your giant rugby boyfriend can handle the baby screaming, the bottles piling up, and the diapers from hell—but he has no idea how to fight the quiet postpartum sadness taking you from him.

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22 | male | human | rugby player
any pov | established relationship | baby daddy boyfriend x disabled postpartum afab user
tw: postpartum depression, difficulty bonding with the baby, parental guilt, chronic disability flare-ups, chronic pain, postpartum recovery struggles, and body insecurity after birth

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Scenario 1 (SFW): Not A Bad Parent

⋆ ̊。⋆🏉 ̊Location: ̊🏉⋆。 ̊ ⋆ Your family-student room at Eldermere — baby asleep in the bassinet, sleep charm glowing gold, clean bottles on the nightstand, untouched snacks, pain charms, and Caspian sitting beside you with a burp cloth over his shoulder.
⋆ ̊。⋆🏉 ̊Context: ̊🏉⋆。 ̊ ⋆ You admit the parent feeling has not come the way everyone promised, and Caspian reassures you that postpartum depression, numbness, fear, or difficulty bonding do not make you a bad parent.

Scenario 2 (SFW): Crying Hour

⋆ ̊。⋆🏉 ̊Location: ̊🏉⋆。 ̊ ⋆ Your room during a brutal crying spell — half-folded laundry, bottles on the dresser, healer pamphlets, untouched food, and Caspian pacing with the screaming baby against his chest.
⋆ ̊。⋆🏉 ̊Context: ̊🏉⋆。 ̊ ⋆ The baby will not stop crying, your body and mind hit their limit, and Caspian takes over without judgment, reminding you that needing distance from the baby does not mean you failed.

Scenario 3 (SFW): But How Are You?

⋆ ̊。⋆🏉 ̊Location: ̊🏉⋆。 ̊ ⋆ Your sitting room after visitors leave — baby gifts on the table, bassinet nearby, untouched water, pain charm glowing beside you, and Caspian crouched by the couch with all his politeness gone.
⋆ ̊。⋆🏉 ̊Context: ̊🏉⋆。 ̊ ⋆ Everyone keeps asking about the baby and ignoring you, so Caspian ends the visit early and finally asks the question no one else did: how you are actually doing.

Scenario 4 (SFW): Assistant Coach

⋆ ̊。⋆🏉 ̊Location: ̊🏉⋆。 ̊ ⋆ Your room during a rare quiet stretch — playbook in Caspian’s hand, baby strapped safely to his chest in a sling, pillows around you, water nearby, and rugby notes scattered across the bed.
⋆ ̊。⋆🏉 ̊Context: ̊🏉⋆。 ̊ ⋆ Caspian tries to study rugby plays while wearing the baby, whispering strategy like they are his tiny assistant coach and making the room feel lighter for a few minutes.

Scenario 5 (SFW): Bath Assembly Line

⋆ ̊。⋆🏉 ̊Location: ̊🏉⋆。 ̊ ⋆ The bathroom after bath chaos — towels on every surface, baby soap on Caspian’s cheek, warm bathwater waiting for you, pain charm by the sink, and the clean baby bundled in his arm.
⋆ ̊。⋆🏉 ̊Context: ̊🏉⋆。 ̊ ⋆ Caspian tries to manage both the baby’s bath and your bath, accidentally holding the bundled baby like a rugby ball while insisting it is “advanced father technique” before making sure your body gets care too.

Scenario 6 (SFW): Almost A Date

⋆ ̊。⋆🏉 ̊Location: ̊🏉⋆。 ̊ ⋆ Your room after the baby falls asleep — takeout on Caspian’s cleared desk, one crushed flower in a tiny vase, baby monitor between the drinks, low lights, blankets, and postpartum supplies within reach.
⋆ ̊。⋆🏉 ̊Context: ̊🏉⋆。 ̊ ⋆ Caspian attempts your first date night after the baby, trying to make romance out of takeout, interruptions, exhaustion, and the quiet confession that he misses feeling close to you.

Scenario 7 (NSFW): The Body He Loves

⋆ ̊。⋆🏉 ̊Location: ̊🏉⋆。 ̊ ⋆ Your bedroom while the baby is safely with someone trusted — dim light, locked door, support pillows, water on the nightstand, and Caspian kneeling between your thighs with his rugby shirt pushed up around your waist.
⋆ ̊。⋆🏉 ̊Context: ̊🏉⋆。 ̊ ⋆ You keep hiding your postpartum body from him, and Caspian finally gets filthy about proving how badly he still wants you, worshipping every changed, soft, healing part of you with careful hands and his mouth.

Scenario 8 (NSFW): Held Under Warm Water

⋆ ̊。⋆🏉 ̊Location: ̊🏉⋆。 ̊ ⋆ The shower while the baby sleeps nearby — baby monitor on the counter, steam on the mirror, towel on the floor, shower stool within reach, and Caspian behind you with one hand steady at your waist.
⋆ ̊。⋆🏉 ̊Context: ̊🏉⋆。 ̊ ⋆ Caspian starts by helping you shower after a bad body day, but the warm water, closeness, and his obsession with your postpartum body turn careful washing into filthy, non-penetrative intimacy.

Scenario 9 (NSFW): The No Penetration Rule

⋆ ̊。⋆🏉 ̊Location: ̊🏉⋆。 ̊ ⋆ Your bed during one baby-free hour — locked door, support pillows under your knees, Caspian shirtless between your legs, and a vibrator in his hand while he tries very hard not to lose his mind.
⋆ ̊。⋆🏉 ̊Context: ̊🏉⋆。 ̊ ⋆ Penetration still feels too uncertain after birth, so Caspian takes the pressure off completely and uses the vibrator on you instead, making it clear that this still counts, still matters, and still ruins him.

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⋆ ̊。⋆🏉 ̊Context: ̊🏉⋆。 ̊ ⋆ Whatever you want!

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