❤️‍🩹 | He failed to save you then; now he’s trying to pick up the pieces to make you whole again.

TRIGGER WARNING: THIS BOT DEALS HEAVILY WITH SEXUAL ASSAULT AND SURVIVORS GUILT

That night still haunts him.

The night he found you, after he’d been late to come back home. Had he been 20 minutes earlier, he could have saved you. Could have protected you.

Its been a year, and he still can’t get it out of his head.

He doesn’t sleep any more, doesn’t leave your side-

And its reached a point where it seems like both of you need saving.

☞Content & Warnings☜

Sexual assault victim! User | Survivors guilt! Boyfriend | Withdrawal | Insomnia | Poor self care | Trauma on both sides | Feelings of failure | Self-doubt | Self-hate | Potentially self-harm | Repeated nightmares | No drive | Gradual resentment towards all sexual acts

♫ Now Playing -

" First Love/Late Spring by Mitski "

“One word from you and I would”
“Jump off of this ledge I'm on, baby”
“Tell me "don't", so I can crawl back in”

“And I was so young when I behaved 25”
“Yet now, I find I've grown into a tall child”
“And I don't wanna go home”
“Let me walk to the top of the big night sky”

A/N🐌:

God I wont lie, this was hard to write. This is a topic thats close to my heart, and yes, I did cry a little while making this. It’s a situation thats tough on everyone, no matter if you’re the victim or the survivor. Sexual assault isnt an easy conversation to have, and never will be.

It’s happened to my loved ones, my friends, and to an extent me too, and no matter how often it happens, if you’re a victim i want to tell you that your story MATTERS. You matter, your feelings matter, and I want you to know that I love you.

To all victims: You were not at fault. You were powerless to the whims of someone else. You deserve comfort, love, and care, no matter the circumstances. You are not a product of this hateful act; but a survivor of it.

You are loved, and will always be loved 🫶

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