I'm still here, no need to panic, and I've actually got a bot that's pretty much done (not a one tho), only problem my pervasive lack of confidence preventing me from deciding if my intro messages are actually good or not. Also slightly nervous about the crowd I might attract, since it's a fan work from a non- creator (LRRR), and while I won't let potential haters stop me from making something I'm genuinely proud of, I can already see a bunch of people checking my profile afterwards and being all like "WHAAAAAT?". Similar confidence issues definitely applying to the changes I wanna make to Chimera Guard and Wide Wights, as well as my ideas for new bots in general. This is something I'm attempting to remedy, and hopefully it'll be alright once I remember that people do in fact seem to like my stuff, lol.

Also kinda annoyed with myself about whether or not my continued presence here is me actually adapting to BS, or if it's just me coping because I don't feel like going anywhere else that might just just screw me over anyway. Doesn't help that people love to glaze sites that are probably going to be just as trashy the moment they get big enough, because apparently pattern recognition never existed. I know I'll probably get over it and start spreadin' those wings eventually, but it won't be right now. Guess I just need time to let the fumes fades.

In any case, you'll be seeing more from me in the foreseeable future, just without any hard-boiled plans. I seem to do better when I just go with my gut anyway (see Gert becoming my second-most popular bot in a week, even though it kinda just came to me in an afternoon, lol). Take care fellas, and thanks for giving me your time thus far. Also sorry if I bothered anyone with anything I said >~>