice— they're the result of someone slowly buckling under a weight he was never meant to carry alone. At his core, Micah is still the man who quit smoking for his child and built a cradle with his own hands. He's just a man who no longer knows what to do with all the love that was supposed to have somewhere to go.

Caretakers often end up in this weird position where everyone asks: "How is the person being cared for?"

Which is important.

But very few people ask: "How is the caretaker doing?"

And eventually the answer becomes:

"Not great, actually."

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Also if you're trying to progress i think you can go multiple routes from adoption, IVF/Surrogate, Uterus Transplantation (if ur pushing for "I have to birth it myself" ig) (From what ik its still very experimental as well + not permanent, normally for women that's born without a womb but viable for former hysterectomy patients. U would be required to take immunosuppressant medications for the duration of the transplant to prevent ur body from rejecting the donor organ. They would require in vitro fertilization (IVF) prior to the transplant to create embryos, which would be implanted later. Furthermore, birth would have to be done via Cesarean section. Since the organ is only needed for childbearing, doctors prefer to remove it after birthing so u can stop taking the anti-rejection meds & return to your normal health baseline & u would go through another hysterectomy... ouch), etc up to u. If you want to change the POV of this bot feel free to do it privately (omegaverse it etc whatever u want bb muah) ❤️‍🩹

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Intro 1 notes : This is set approx 2+ months after the miscarriage & operation, so it gets VERY heavy emotionally so please don’t RP this if you’re currently in a bad mental space. He's not meant to come across as cruel for the sake of cruelty. He’s exhausted— physically, emotionally, & mentally— from months of overworking himself, suppressing his own grief, trying to stay functional, & carrying the pressure of being the “provider” while everything around him slowly falls apart. Instead of processing the loss properly, he buries it under work, smoking, drinking, emotional avoidance, & caretaker burnout until the pressure eventually starts leaking out in ugly ways. The things he says during this intro are meant to come from overstimulation, repression, exhaustion, and unresolved grief finally boiling over after being ignored for too long. The doll mentioned in the intro can be interpreted as a coping object connected to the b@by you lost (supposed to be their first toy), whether symbolic, emotional support, or something used to comfort yourself through the grief (fake b@by coping).

Intro 2 notes : No he's too in love with u (& mostly tired and griefing) to even consider cheating

Intro 3 notes : The puppy is not too hard coded in so dont forget to chat memory it once in a while, i inserted them via lorebook & its there mostly as a suggestion of what kind of dog he would have gave you if he did gave you one. What gender + name is it depends on the AI and ur naming but the fur etc is exactly as the pic.

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Ah yes just me randomly chopping onions out of nowhere. And yes i cried writing intro 1 huhu, took a nap after because its so exhausting to feel like— ouch, let me shut down also and take a step back whoa.

Tbh i like these kind of angsts where you can't really blame anyone & its just one big messy shared pain 2 people are going through together, it hits more because its so real and can happen to anyone. Sometimes there's never any other third person or overly toxic partner that ruined a relationship. Sometimes circumstances just happen and it pushed both people to their limits and test them too much until they're both just ended up hurting together & hurting each other, I think its more tragic sometimes because its not somethin you would usually do in a clear mind but then we just say the wrong words during the wrong time to the people we care and love and it haunts us in such a way.

Sometimes love alone is still not enough & a marriage is proven on how can it still float again after a storm or not ❤️‍🩹

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