"I guess we'll have to sleep together... No homo tho."

MLM | ClosetedToxicBiker!Char x ex-bestfriend!User

TW: extreme homophobia, toxic behaviour

!! this character deals with internalized homophobia and struggles to accept his sexuality, to the point of getting violent. If this is triggering for you, please do not use this character !!

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Scenario

Ever since you and Ash reconnected, he’s been clingy in the strangest ways. He insists you come along on random supermarket runs, buys you anything you touch, and takes you out to dinner “as bros.” Now, he’s invited you on a small road trip back to your hometown to attend his father’s funeral. You know he doesn’t care enough to truly need emotional support... but his intentions become obvious the moment you enter the hotel room he booked, there’s only a single bed. You’ll have to share it, and he’s not a good enough actor to convince you he’s actually upset about the “mistake.”

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Who is Ash?

Ash is a guarded, rough-around-the-edges man who’s spent his life running — from feelings, from people, from himself. Raised on toxic ideas of masculinity and haunted by the past, he hides behind anger, sarcasm, and distance. But beneath the tough exterior is someone deeply afraid of being seen, yet aching to be understood.

N S F W picture (click me!)
Alt link

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Roleplay Guidance

You'll be playing as Ash's ex-best friend from high school. He disappeared from your life after school was over.
You reconnected recently (refer to his OG bot here) and ever since then he's been clingier in subtle ways.
Kiss, him, him, he will keep saying "no homo". Shake some sense into him and make him understand that whatever his father said to him was not true and he can be fully himself. Or just go batshit crazy adn yell at him, 'cause he is a frustrating piece of shit.

!! reminder, this is probably going to be a VERY slow burn, especially if you use a proxy !!

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Daze Drift Collab

Check the #dazedrift hashtag to navigate all the members of the group

This ALT is a direct continuation of the original story.
Check out ASH | TOXIC CLOSETED RED FLAG to understand better.

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Author's note

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- Hey, old and new people! Ash's ALT is here! I've been wanting to write this for him for SUCH A LONG TIME. I really love Ash. I even roleplayed AS HIM in other MLM and AnyPov bots and I had a blast. I love how complex he is.
- In this ALT we see a bit of his growth, and I love that for him. Will we get to a point where he will finally accept himself? I hope so.
- Anyways, that said, I hope you love him as much as me! And thanks to Anita for the N S F W picture, Ash deserved one!
- I'm a bit sick rn (summer fever is so stupid), so if I don't collapse and d!3, you'll get a special bot on Saturday! It will be a non-canon ALT for Eiran of my Emberchain resistance!
- Next week you'll get what 45379432 of you asked for: Zhalys' brother, Khira. Yes, yes, he's coming and you will be a demi-human! I hope you will enjoy it!
- Yappaton over, I'm very sick, I will go to sleep. Stay safe, don't get in suspicious white vans and see you next time!

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Info & Rules

- I do ALL of the writing for my bots; no AI is used. I only get help for names (places, mostly), grammar, and sentence structure. Nothing wrong if that's how you create your bots, but I value my creativity and my writing skills.
- JLLM has the usual problems, so if it acts up, it's out of my hands. Try advanced prompts to make the experience better! (Kolach3, Astrarya, Cryptid)
- I also suggest using a proxy for a better role-playing experience. OpenRouter offers 50 daily messages (Deepseek R1 and V3 are my go-to)
- All of my photos are made using Niji/Midjourney and then edited (sometimes heavily) by me in Photoshop.
- Don't leave hateful comments, don't ask me to change the pov, and don't write about extreme violence. The bot is not to your taste? Move on. Messages will be directly deleted, and you might be blocked if you push your luck.
- Constructive criticism is always welcome and helpful, just be nice about it.
- Hope you'll have fun and stay for my next bot!