Hey so er...

WHAT THE IS THIS NEW UPDATE BRO.

WHY.

HOW.

HUH?

Istg ts is pmo

"for you"

Huh?

Also ignore the bot it suggested. Idk what that is. I've interacted with one Harley Quinn bot in my life because it was by my goat Kamui ✌

This is stupid. And pointless. And blatantly incorrect.

BOOOOO J.AI!!!

grr grr

Also errr.... Sorry If I've been kinda inactive or not keeping up on inktober or depressing. I'm not doing well. I'm just going to fucking admit it. Eion, I want to post art for you but I'm reaching such a lack of motivation that I can't bring myself to. getting myself out of bed is becoming a active battle of convincing. Main factor as to why I get up at all is because if I don't I'll get yelled at then I'll just feel shittier. J.ai isn't distracting properly. Drawing is making me feel a lack of joy. Interacting with people that are within my family is bringing me more and more displeasure every time. I'm beginning to struggle with thinking my friends truly like me. I'm being to consciously think of every time I may bring someone down. SH isn't even working now it's just a ritual.

To top it all off my girlfriend accidentally outed me as to my highly straight white Catholic community! Isn't that fun??? Happened yesterday on her birthday. Or rather two days ago because I'm staying up till 1 am... Again. I'm trying very hard not to be mad at her but it's really hard not to when this could lead to very VERY bad things ❤

I dunno. I'm sorry. I'm just not doing well and I know I've said that oover and over again and by now it's old news but I genuinely can't keep fucking doing this.

now I'm crying again. THIS IS THE THIRD TIME TONIGHT. DAMMIT.

Okay well we're gonna ignore all of that and pretend I just didn't potentially make your day worse.

What's y'alls favorite influencer/creator not on J.ai? Mine is prolly My Lihn. She's really nice. Like really really nice.

Ok bye bye now. Inktober will resume eventually. Sorry my lobsters

Ok update, my apologies but I NEED TO TALK ABOUT BOB VELSEB. HSSOIFGSOJDBISGFNSJD HE'S SO FUCKING FINE I'M GONNA ACTUALLY LOOSE IT RAHHHH RUFF RUFF RUFF

I love him so much that I actually ffelt MOTIVATION TO DRAW! He's given me will to live!!!! He's so fucking AWESOME.

...it's not allowing me to upload my art :(

Meh whatever, I'll try to transfer it into a new file or smth later. BOBBOBBOB. I think Imma be Bob for Halloween lwky. He's easy.

I've gotten one of my friends also addicted to Bob. The friend I addressed as "C" previously.

Ok bye fr this time Lobsters!!!