"I go front, I go back, I go inside-out, then, I go front and back—"

The end is approaching.

Despite that, this account still grows, and I've reached a point where I don't know what to do at times. Making a bot is fun, and the support you guys warms my heart, reminding me what I really enjoyed about this journey, to the point I sometimes want to continue, but I'm going to stick to retirement at the pace I'm going as there are many promises yet to fulfill.

I've met so many folk within the community, in Discords, in comments, and its made this path a lot less lonely than it was when I first began in late January.

When I first started out, I'd been chatting with Uma bots for a time, chatting with bots from Umajai golden age creators like JPEG, Purnit, ShinzoAbe (now manhattancafelover) and Pytor, and it was definitely fun for a time, but I'd never interacted with the community, or made any requests.

But then, I'd requested a Tachyon situationship bot (😭) from Purnit, and I chatted with it for a bit, but it didn't get across what I wanted exactly from the bot, and thought to myself that I should give bot making a try.

And that's when it all began, hitting 1k chats on my Rudolf bot, and even though my first bots didn't do numbers that well, it was a start. My account truly started to blow up with my first Tazuna bot, which REALLY began the POTENTIAL BOT IDEAS arc (for the OG's).

From then on, I was SOMEHOW uploading 2 bots daily, working on bots anytime I could, during mornings, sat in my bed, in-between classes at college, any spare time was spent on that little hobby, and it was great.

But around maybe 350 followers, I started to not feel it anymore, as in, ideas weren't coming, or felt too stupid, and I just wanted to focus on my life again rather than janitor. Because there are things I want to do in life, and I probably shouldn't spend that time, the limited time that I have, on bot stuff.

The double-life thing was taking a toll on me too to an extent, as I'd have to hide it from both friends, family, my mom even walked in on my once mid-bot and I said I was writing for a writing class or something.

Things did get better as I first joined the Purnit server, and then the JPEG server, where I met JPEG, Chiodos (formerly burnmydreaXD), and Balleringgcuhhh who've become some of my closer friends in the community, and deeply respect that.

I've met lots of others along the way who I'll name, but I thank them deeply for being there on this journey.

Once again, thank you all for your support, and I hope I can leave on the best note possible.

B̶O̶T̶ ̶E̶X̶P̶L̶A̶N̶A̶T̶I̶O̶N̶

this is just a satono diamond CYOS, ever so slightly updated from the last satono diamond personality i made, and you guys can chat with it if you want, as it'll be the personality i use for the world cup bot

if you guys like the personality, by all means let me know 🙏 i'll change it for the bot if needed

UPCOMING BOTS (UPDATED)

(F4TA and NON F$TA) Ishmael INTERMISSION #2

DREAM JOURNEY DEAD DOVE BOT (AnyPOV/Tr*inerPOV) (11/14)

GOLD FAMILY ANGST BOT (UMAPOV)(12/14)

SATONO DIAMOND WORLD CUP BOT (SCENARIO DEPENDS ON ARGENTINA VICTORY)(NVM THIS IS THE BOT)

ESPOIR CITY F$TA (SMUT/COMEDY/UMAPOV)

ORFEVRE RE-IMAGINING (SMUT/ANYPOV/TR*INERPOV)

the narita top road bot has been delayed in place of the world cup happening, and the satono diamond bot has been moved up, however, the scenario depends on whether or not argentina wins or loses the cup (as satono diamond is half argentenian ifykyk)

(as of updating this rn, argentina lost, therefore, the bot will be fluff, and would've been angst had they won)

other changes in the bot schedule might come, but for now, this should be it before the intermission

SHADOW DROPS

if you guys have noticed, i've been uploading shadow drops and bots that haven't been on the schedule, and that's because i often find myself wanting to release SOMETHING in between the time it takes to make these bot bombs, and they've mostly been ANYPOV so that anyone could enjoy them as i finish up these bots

i've been taking it REALLY easy as i've js been enjoying life at the same time, but hopefully you guys enjoy what i've been pumping out 🙏

SHOUTOUTS

a section dedicated to those i fw, and generally awesome people and creators i've gotten to know

@Chiodos: despite bro's eventual retirement, he's been the OG, he's an awesome guy and it'd be awesome if you guys showed him some support ✌️🥹

@Balleringgcuhhh: genuinely potential-bot-creator in my head, as he's inspired multiple bots of mine, and has come up with BEAUTIFUL ideas. he's an awesome friend too, having been an OG alongside Chiodos, where we ran ror2

@JPEG: one of the OG's on Umajai, and an awesome friend. he's been going strong all this time with his bots, and he's hella chill too 😭 genuinely wanted to collab with bro but neither of us could come up with a good idea

@Copenheimer: another goat in my list of goats, a genuinely funny guy and great creator (salmonsexual king 🥹) go follow bro.

@ElSalmonCosmico: he the real goat. 😭 but i admire the amount of effort he puts into his bots, and his umamusuko bot is hella underrated, you guys should go chat with it if u want uma boys

@Boi_7: the one and only boi7 😭 genuinely great and stand up guy, he's not a creator, but i js wanna shout bro out for being goated ❤️

@Antimonite: everyone's favorite industry plant, up and coming creator, who's REALLY funny, i fw her a lot, and you guys should follow and give her 100 more followers, as well as support her bots as she is a goated umapov creator 🙏

@mainecoone: when i'm gone, mainecoone will be there to carry the flame 🥹 he's a really nice and friendly guy to talk to, has awesome ideas, and i'm sure he's gonna make better and better bots as time goes on, and he deserves all your love and support ✌️❤️

@cephalotripsy: The Purgatory Theory is a fan theory about the characters from the TV show Ed, Edd n Eddy that suggest they are dead and living in a purgatory-like state. The theory suggests that the kids are from The Cul-de-sac, come from different eras, and the early 1900s to the early 2000s. This would explain why the show's year is hard to pinpoint and why there aren't many adults in the show. The theory also suggests that the kids' previous lives and debts fit well with how they are portrayed in the show. The theory suggests that the green-purple color of the kids' tongues is the color of the people when they die. You can also watch a video where Ed, Edd and Eddy are actually DEAD! (seriously tho he's my goat, wish bro uploaded more 😭)

@I_Love_Women_But_I_Am_Bald: absolutely goated, the neymar of umajai. every bot they be making is an absolute banger, and mogs mine each and every single time. we'd started making bots around the same time, but they're a better creator than i am, and deserves all your glaze

@P3t3r Griffin: hehehehe lois i'm a bot creator (follow bro he's crazy) ❤️

anyway, that about covers it, thank you all once again 🙏

as to why you may see certain words censored in this post, its because some people have niche blocked tags and might not get to see what i post at times (because any mention of those words count as tags for some reason)