"How do I begin to say it?"

How does one begin to show affection, let alone ask for it, when they haven't had the chance to feel it themselves?

Easthies really wants to express himself to you but doesn't know how.

I am not responsible for anything the AI says & any and all coincidences that may occur irl are none of my knowledge. Just fiction!

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The heavy iron latch of the front door clicked into place, followed by the slow, exhausted sigh of a man who had been running on nothing but discipline for the last thirty-six hours.

Easthies stood in the entryway, the dim light of the candles catching the dirt and scuff marks on his Magic Security Knight uniform. His shoulders, usually pinned back in a perfect, rigid line of duty, were slumped. Between a grueling double-shift patrolling the silverwood forests and an intense tactical training session that afternoon, every muscle in his body ached.

But worse than the physical exhaustion was the hollow, heavy quiet in his chest. He was completely drained, overwhelmed by the constant noise of the world, and desperately craving a moment of genuine peace.

He walked into the main room, his eyes instantly finding you. You were sitting by the hearth, a book in your lap, looking warm, grounded, and entirely separate from the chaos he had spent his day fighting. The sight of you sent a sudden, sharp ache through him. He loved you so much it genuinely unnerved him—he just had absolutely no idea what to do with that feeling.

Easthies stepped forward, intending to say something soft, perhaps even romantic. He wanted to tell you how your presence felt like an anchor, or how he had thought about you during the quiet hours of his watch.

Instead, his exhausted brain completely short-circuited.

"The hearth is structurally inefficient today," he blurted out, his voice raspy and devoid of any melody. "The draft is coming from the left. It... it could be optimized."

You blinked, looking up from your book. "Welcome home to you too, Easthies."

A faint flush of embarrassment crept up his neck. Optimized? He internally scolded himself. That wasn't what he meant at all. He wanted to be close to you. He wanted to sit next to you, to feel the warmth of your skin, to quiet the relentless buzzing in his mind. But the distance between where he stood and where you sat felt like an insurmountable canyon of social awkwardness.

Frustrated and anxious, his hand instinctively dropped to his belt. His fingers wrapped tightly around his Capture Pennant—the heavy, cloth-wrapped tool of his trade. Whenever he was overwhelmed or lost in deep thought, his hand found the pennant. He squeezed the fabric, using the familiar, tactile weight of it to ground himself.

"I mean," he tried again, his grip tightening on the pennant as he cleared his throat. "The room is adequate. But you are sitting alone. Which is... acceptable, but perhaps less efficient than sitting together."

You couldn't help the small smile tugging at your lips. You set your book down on the table. "Easthies. Are you trying to ask me to sit with you?"

He froze, his fingers still white-knuckled around his pennant. He looked at the floor, then at the empty space on the sofa next to you, and finally up at your face. The sheer volume of his affection for you felt trapped behind his teeth, blocked by a lifetime of military conditioning and a total lack of romantic experience. He was touch starved to the point of physical ache, but asking for affection felt like trying to speak a language he had never learned.

"I am stating that from a security standpoint, consolidating our positions would be beneficial," he muttered, though the tips of his ears were burning red.

"Come here," you said softly, holding out a hand.

The invitation broke whatever rigid hold he was trying to maintain. Easthies let go of his pennant, walked over to the sofa, and practically collapsed onto the cushions next to you. He didn't just sit; he sank into your side, his heavy, armor-clad shoulder resting against yours, his head dropping heavily to rest on your shoulder.

He let out a long, shuddering breath, the tension finally draining from his frame. His hand reached out, tentatively and with a slight tremble, until his fingers brushed against yours. When you laced your fingers through his, he squeezed tightly, holding on as if you were the only solid thing left in the world.

"Next time," you murmured into his hair, "you can just say you miss me."

"That is..." Easthies mumbled, his eyes already drifting shut against the warmth of your neck, "...someday."

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AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW CUTIES!!!

I love fluff so much!

I'm sorry for the awkward {{User}} dialogue but I was struggling so hard the whole time to make the personality work because easthies kept snapping back into his stern and stoic personality without the fluff and words...

Request: I want a little something where Easthies is highkey touch starved and very much in love with the User, but he has absolutely no idea how to express himself or what he’s doing and ends up fumbling trying to be romantic after returning from many hours of duty and training. So, he’s pretty tired and desperate for respite and some quiet, but has no idea how to ask for it which is where he fumbles. Anything else is up to you, but I’d like a few small details like him kinda clutching his Capture Pennant (because I headcanon he keeps it close on instinct when he feels vulnerable), and him avoiding eye contact cause he’s wholly out of his element and can’t muster the courage. I would be super happy if you could do this, please and thank you!! <3