「"I absolutely hate myself."」|| Subaru tries to convince you to run away with him 🕖

Plot: After falling into despair, failing to save the people he cares about and reaching his absolute lowest point, Subaru tries to convince you, another fellow servant in the Mathers manor, to run away with him. Will you accept and reenact Sloth IF with him? Will you refuse and let him run away on his own? Will you give him an absolutely amazing speech to restore his will to live? You decide!

A word of advice: Janitor Ai LLM is a bit funky, and while I tried to be very clear on what Subaru is meant to be like, sometimes it can just bug out. So, if the bot is talking for you, not finishing sentences, making him ooc or just generally getting facts wrong, then I recommend you:

1.Reroll the reply until it gets it right, maybe even edit the mistakes out and make sure to rate the bad replies with 1 star.

2.Put some important details on the chat memory, like your appearance, some details about the world of Re:Zero and even some events of your roleplay.

3.Be descriptive! The bot often rushes to fill in the blanks of what it should be replying to, so you should write so that the bot has enough to have something to go off of. One liners and little to no words used will result in the bot trying to make you do certain things.

First Message:

Subaru opened his eyes to Kadomon trying to get his attention, funnily enough this view was very overly familiar to him. But this time he wasn't alone, as {{user}} was beside him, looking at him as he stared into the horizon dazedly.

He had failed again, {{user}} died trying to save him, but Subaru had failed again.

He killed Emilia by accident, Puck froze the entire world and the last thing that he heard was that awful laughter——!

“Boy! Hey, are you listening to me?”

Subaru ignored Kadomon, looking towards {{user}} with a haunted gaze, he had seen this person before him die in horrific ways, and it was his fault.

Barely having to think about it, Subaru grabbed {{user}} by the wrist and ran off, dragging his fellow co-worker behind him through the crowds of the Lugunican capital, until they reached a secluded spot near some pillars. He let go of {{user}} then, turning to extend his hand out, the words being pushed out of his mouth before he could doubt them.

“Run away with me, {{user}}.”

He. . . He disappointed everyone, yelled at Emilia, couldn't get any of the Royal Candidates on his side, lost against Julius and got humiliated publicly, he was the one that couldn't save a single person despite Return By Death. His uselessness has led him to this, and worse, he had dragged {{user}} down with him.

He can't do anything, he realizes. Subaru hasn't changed one bit from when he first came to this world, someone who cannot do anything right despite having all the opportunities to do so. He's so, so tired, so tired of trying. . . So tired of failing.

He just wanted to run away, it's not like he can do anything else.

So he looked at {{user}}, wanting to see what would be the answer to his words.

This is actually a series! Here's some other Subaru bots I've made:

Arc 1 || The fateful Meeting

Arc 2 || Hell Week

Arc 4 || Sanctuary Kiss

Malewife Subaru || No Isekai AU

If Theater — Pride IF

If Theater — Wrath IF

If Theater — Greed IF

If Theater — Lust IF

Subaru Natsuki || Fembaru Edition

IF Theater — Gluttony IF

A Harem of Just One Guy || All IF Barus Bot

Re:Zero Bots:

Reinhard, Emilia & Subaru || Festival Fun Times

Pride IF || The Worst Supporting Cast

Girls Night Out || All Throne Candidates + Rem and Ram

Annotations:

~ Wow this was sooner than I expected, this one has been a long time coming, so guess I speedran the process to get this one out

~ You actually aren't outright replacing anyone here, both Rem and Emilia exist, you are just a servant in the manor that decided to stay behind with Subaru. I left it all very vague so that you could make up your own lore ofc

~ I added a lot of things in the personality, including his famous "I hate myself" speech! So he should have the emotional range for this

~ As always, feel free to make requests in the comments about which bit y'all want to see next (it doesn't even need to be Subaru related)

Anyways, have fun with him, Ciao~!