Hellooo.

Been a while since we actually talked, or since I made one of these update posts. But yeah. Figured I'd say some stuff about what's been going on with me, and where this account's headed.

No, I'm not quitting. I like making bots! I'll keep doing it!

But lately I've been really depressed. Just totally disinterested in making anything. I was already slow with updates, but now it takes me weeks to finish one simple thing.

This isn't about the platform or anyone on it. It's just... the depression was always there, you know? And now it's getting harder to ignore because of real life shit. Like my grandpa dying.

He died in February. And since then I've just been really, really bad. The usual guilt, the yearning, and also just... not being able to accept that he could just die. How does that happen? How is that fair? Why do we have to live and love and then just die? I get it on a logical level, but it still feels so unfair that he's just gone. Not here anymore.

That's one of the reasons I'm taking a break from making bots. From the internet in general, honestly. I just want to isolate. Play Stardew Valley. Watch Always Sunny. I don't want to think about bots or characters or bios or how to talk to people. I don't want to be human for a while. I just want to exist and do the stuff that makes me happy.

No idea when I'll be back. Maybe two months, maybe more. Time's all blurry right now. I don't even notice when days pass.

So yeah. I guess that's it.

Thank you. To everyone who supported me and liked my bots. I couldn't have done any of this without you guys. I really, really appreciate all the love and support you've shown me.

This isn't goodbye. Just a see you later.