hey guys! im quitting lol (read on further for my very rambley rant)

its been literally two months since ive posted anything but i honestly have been feeling really burnt out. i also want to desperately quit ai but dont know how to :(

i think making bots was sorta feeding into the addiction i have. like i started using character ai around three years ago and shifted over to janitor as well under a year ago. i wish i never picked up either of the apps, but alas here we are

i just feel like ive been rotting away before i even really started life

ill be honest, im 116 and in the middle of my junior year. i cant see myself doing anything in life because i can only see myself doing this my whole life. being so badly addicted to ai since 8th grade has been really bad for my mental health. i have a therapist but i dont know how to speak to her about my actual mental issues, so i forget them instead in these little roleplay bots

i feel like its hindering my relationships as well because i would rather chat with a bot all day than talk to a guy i like :/

so i honestly think its best if i try to step away from janitor. ive been doing this (or at least trying to) for the past few months. ill still always be here because i dont know if ill ever be able to fully get away from ai's claws

i took down all my bots, idk if ill ever put them back up because i want other people to also get better. i also think having them up will remind me that im part of the problem for making bots for people to chat with

sorry for the long ass rant about quitting brochachos

if anyone wants my socials to chat with me, i have discord, insta, and tiktok.