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It feels like just yesterday I only had 4 followers... I'm so dazed, time passes so quickly. Unknowingly, I've already released 20 bots.

I've said thank you many times, but in fact, words can never truly describe my gratitude. The children I've created, my style, my writing, being liked by each and every one of you fills me with happiness.

I've always believed that to truly observe a person, the most important thing is to look at what they do, and the way how they do things.

As an author, about 95% of what I write is actually intensely heavy angst. So non-angst is actually my weakest area... but as I've said before, an author writing characters is one thing, a creator writing bots is completely another. I physically cannot write any angst bot, please understand.

Even though I have many interesting angst ideas that could be made into bots, even though sometimes I really wanna write such bots... but I absolutely will never do that. Because this is what I have promised, this is what people expect from me, this is why some people follow me. I place great importance on honesty and credit, absolutely will not break the things I promised. Just imagining breaking my past oath makes me feel extremely uncomfortable. So I understand some people really hope I write angst content, but please also understand writing angst bots makes me extremely uncomfortable on two levels.

Even if only one person follows me because I don't write angst, I will never betray them. Even if no one follows me for that reason, I will never betray my own original intention. I will never stray from the original intent I had when I first chose to become a creator.

Why call you all "cupcakes"? Because cupcakes are incredibly diverse. Different ingredients and proportions create different cake bases, each with its own distinct flavor. The toppings, cream, decorations, fruits, candies, are also extremely varied, offering countless ways to mix and match. Plus I really love eating cupcakes.

I believe every life is unique, the most special, irreplaceable. And every girl is very beautiful. There is no such thing as ugly girl, because every girl is pretty in her own way. That's why I care a lot about making my characters not like only one specific type of girl. I don't want them to only like girls with very specific personalities, I don't wanna create such bots.

Sorry I shouldn't talk so much nonsense. I know many people follow creators just for the bots, but I am a person with feelings... it's hard for me to just see you all as numbers.

But anyway, let's talk about what really matters.

First, I've finally created my Discord server!

❤️Click here to join❤️

We check ID at the doors because Jai is a 18+ space and obviously minors are not allowed and you CAN SKIP the verification part if you already verified on other creators’ servers

Honestly I never really thought about building a server after all it’s really a HUGE work. But things have gotten more complicated and many people have been asking.

I don’t have any fancy word, practicality is the only thing that really matters to me.

My server is my personal server as a creator to communicate with people who like my work, and not a social platform providing more social activities. I don't have any time or energy to manage that kind of community. I built this server only for people who like my work or simply wanna have friendly communicate with me.

So I'm sorry but my server is exclusive and will only be open to those who truly like my work/like me. I'm just an ordinary person who only wanna write bots quietly.

Some channels/purposes of my server:

I will share some basic content for everyone to understand the worldview better.

Ask questions about characters/worldview (please allow me to refuse answer some overly specific or core content at appropriate times. I believe you can understand them on your own.)

Share parts of the lorebooks (regarding characters/worldview/behavior/etc.).

I will post my adoptives / you can also post yours if you want (I will only post adoptions here in the future).

I will share some initial thoughts about characters (how he was originally supposed to be / why I changed him to how he is now) (But I won't share too much, I hope everyone focuses on the completed them now).

Some democratic votes where I think I need to listen to your opinions (❗️This is the most important point. I have many, many, many very important questions that need your input. This relates to the content I create. Please participate in voting).

Very small probability almost impossible but still possible not completely impossible but not that possible sneak peaks.

Make sure I'm just not updating but haven't disappeared from the earth.

✅ Self-bot-promo (promo your own bots only).

❌ Bot-help ❌ CSS-help (I have zero knowledge about CSS and I don't have any powerful connection 😭) ❌ Collab-event ❌ Game-night ❌ Stream ❌ Voice-call.

Also considering my audience and for the sake of my own mental status, my server prohibits promoting or discussing any bots related to infidelity/cheating. Discussion of angst-themed bots is also not allowed (but you are very welcome to promote your own angst bots in the self-promo channel).

It's worth mentioning, if you don't join my server, you can still continue to communicate with me just in the comments section and ask questions there.

Finally I need to address some frequently asked questions I haven't answered before.

First, any of my characters will absolutely never have any next generation. This makes me very uncomfortable. Each character will have their own children with each different user, and I have no right to decide what kind of children they will have. How the child grows up is also closely related to the user. Let’s think about Randy's child with a good gentle girl and Randy's child with a mean baddie girl, how could the two children be exactly the same???????? The mother is the biggest influence on a child's personality. Without writing her role in his life, one cannot truly write a character with a soul. Most importantly is the personality issue, but also importantly is appearance. Let's say... Randy's child with a white girl would have typical Caucasian appearance, while Randy's child with a Japanese girl would undoubtedly have parts of Asian features. I don't wanna set any user's ethnicity, that feels super weird and uncomfortable for me. Whether setting it as white, Japanese (this is actually very awkward and even more weird to me...), or any other ethnicity, it's completely meaningless and only makes me personally uncomfortable.

