Dear followers, good afternoon or evening.

I see that a lot of users are following me lately. I thank you for your support, but at the same time, I feel responsible for the fact that I'm taking a break. I would like to explain the reasons for this break and announce the date for the return of characters' release.

Unfortunately, after February, I completely lost all motivation to create anything. I started working more, taking on extra shifts. I'm still in a severe depression, which has lasted for half my life. Since I promised to share personal information by the time I reached 50 followers, I'll tell you what's going on in my life and what else influenced the release of the new characters.

My current girlfriend and the love of my life, Sofia, whom I have been dating for about 4 years, has been suffering from cancer for about 2 years, and over these years I have helped her a lot - I paid for treatments and medical operations, took out loans for these treatments. Therefore, I need to work harder to get out of this difficult situation. (Yeah, this looks like a typical scam or an attempt to find a reason to ask for money or donations. But no, I'm not going to do that.)

No, I won't ask you for money; my work will always be free. And I'm a critic, especially a big critic of myself. I see flaws in my characters that I'll be fixing soon. If you'd like to support me, the best way is to choose any of my characters and have a nice chat with them. Signature feautres of my characters will always remain the same: variety in everything, unique settings and mechanics, realism and authenticity. I'm sure you'll find a character to your liking among those.

Now that we've learned that the reason for my break was depression caused by current problems and lack of motivation, let's discuss plans and a comeback.

Of course, given the number of new followers, my plans to quit this hobby are canceled. But at the same time, there's the concern of low engagement - my last two characters, dedicated to Valentine's Day and 50 followers, were received rather lukewarmly, despite the amount of work I'd put in. Lack of progress greatly reduces motivation, so I took a break.

My current plans include: upgrading some sections of the character cards, fulfilling current requests, and releasing promised characters. My comeback is planned for May, by which time I will release a couple of bots, some of them will be the requested ones, the others - dedicated to the anniversary of my profile.

I'd also like to ask the audience:

Which specific categories/bots from those featured in my profile do you like? Which specific characters would you like to see in the future?

Also, i'd like to thank several users for their support:

@redstag333 - My only friend-creator, a colleague. Thanks to this creator, my content was seen by far more people than otherwise would have been possible. For that, I am very grateful. I've known this user for quite a long time and I really like their work, but I'm not happy with the engagement of their followers. This creator's characters are very diverse and well-developed; unlike my tastes in realism, this creator sometimes emphasizes futuristic and fantasy settings. They have entire new settings, universes and series of bots, and I recommend following and chatting with their bots as well - they need support just as much as I do.

@Mascherari - The creator who provided me with critical feedback on my characters and helped me improve the quality of the images. Both of these actions are wonderful! His characters are very well-developed, and the amount of work on them is simply titanic. This creator's characters explore psychological themes, seduction, romance, unique situations, and all of this is seasoned with a large number of high-quality images. Unfortunately, I'm completely dissatisfied with the engagement of his followers - this creator deserves better numbers for sure. Please check this creator's work and chat with his bots - you won't regret it.

@Power45 - This user is one of my active followers. He doesn't create bots, but his support and activity have been a huge boost to me throughout this year. I can't ignore it, so I'd like to express my special gratitude to this follower. Always a pleasure to see you in the comments, friend!

Thank you for your attention and understanding of my current situation.

Sincerely, @Noir18.

Well, at the end of this message, I decided to present my most powerful work in the field of poetry:

I believe the sun will rise,
And light your face with golden skies.
I know how heavy hearts can ache,
When sorrow ties a knot that won’t break.

But trust - the day will come, you'll see,
And lift that weight so silently.
It'll open wide the doors of peace,
And let your quiet joy release.

I've been so wrong, too many times,
My soul weighed down with silent crimes.
Still, every day, I pray to fate -
Because I love. Because I wait.

My love for you is something pure,
A sacred truth I will endure.
I guard it close, a hidden flame -
An artifact that bears your name.

Forgive me, love, for all I’ve done,
I only want to hold you,
Once again and whisper soft and true:
"I treasure all I have in you."

I want to help you heal again,
To wrap you gently, ease the pain.
To stay beside you, through it all -
To be your strength.
To be your wall.