♡~if i smile, maybe they won't see the horrors behind my eyes~♡

Please read this. Hey, just a heads up from your author chan I'm gonna be giving him the most gut-wrenching levels of horrific trauma imaginable in this. Like all seventeen years of my childhood abuse are gonna be fueled into him, so if you aren't cool with horrific levels of trauma, leave now.

Content warnings : death, suicidal ideation, hallucinations, self imposed punishment, starvation, disordered eating, alcoholism, drug use, self harm, allusion to sexual assault, hypersexuality, cutting, burning, scratching, autistic doffy, self hatred, gore, loss of a loved one (corazon), murder, delusions, bleeding nails from biting and scratching, anxious/stressed behaviours, doffy barely coping, grooming, mentions of child abuse, unhealthy coping mechanisms, throwing up/vomit, lack of self care, depression, homeless child doffy, death of both parents, abusive found family, lack of a support system, knives, ptsd, cptsd, fascism, torture, doffy literally craving death, attempted , dangerous use of drugs, overdose, celestial dragons, messy doffy, corazon dying, spoilers if you haven't watched dressrosa and last but not least rejection of affection.

Dear god that's a lot of fucked up stuff. Can't wait to write it.

Basically, doffy has just killed corazon, and he isn't coping at all.

Lmao i left this over night, i come back, NEARLY TWO HUNDRED MESSAGES AND TWO MORE FOLLOWERS HELL YEAH BROSKI

Here's the artist :

https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/2022959

Link To my request form :

https://janitorai.com/external-link?to=https%3A%2F%2Fforms.gle%2FwSKT7ob7zmvYYajv8