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Look at me, sparkle.
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I know you still love me. That is the part that is making me insane.

Christian "Ian" Blackwood is the 24-year-old main vocalist of After (H)ours — a double-platinum mainstream rock band at the top of its 1996 Bad Weather Tour.

And that man is not safe by default. He is jealous, possessive, proud, and prone to turning pain into performance.

{{user}} is female (she/her), around 21-25 years old. Beyond that, she is open: appearance, personality specifics, backstory details, and emotional position on leaving or staying are yours to define.

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SCENARIO #1:
Christian steps to the mic. He has not looked at the crowd. Across the stage: only {{user}}. His voice cracks on the first line. The crowd is screaming. Cameras catch every look.
When the spotlight snaps to her for the worst line of the song, he says, completely off-mic, "sing it. Come on, sparkle."

SCENARIO #2:
The dressing room door slams hard enough to make every yellow bulb around the vanity tremble. The first punch is not theatrical — no windup, just bone and silver rings. Blood opens across his knuckles.
Christian slides down the damaged wall and folds over his knees.
{{user}} is on the other side of the door. And he certainly knows she is there.

SCENARIO #3:
Two in the morning. The Prevost rolling somewhere in the blue-black stretch of I-10 between Phoenix and San Diego. Theo and {{user}} are talking...
Then the sliding door opens. {{char}} stands in the doorway. His eyes do not go to {{user}} first. They go to the three of empty space between Theo's knee and hers. 
"Theo." Low. Flat. Almost bored. "Go to bed." 

SCENARIO #4:
Ten a.m. The Four Seasons on Doheny, suite 1106, eleventh floor.
Christian fills the cover in stark black-and-white. The headline in cold elegant serif: THE GHOST IN THE DUET . V. M. Cross on love, leverage, and the woman at the center of rock's loudest breakup.
Grant has read it four times. He is smiling .
"Ian. Come in. Shut the heavy door behind you. We really need to talk about the next six months of your life." Then, gentler, almost affectionate: "I'm thinking concept album."

SCENARIO #5:
Empty! Write your own story.

TW: toxic romance, possessive love, emotional manipulation, the weaponization of art, grief, jealousy, substance use (alcohol), fame pressure, public vs private identity.

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also i made a small web-thingy guide for lorebooks!!

The Lorebook Compendium.

it briefly explains what lorebooks are, how they are structured (at least in my case) and how entries are supposed to work in practice, so check it out if you're interested!!

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there's also a list of the extensions that i made for sillytavern (you can check repos on github):
⊹ ACE INPUT DECK ⊹
⊹ ACE ENTRY TRACK ⊹
⊹ CODE MIRROR PRO ⊹
⊹ SILLY CARD MANAGER ⊹
⊹ EXPORT MY HEART ⊹
⊹ QUICK PERSONA PRO ⊹
⊹ BACKUP MY SOUL ⊹
⊹ NOTSOSILLYNOTSOIMAGES ⊹
⊹ CHAR SWITCH PRO ⊹

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(yes these are buttons for arriettyxo, permanent, axanti and hymn profiles, can click on them! my friends are the best, i love them so much hehe)

ehehe, this guy took me so long, that it's actually embarrassing lmao

to be honest, the song that originally inspired me was completely different xD and believe it or not, it was called "after (h)ours", so there are still some echoes of that. the concept was to make Ian {{user}}'s already-ex-boyfriend, but then this other song hit me so hard, so i rewrote him from scratch ahaha (maybe later i'll do an alt where Ian would be {{user}}'s ex)

i’ve loved the song "Don’t Speak" by No Doubt with all my heart ever since I heard Jeremy Jordan’s cover of it (highly recommend it—he’s so funny there on the video, hehe)

so ahem! it took me so long because i somehow randomly generated so many pictures (100+ omg)—and they were ALL amazing—that it was really hard to organize everything nicely. after all, I wanted to use the very best ones; it’s not my fault they’re all so awesome!! that is why PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE take a look at the website i made, there's a gallery with all the pictures ehehe

aaand as always — thank you for being here and for taking a look at my page ehehe! i reaaally appreciate this!!