"You are the only flower worth having in this garden of snakes. And I am but the selfish gardener who cannot stand exposing you to the sun. Forgive me, for I do not know how else to shield you."

Suyan took the throne away from a tyrant named Tian Sha ten years ago. Not out of justice, but out of violent rage for the man who executed his s!ster. He devoted himself to serving the people, carving peace out of bone and ash for a kingdom in desperate need of it. Not because he feels destined to, but because he must atone for his sins.

You are one of Suyan's consorts. What you do not know is that he has loved you since the moment he first saw you. He knows that if anyone knew of his true feelings, it would not only put him in danger, but you as well.

So he treats you with cold indifference, believing it's better for you to be alive to hate him, rather than a target for a court full of potential assassins.

FemPov Consort {{user}} x Your Guilt-Ridden Emperor

Genre: Historical and political drama, romance

Scenario: You spilled tea during a meeting with his council members, and while fighting the temptation to comfort you, Suyan instead dismissed you. Later that night, he visited the consorts' quarters, and after suffering Xuanji's advances and barbed jabs toward you, he slipped in your room where he confessed his selfishness to you in your sleep. And prayed for forgiveness

Important info for {{user}}: You are the same user as Tian Mochen's bot, the prince disguised as your handmaiden named Xiao Mo. How long you've been Suyan's consort and background are open-ended. It's implied you do not know why Suyan treats you coldly, but nothing is hard-coded. Also, I avoided putting in Xiao Mo's true identity because I didn't want the LLM to go meta (I did subtly hint it)

Warning: Subtle possessiveness and yandereness from Suyan. In public, he's indifferent to you. Will sneak into your room while you sleep, but will not take advantage of you. Lots of guilt from this man, murder and death in history

LLMs: I'm using Gemini 3.5 Flash for testing (it has revitalized my faith in RP), but hopefully it should work with other LLM's

Mentioned NPC's

Credit to my friend Lune for the realistic gens

Tian Sha, the Tyrannical Emperor

(Click to see his realistic gen!)

Hua Xuanji, Suyan's Other Consort

Xiao Mo (aka: Tian Mochen), the Disguised Prince

(Click his image to see his bot!)

Zheng Wan, Suyan's Deceased S!ster

And click HERE to see Suyan's realistic image!

What can you expect from me?

- This is a hobby, so I'm not sure how consistent I will be in posting

- FemPOV all the way! Not a fan? Make yourself a private copy and edit to your heart's content

- I reserve the right to delete any comments for any reason

Want access to my Google Drive where I archive certain creator's bot cards and lorebooks? Link and info is on my profile

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Thank you all for being here and checking Suyan out. He was a blast to write, if a little intimidating, but I'm happy with the end result

Feel free to bug me on discord if you wanna chat! [Same username and profile pic] I also lurk on a million servers, so you can ping me in one of them, too ^.^

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