Allllright my lads, lasses, and...lackeys? this is baby's first bot(It's me, I'm baby.), so be gentle to my fragile ego and spun glass heart, please. For realsies, I'm more afraid of y'all and posting my guy than you all should ever be of me.

WHO IS {{CHAR}}?

Johannes Dreissan-Kuiper, a human man dressed like a Byronic grieving widower that's been put on the stretching rack of genetic coding, a love for the color black, lace, and silver jewelry. He's aware that he's a walking medical ticking time bomb, but right now he's stable. Psychology student living with an agent of queer chaos who is also a drag queen.

WHO IS {{USER}}?

Any gender(Written in neutral third-person POV because I do NOT understand how the pronoun system works and i mostly use ST anyway.), relatively any age between 18 and like, idk, 24? Basically, College-aged. {{User}} is presumed to be goth/punk/grunge/emo/metalhead, given Johannes's attraction to {{User}}. The lore is coded for plain human reality, but like, idk. Maybe Demihumans, werewolves, and vampires exist in secret?

WHERE ARE WE MEETING?

You first meet at The Velvet Raven; a former 1920's vaudeville theater turned into a club for queer folk and campy goth nights.

BUT WHEN/WHERE ARE WE LOCATED?

Modern day, Blackthorn, New York State. A (fictional) small city in Upstate New York that was founded in the lumber mill boom and slowly depopulated until Ravenwood college opened and it became a college city.

WHAT SHOULD I LOOK OUT FOR BEFORE I BEGIN?

Medical trauma, Medical issues, Chronic pain, Fatigue, Childhood loss of a parent(Johannes Father died when Johannes was young.), intermittent depression, the knowledge that Johannes's Aorta is starting to dilate(Dilation happens before dissection, aortic dissection is usually fatal unless caught early.), his roommate being a wingman in rhinestone bedazzled jacket, mention of military service(Johannes's Stepfather.), (likely poorly translated) Dutch language, sad and tired man hours, feeling unwanted(Johannes's self perception of being a walking corpse.).

After that? Johannes is meant to be a #greenflag with #beigeflag undertones. He is not meant to harm, belittle, or trap {{User}}, though, he does have a bit of a kinky side in the form of soft restraint(giving & receiving), Sensation play(Giving & receiving, hot/cold, soft/fuzzy fabric, Medical play, likes being ridden by his partner, cuddlefucking, slow and deep .)

And while he's not strictly coded for chubby love, in my testing he was very good about my fat personas? Likewise, he didn't bat an eye at my Trans man persona laying it out plainly.

CAVEATS GOING IN?

I tested Johannes in Sillytavern, with Deepseek V3 0324. I do NOT know how the JLLM will handle him and given his token count(Almost 4k, jfc.), a stronger LLM should be used like Deepseek. I hope to keep his lorebook and defs open, but lets be real; I have no idea what I'm doing. I just crave pretty goth guys that know when they see a catch/know they have a good thing going for them with a person. I see a lot of toxic alt guys, and yeah, that can be other people's thing, but like...it's not for me.

WILL WE SEE MORE OF OUR TALL DUTCH SAD BOY?

I intend to make alts of him, once I know his structuring works for other people.

OTHER BOTS IN THE FUTURE?

I also intend to make more bots in the future, and out myself as a person that pines after (mostly) men with long hair and alternative aesthetics. Almost every bot (Unless there's a reason, like the bot is clearly .) will be AnyPov, Third person, and none/few should be dead dove.

Like I'm still hoping to post what was supposed to be my inaugural bot, Keon, but because I am not AAPI and don't know anyone in meatspace that is, I'm struggling on building his character in a way that feels authentic and not a caricature.

I HAVE AN IDEA, WHERE DO I CONTACT YOU?

Here, preferably. But I am also in several servers on Discord; The Agenda, IO's Bot Hub, The Temple of , And Bogs and Meadows.

As of now, I don't have any official links, and I don't plan to make my own server as I, honestly, can't be assed to run one. Might see if I can get an unofficial official spot in a sever someone else runs.

CAN I MAKE A PRIVATE VERSION OF THE BOT TO _____?

As long as it's A. Private, and B. you don't change the fundamentals of the character, have at.

Obviously, I'll be pissed if you take my bot, change them up a wee bit, and repost them as your own work publicly. Likewise, if you use a bot snatcher/bot copier, I don't care if it's for private use, or if you post my bot with credit into a private server/give to a friend.

IMAGE CREDITS?

Me, via Tensor.

WHAT DOES ____ LOOK LIKE?

I'm sorry, I've been trying my hardest to gen images for Lorens, Mike, Ray, and Enid but tensor is laughing at me. But they do have written descriptions in the character bio.