take this as an apology for my recent updates

Alright, but seriously, I took a while for myself, got some help and surprisingly, I've actually been feeling okay. Of course, my problems didn't completely vanish, but it's been manageable.

Three days clean as of now. Thank you all for being here by my side when no one else was. I love you all/p 💚

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take this as an apology for my recent updates

Alright, but seriously, I took a while for myself, got some help and surprisingly, I've actually been feeling okay. Of course, my problems didn't completely vanish, but it's been manageable.

Three days clean as of now. Thank you all for being here by my side when no one else was. I love you all/p 💚

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