In my timezone it just hit 3 a.m April 9th which is my birthday and I turned 24 today and I'm grateful for what happened in those twenty four years believe it or not.

But yes today is my birthday and I have tons of plans for today which i'll be spending with my lovely amazing wife and love of my life. I would've posted this alot later but I do believe I wont have time or it would be kinda rude to hop on jai and make a post like this during my special day so here's the early birthday post.

Skip to the green text if you wanna read Abt my birthday and not the rant.

I guess another reason I really wanted to get through with this post already is well if you read my retirement post, you would've noticed I left out the third reason for why I retired however did promise to explain it atleast briefly and in what may potentially be my last post I guess I'll just mention it quickly here.

As some may know, I mainly joined jai for well the community or well specifically to befriend the community atleast and create good memories while I chat with ulquiorra bots on the side. Unfortunately it didn't really go as well planned atleast. I officially joined my first well my first community in sebas's discord God this already becoming too long but like I just made friends their and stuff like I dreamed, fast forward to dominon the most popular unofficial jai discord server, I'm there active having a good time blah blah blah

Then the incident which I dont wanna explain so click here to redirect you to it but this really took a toll on how people viewed me as a person. which really affected my goal of making friends and well being...liked I guess boo hoo poor me which I expect a ton of people to react to this which is understandable I guess I wont get upset or anything its your opinion.

anyways fast forward more and well the drama plus people changing and the way im viewed just really affected me and my motivation for bot making on a whole. Yeah I'm gaining followers and chats and positive feed back for my work but does all that really matters when the only valuable thing you get from that I just don't get. I wont name anyone but yeah thats probably the main reason I retired. I covered it up well but it gets to a point.

That was pretty long and I got off track but back to me and my birthday, thanks to all eight thousand of you all who decided I was worth the couple clicks to get to my profile and follow me. you guys are amazing and not everyone I met in this site was so bad so dont go hating everyone as a group, well don't go hating on a whole obviously, this post isn't to spread hate its just to clear up some stuff.

Thanks for the last time, I love you all and have a great day but not better than mines tho..i'll know