hi! I’m sorry i never made that bot, but I’m going through some things right now. i promise i WILL get to making it eventually, even if my progress is literally just making the name or something. but, its my birthday!

this will get into my mental health and is basically my birthday speech for those who aren’t uncomfortable with the following ⬇️

TW // self-harm, /suicidal thoughts

ever since i was a child, ive always not had the best mental health. I’ve frequently had moments where I’ve genuinely thought of hurting myself or ending my life. Recently, during a really bad period of time, i have gone through with hurting myself. thankfully, im around over a month clean because i forced myself to, since i could see the scars. i really wish some of my friends would have helped me when i told them, but i cant blame them because it was an uncomfortable topic and i only told about 4 people. i dont know how im still alive, and although i still dont quite want to be, im grateful for my friends and my family for being there for me. Im grateful for my parents and my siblings, because even though they dont know it, being with them has really helped my will to live. I love my amazing friends, who have (for the most part ig) always given me support in my struggles and so on. i love you all, and i hope you guys have an amazing day. if i don’t see you get to talk to you again, take care of yourself.