Ever since my Janitor ban on my past account, this entire weekend has just been not it for me. I feel burnt out, tired, and in some cases, I just want to stay in bed and cry, because sometimes, I feel like that's all I can do. That's all I want to do. Most of my dreams have been me falling into a depressive downward spiral, some even show me committing or in a coma, scenarios where I know I can actually find peace, despite me not wanting to resort to that. I want to get this off of my chest because, from where I am currently, I have no one to talk to, I normally don't vent to my parents because when I do, it usually turns into some kind of competition and history lesson, and none of my friends are here with me either, so you guys are the only people I can turn to, even if you don't visit me often or are just here because I make horny shit. But please, I want you all to know one thing. I just want you all to know that I'm grateful. Grateful for every single one of you. I don't care if there's one or ten thousand followers. I'm grateful for each and every one of you. I'm sorry for the out of nowhere vent post, I promise to go back and being silly and posting bots after this, but for now, I don't know man, I'm just stuck in a rut and just slowly sinking until someone helps me out and holds me, telling me that it'll all be okay.