I actually pulled..

THE HUZZ

(not the chuzz)

꧁ඩා꧂

At first I thought it was someone texting me about my job since the day before I gave out my resume.. but it turned out to be the huzz, not the chuzz. A GOOD GUY. Like don’t get me wrong, it shouldn’t be hard to find women or men like this, but it is. I’ve had 4 others guys this year end up liking me, but I cannot do the thing where I start dating people for social status. If you and your personality suck, I’m not interested. My standards are not even that high 😭 like just be kind, have ambition, and prove that you’re reliable.

Tbh, we don’t know each other that well but based from what I’ve seen, he’s pretty much all of that. And on top of that, he’s literally the funniest guy I’ve ever freakin met and I’m not kidding.

We’ve been chatting since Saturday and I’ve only had like, one other talking stage so I have no idea what the helly im doing. We’ve been exchanging music and stuff..? I think that’s a good sign but we haven’t talked much today or yesterday so im overthinking about if im being boring or not, because like... I do want to get to know him.

Also I ended up getting his Roblox

So

It might not be a big victory for you guys but it is for my shy autisdih ass. I’m working on taking initiative and trying to be honest about my personality because it’s either you want me or not and I’m not looking to waste each other’s time—

But funny people scare me 😔

Anyways I feel like such a kid but I scheduled for us to play Roblox at like noon later today

But like, I’m trying ok 🥹✌️

He’s actually so sweet and he likes cats which is such a green flag. He also likes anime (his Roblox avatar is literally Gojo so peak) he has a solid GPA, and he can cook 🥹 He hasn’t responded yet and he’s probably busy, so wish me luck 🥹✌️

Also advice is always welcome cause idk what the helly im doing.

UPDATE: we FaceTimed and played Roblox, and talking with him was actually pretty fun 😁 why was I even worried I got this chat

Another update: My avoidant tendencies are acting up again. 😔

Another update: I think I scared him off.. also he’s probably not over his ex (I used context clues) so he stopped texting me. I’m lwk fine with that though cause respectfully I hate texting 24/7. Especially for TWO MONTHS straight which was kind of exhausting. I probably should’ve told him that.. but geez, I’ve never felt more relieved and I’m kinda glad I’m over w it because even if he is a good guy, he wasn’t exactly future boyfriend material now that I think abt it.