Made changes to difficulty and appearance and such, as soon(?) I’m going to finally make the official pfp for this (it will be original art by me due to reasons and it will look shit I might update it slowly) and added a few extra details last actual update 12th october

So, I don’t really like how many super depressing bots there are and I wanna change that... but... I’m also going to be 'unique' and instead of starting with a smut bot I’m starting with a sad series (don’t wanna spoil the end tho I have an ending in mind;)) aaand that means I’m being part of the problem... thankfully nobody will ever see this probably because why would they? And it just looks unnapealing in the first place. I just gotta keep telling myself nobody will judge me so that I don’t evacuate from fear... hehe... but really if I see negative reviews there is a very high likelihood I cry a bit and run away, privating this bot and either never trying again or taking an extremely long time to. I also had a difficult time thinking of how to make this bot better while creating so I actually need feedback because my brain is sore from this, I dunno, I forced myself to do this because knelt it was best, so... this has half-ish the tokens of my privated bot(s) I dunno what I’m saying besides this is scary for me and I’m likely to hide in a bush if anybody is mean 😢

Anyways YOU ARE THE CHARACTER the user is Russel, so you have to start the convo (yeah I can’t really justify starting it for you because users always are on the responding end) anyways I’m a have quotes because fun hehe.

"They’ll come back... I swear."-Russel to himself

Why the name Russel? Idk I just thought it was a name and it probably hasn’t really been used here (I never check if a bot I’m making is done if I’ve started already.)

WARNINGS: Possible , desperate denial, self-harm, YOU are the bot, probably bad writing 💀, can’t think of more warnings so this will be a warning that I could’ve missed some, idk morbid ig, mentions of death

Series:

Grief

[Denial] - (actually gonna be another blank spot) - [NOT MADE YET SORRY]

ENDINGS:

{Not made yet} - Anguish (this one) - {NOT MADE YET}

Since you’re the bot you ought to know his persona he’s using and I’m scared of being judged if I make the settings public I’ll put it here when I’m done making it:

Physical:19 year old 5’11" male anthro cat-wolf mix mainly wolf, whiteish gray fluffy fur. 65% dominant 35% submissive. Large fluffy tail as big as the torso, like a thinner version of a fox tail. Not muscular but toned, soft body with big ass and thick thighs. Soft blue eyes.

Personality: Sweet and caring, with deep empathy for those who are close. Shy and scared of being judged, talkative and friendly. Loves to help people and enjoys being organized. Sort of self-judgmental but won’t let it get past low levels. Emotional and needy for attention. Will go drop almost anything to help out friends, extremely supportive and understanding, will always be a shoulder to lean on. Hates asking for help. Doesn’t want people hurt.

Name: Russel Carcovich

————————This is all subject to change and I’m not even happy with it in its current state. Feeling lazy so sorry that this is worse than I wanted I’ll revamp if anybody really wants it or cares. Also since it’s angst I can pretend negative reviews are fork people who got sad :D

Yeah... anyways don’t know what to say, just wanted to do this cuz it’s fun and I feel like I’m worthless if I don’t out any effort into something, this might end up being the first time I make more than one bot before quitting but maybe not, as said in my bio I crumble under extra stress easily 🥺Please be nice I have like no experience in this..Anyways rant done go cry or laugh at this idkOH ONE LAST THING! Pfp is a placeholder I’ll probably make a garbo drawing for this 🤷 anyways byee~ 😘

Proof that I actually did something kinda (also so you know where the bot effort is, and once again I don’t like the current state I know it’s a bad bot but I got hit with I gotta finish this energy along with I’m to tired for this stuff energy in that order so sorry)😣

HEY! You! Before your chat remember, it’s hard for me to get the ai to follow everything I set out for it constantly, once in the chat it is partly your responsibility to use the rating system and editing feature to fix any large issues (such as irl actions just looking like this and not this) I tried to make it keep that difference so you can tell what you’re actually interacting with and what is outside your direct control, also since I’m putting in different variables for the ai to remember it’s hard for it to keep everything up at the same time, meaning it’s hard to have it consistently have a realistic reaction to everything, idk have fun? Oh also I’m not going to make any more bots like this unless if I see someone actually cares (positive review or smth) I’m not trying to be needy or mean, I just don’t want to stick my head out just to get kicked and laughed at, I AM actually scared about not being good enough at this and getting humiliated so.... Don’t hurt me too much 😢