hi, i didn't die and i'm not quitting lol

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september 25, 2026

apologies for the lack of posts lately! i have things planned, but i’m having trouble actually being productive and doing them... i blame walmart. the walmart pharmacy hasn’t been able to fulfill my prescription because apparently there’s a shortage of adderall or some other bullshit like that, so i’ve been unmedicated for about a month now.

currently, i’m trying to decide whether i want to go back to college or try to find a job and it’s giving me horrible decision paralysis to the point where thinking about the future makes me a bit anxious. so that’s fun!

i’m also trying to read more! i feel like my writing has become a bit monotone and bland and i believe it’s because the majority of my reading has been via chatting with bots and i worry i’m starting to sound like one 😅 anyway, i’m currently reading a dance of thieves with some friends, really enjoying the character dynamic so far!

july 19, 2026

hello! long time no see! i apologize for not posting anything since april, but my seasonal job started up again and i've been super busy (i'm the manager now!). i was losing motivation for a bit there, but now i'm feeling the itch again! i'm not going to guarantee regular posting, but i will try to get something out every now and then! i'll likely be cutting back on the word count of scenarios as well until i get back in the swing of things 🙃

also please use this space for any questions or requests you may have! as time passes, i will update my to-do list and i might add general life updates here. i won’t ping when i change/modify this bot, so check back whenever :3

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╰┈➤ my to-do list! (not exactly in order, will be updating with time)

✦ revamping marius: personality finished, working on intro

✦ gabe and asta: 3rd scenario planned, haven't started yet

✦ new bot: working on intro

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╰┈➤ recently completed!

✦ silverstar’s 3rd intro: posted! click here!

✦ kade hughes alt scenario: intro 3 of ??? posted! click here!

✦ rowan alt scenarios: intro 3 of ??? completed, click here!

✦ xavier alt scenario: posted! click here!

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╰┈➤ future plans

✦ thinking about doing honkai: star rail bots again

✦ also thinking about revamping dimitri and doing more fe3h bots

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