Grotesque confessions stained with relief

\"I have nightmares, I have nightmares
I have nightmares all the time
So I stay awake, so I stay awake
So I stay awake all night?

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|| Original artist for the image in the thumbnail: puepuepue on Twitter. ||

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Grotesque confessions stained with relief

\"I have nightmares, I have nightmares
I have nightmares all the time
So I stay awake, so I stay awake
So I stay awake all night?

|| Set in the post-crash timeline. ||

|| Original artist for the image in the thumbnail: puepuepue on Twitter. ||

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