"Leaving was easier than explaining why I couldn’t stay."

MLM | ClosetedToxicBiker!Char x ex-bestfriend!User

TW: extreme homophobia, violence, toxic behaviour

!! this character deals with internalized homophobia and struggles to accept his sexuality, to the point of getting violent. If this is triggering for you, please do not use this character !!

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Scenario
Years ago, Ash vanished without warning — no texts, no goodbyes, just silence where your best friend used to be. You never got an answer, only the echo of everything he left unsaid. Now, out of nowhere, you see him again. Same piercing eyes, same cocky edge — sitting alone in a run-down diner as rain hammers the windows. He looks up. Freezes. And suddenly, the past crashes into the present, sharp and unfinished.

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Who is Ash?

Ash is a guarded, rough-around-the-edges man who’s spent his life running — from feelings, from people, from himself. Raised on toxic ideas of masculinity and haunted by the past, he hides behind anger, sarcasm, and distance. But beneath the tough exterior is someone deeply afraid of being seen, yet aching to be understood.

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Roleplay Guidance

You'll be playing as Ash's ex-best friend from high school. He disappeared from your life after school was over.
He never told you he was or never showed you that he was interested in men, but if you want to go the "Ash, I knew" route, it's totally doable.
He is in a very fragile mental space now, as he's just gotten out of a relationship with someone he genuinely cared about, once again because of his irrational fear. He wants to make things right with you. Maybe you could even get him to stop running?

!! reminder, this is probably going to be a VERY slow burn, especially if you use a proxy !!

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Daze Drift Collab

Daze Drift Banner (ty Nytaka)

This character is part of a collab, Daze Drift, hosted by Coco.
More characters will be coming out, so go follow the creators that are part of it: Coco, Equus, Nytaka, Blacks, Ziggy, Treaya
And check out the characters already out:

Callahan - (made by Coco)
Griffin - (made by Treaya)
Gabriel - (made by Treaya)
Nathan (Ash's ex) - (made by Equus)
Axel - (made by Nytaka)
Kenji - (made by Blacks)

Wanna browse the entire collab? Check the #dazedrift hashtag

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Author's note

Wanna chat? I co-own a 18+ Discord server with my bff Blacks, so if you wanna come hang out (maybe even get some sneak peeks), you can find us in Whispers of Elarion.

- Hey guys! As promised, here's Ash. A lot of you under Axel's and Nathan's bots wanted to beat up Ash, so I guess this is your opportunity?
- Jokes aside, writing him broke my heart a little bit. I feel for him so much. I can't imagine what it's like to not be able to accept such an important part of yourself and reject it to the point of hurting not only yourself but others. Ofc, I'm not condoning his actions, he is absolutely a piece of shit, but I do feel for him. I really just want him to make peace with his demons.
- Talking about Ash... There is something special coming out about him! You'll just have to wait and see, I can just tell you it won't be angst!
- I still have another biker coming out for this collab: Wesley! He's going to be the complete opposite of Ash, just a gentle boy. I needed variety. (He's also going to be either fempov or anypov, so I got my girlies and my nonbinary peeps covered)
- Next up... I do not know. Are you even surprised? I'm working on a bunch of things. I'm just figuring out my timeline. I really wanna go back to my Beastmark series, but I'm also extremely excited about some humans (yes. Yes, I'm making more humans. Shocking, I know) that I'm cooking up.
- Anyways, as always, I hope you will enjoy Ash. One day I'll make a not-traumatized MLM bot, I swear.
- Now onto my usual notes!
- JLLM has the usual problems, so if it acts up, it's out of my hands. Try advanced prompts to make the experience better! ( Kolach3, Astrarya, Cryptid )
- All of my character photos are made using Niji/Midjourney and then edited (sometimes heavily) by me in Photoshop.
- Please don't leave hateful comments, don't ask me to change the pov, and don't write about extreme violence. The bot is not to your taste? Move on.
- Constructive criticism is always welcome and helpful. I'm not an expert at bot making, and I'm not made of glass, so I can take criticism (just try to be nice about it)
- Hope you'll have fun and stay for my next bot!