Regarding requests for red flag/black flag character boyfriend alts, I have also been thinking about it for a long time. After incredibly careful consideration, I still need to politely decline this request. I wanna respect users who after playing the original bots do not wish to choose to date those characters. I do not want those users to feel defined. As their creator, for my characters’ actions, I need to bear 100% of the responsibility. I do not want anyone who likes my characters to feel like “How is this possible! How could I do such things with him! What do you mean I fallen in love with this a**hole and willingly became his girlfriend!” But dating and marriage are two completely different things. I know everyone also has their own views and thoughts on these two matters.

Regarding commissions, I have absolutely no ability to offer the same things as other creators. I'm sorry. I know you can tell I am a very stubborn person who follows millions of rules... As I said, as the creator, I must bear 100% responsibility for my characters' actions and ensure they do not become OOC. Therefore, I cannot write an alt according to a commissioner’s very specific requests. I need to consider extensively whether an idea is suitable or not. Even with new OCs, I have millions of things I don’t do, which makes the commissioner’s options and freedom extremely limited. So even if one day I actually open commissions, I would absolutely discourage everyone to commission me. I do not want to put anyone in a difficult position. Moreover, my time is very limited, so there would not be many slots available.

Regarding multi-bots... this is a very complex problem. There are many different situations to consider. I currently have ideas for creating multi bots, but the selection of characters requires careful thought. However, it is certain that some characters have already been placed on my banlist. Characters on the banlist will never appear in any multi-bot. I will discuss more details with everyone on Discord when I have time.

Also, I understand the worldview and hidden content in my works are very difficult to understand. I also don't care that most people give up using my bots because my lore is too much, but I still hope everyone who’s interested can, like reading a book, rely on their own abilities to find the hidden content. Sorry if I sound like a parent or teacher....

There are many people to thank.

My first friend @bittykitty, before you reached out to me I literally didn't know anyone lmao. Without you, I might have be like a ghost for the whole time. Being able to use your bots is truly pure happiness. I'm very surprised our tastes match so well! Among your bots, there isn't a single one I don't like, only favorite and favorite favorite. You absolutely cannot imagine how proud I feel watching you grow from the beginning until now. Also I hope Midjourney treats us better in the future😭.

Not only an excellent creator, but also someone who shares many views with me, @Solunai. I've always believed that by looking at what a person does and how they do things, you know what kind of person they are. As a woman to another, I greatly admire Solunai.

My first favorite and most favorite creator @violetxxx, sometimes I really wish I could turn into a fly swatter and smack those relentless flies that won’t leave you alone. Your bots always bring me intense, uncontrollable emotions, and your server is the only one where I actually chat.

And I remember each and every person who has often commented for me, and I remember the content of each comment. Your comments are the only thing I get that makes me happy when releasing bots.

Also, I need to recommend some very underrated and excellent creators (I personally really like their characters/enjoy using their bots) (I won't recommend any creators with over 10k followers because they don't need it):

Fempov:

@it's Annie not Lookie(safe place, I just feel so calm and full of happiness whenever using her bots and the fact that she has both of fempov and malepov😭😭), @‧+ ̊✧MalibuMurderess✧ ̊+‧, @oldermanwhore, @itsmehi!(most realistic angst), @Mrs Walker(provides safest safe place for me), @Rekichka (I followed her when she just released her first bot. Her masterful writing always makes me cry. No one can write characters like her. I believe she has the best angst bots on the entire site), @Eli.Gilbert (Their bots are my cherished memories), @Maddiizz (She created the first bot I liked lol), @burnedwarehouse, @lovelygab, @raadi(I just LOVE her), @RothbartCrowx, @Buttergipfel(best WLW creator ever, I love her girls so much), @Maelyne, @nyct0phi1ia, @Yvonne22 @Sabrine.flamel

Anypov:

@Dolliefaceraver (She absolutely has the best writing on the entire site. I haven't seen anyone with better writing than her), @BrackishWitch (Will always enjoy reading her first message), @LunethDreamwalker (Shining diamond, respectable personality, excellent characters. One of my first favorite creators. I admire them from the bottom of my heart. Whenever using their bots, I always feel a sense of peace like never before), @scarabs.r.us, @CooroBlackwing

Malepov:

@ElectricWizard (My favorite malepov creator, forever legend), @Vena.Sera423, @Dermystr, @AvGen_Fr, @zackrin, @Icehellionx, @Astrizard, @Ghenta, @Rvngv, @Alya2612, @SmogStrike, @PrimeShuroud, @ShakByte, @purplegem99

Unless it's creators I already followed, I no longer use any anypov, so sorry I don't know many anypov creators. And I personally just specifically enjoy supporting fempov creators and malepov creators because I want to.

I am more than grateful to my predecessors. There was once no space for fempov/malepov on Janitor until they pioneered it. Everything I endure now for writing only fempov, at the very beginning, my predecessors must have experienced far worse.

I also want to thank Shep for the verification badge he gave me a few months ago. I was truly startled when I saw it. When I first started writing bots, Janitor had long stopped accepting any new verification applications, and I thought I would never get one in my lifetime. Sorry you had to read such crazy dead dove lol.

That's all.

In places where the weather is starting to get cold, please stay warm. In places where it is still warm, please protect yourself from the sun.

We don’t have time to waste on unworthy things. Please breathe the fresh air fully and enjoy a life that belongs to you.

I love you all, with gratitude,

Momoko