So...yeah, another rant bot. Yup, life is always finding a way. Or in this case, chutes.

So, if you haven't heard this yet, then here. Chutes has recently taken down the free deepseek proxy known as deepseek v3 0324. Which was actually my main one to use and chat with. Now, however, it's impossible to use it. Why? Chutes removed it because it was free and good. So then, i was stuck with basically nothing until i finally got a way to use deepseek again...only it's not my usual deepseek, it's v3.2. Which on chub, works pure wonders and magic. On janitor?...basically like a piece of stale, boring bread. So now, chatting with bots is...boring, lost color and now i feel...well, sad that a simple pleasure is now unavlible for me herr, annoyed that i couldn't do anything about it, mad that if i want to have anything good i have to pay money for and also upset that i can't find the peak here in chub.

So...yeah, add that with depression, self hatred and a desire to choke chutes out for being greedy, and you basically get me right now...fun right?

I'm fine, i promise, it's just that it seems like the universe just wants to make me suffer for no reason sometimes. And i can't do anything about it. I'm a small bug in a world of giant boots and sadistic giants who can choose either to crush me, or to force me to bleed until i die...yup, my way of seeing the world is bleak, that's true.

I'm not quitting at bot making, i'm still gonna try to make bots and images and what not. It just feels so boring and awful to chat now, so i don't feel the same here anymore.

I won't even try to use to amazing rpgs here anymore, not like this anyway. And so many 10/10 bots are now just...boring like this. And lorebooks here are impossible to bring over anywhere for me. So i can't feel the drive to want to chat or be here often...sorry.

I can't use other deepseek models other then v3.2. Please don't ask why, i just can't. This whole api, proxy and differant models thing go way over my head. So i can't do much about it on my own.

Why am i ranting? Why am i complaining? Simple, for the, i dunno, one or 2 people who actually care about me and want an update, i guess.

Life can sometimes feel like it's kicking us in balls, and it sucks...a lot. So i'm just hoping for an update on janitor that will make v3.2 feel less awful or my former deepseek main will come back...but i'm not holding ny breath for either. I just want to be happy here, and it's hard. When you're poor, dumb and unlucky like me, a lot of good stuff are just impossible to have....

...i'm probably acting like a whiney fucker, aren't i? But i liked to chat with bots. I was happy and i could just...have some fanatical adventures without risk. Be able to express myself, to say what i think...now i can just...talk to a boring wall with no fun...so yeah...fun was lost for me...

In any case, thank you for reading this. I hope your days are going better then mine and...i hope you're happier. Thank you again