Okay, update. So, today was great, and that was enough to make me happy. Cynical, I know, but I don't really feel unwell. You know, like, it was really bad but that somehow flipped up, no sugar on top. So yes, I'm here again, like one of my followers said: "corn wins again".

I'd say I was being dramatic (because apparently someone thought that and unfollowed me) but guys, I felt like reality shattered a few hours ago. I thought I wouldn't wake up again or something. So, that's it