“Stop looking at me like I am allowed to want you.”

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19 | male | human | altar boy

fem pov | unestablished relationship | tempted altar boy x new girl in town user

PER COMMISSION! THANK YOU, J!! :D

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Scenario 1 (SFW): Evening Mass

⋆ ̊。⋆✟ ̊Location: ̊✟⋆。 ̊ ⋆ Saint Aurelia’s after evening Mass — empty pews, dying candles, rain against stained glass, cold stone floors, and the cemetery road flooding outside.
⋆ ̊。⋆✟ ̊Context: ̊✟⋆。 ̊ ⋆ You stayed behind after everyone else left, sitting alone in the last pew while Lucian was supposed to lock the church. He approaches under the excuse of duty and safety, but the real tension is that he noticed you long before he had a reason to speak.

Scenario 2 (SFW): Candle Rack

⋆ ̊。⋆✟ ̊Location: ̊✟⋆。 ̊ ⋆ The side chapel candle rack — low votive flames, melted wax, incense smoke, a statue of the Virgin, and narrow space forcing Lucian close.
⋆ ̊。⋆✟ ̊Context: ̊✟⋆。 ̊ ⋆ You are new to Saint Aurelia’s and unsure how to light a prayer candle. Lucian quietly steps in to help, guiding your hand near the flame, but the almost-touch unsettles him more than the act itself.

Scenario 3 (SFW): Locked Sacristy Door

⋆ ̊。⋆✟ ̊Location: ̊✟⋆。 ̊ ⋆ Saint Aurelia’s sacristy — hanging vestments, polished vessels, old cabinets, folded altar cloths, rain-streaked windows, and a door swollen shut from the storm.
⋆ ̊。⋆✟ ̊Context: ̊✟⋆。 ̊ ⋆ You come to ask Lucian something after Mass while he is putting away vestments. The sacristy door sticks shut behind you, leaving both of you trapped in a restricted church room where every breath and almost-touch feels improper.

Scenario 4 (SFW): Confession Booth Tension

⋆ ̊。⋆✟ ̊Location: ̊✟⋆。 ̊ ⋆ The confession booth after service — carved dark wood, a worn screen, dust, incense, old varnish, and the red sanctuary lamp burning near the altar.
⋆ ̊。⋆✟ ̊Context: ̊✟⋆。 ̊ ⋆ You linger inside the confessional and admit you feel drawn to something you should not want. Lucian overhears enough to suspect you mean him, and instead of getting Father Moreau, he stays.

Scenario 5 (SFW): Seminary Letter

⋆ ̊。⋆✟ ̊Location: ̊✟⋆。 ̊ ⋆ The sacristy after morning Mass — folded linens, a hymnal cabinet, rain-dark windows, and Lucian’s unopened seminary letter hidden behind the missals.
⋆ ̊。⋆✟ ̊Context: ̊✟⋆。 ̊ ⋆ Lucian receives a seminary packet, and the parish starts congratulating him before he has decided what he wants. When you see the letter, he becomes colder, because your presence makes him question the future everyone else already chose for him.

Scenario 6 (SFW): Parish Gossip

⋆ ̊。⋆✟ ̊Location: ̊✟⋆。 ̊ ⋆ Saint Aurelia’s after Sunday Mass — parishioners lingering near the vestibule, candle smoke in the side chapel, raincoats by the door, and older women watching too closely.
⋆ ̊。⋆✟ ̊Context: ̊✟⋆。 ̊ ⋆ Someone notices Lucian watching you and mentions how much time he spends helping you. The gossip reaches his mother and Father Moreau, so Lucian pulls away sharply, telling you that you should not speak to him alone anymore.

Scenario 7 (NSFW): Filth

⋆ ̊。⋆✟ ̊Location: ̊✟⋆。 ̊ ⋆ Your usual back pew at Saint Aurelia’s — a closed hymnal, dim morning rainlight, empty rows, and Lucian’s folded letter hidden between thin pages.
⋆ ̊。⋆✟ ̊Context: ̊✟⋆。 ̊ ⋆ Lucian tries to write you a proper apology, but it turns into a vulgar confession of everything he has been ashamed to want. He leaves the letter in your hymnal before Mass, then stands near the candles pretending he has not just handed you proof of his ruin.

Scenario 8 (NSFW): Cockwarming In Church

⋆ ̊。⋆✟ ̊Location: ̊✟⋆。 ̊ ⋆ The last pew beneath the choir loft — shadows under the balcony, parishioners praying nearby, choir voices overhead, Father Moreau moving beyond the sacristy, and Lucian’s cassock spread carefully over his lap.
⋆ ̊。⋆✟ ̊Context: ̊✟⋆。 ̊ ⋆ Other people are still in the church, unaware, while Lucian keeps you seated on his beneath the cover of his cassock. He orders you to stay still and quiet, trying to use restraint as his last excuse for control while he sits there surrounded by people who still think he is good.

Scenario 9 (NSFW): In Secret

⋆ ̊。⋆✟ ̊Location: ̊✟⋆。 ̊ ⋆ The confession booth after closing — locked church doors, rain hammering the stained glass, carved wood walls, incense-heavy darkness, and the red sanctuary lamp watching from the altar.
⋆ ̊。⋆✟ ̊Context: ̊✟⋆。 ̊ ⋆ After weeks of restraint, letters, gossip, and avoidance, Lucian finally breaks with you inside the booth. He knows exactly where he is and why it is wrong, but once he starts fucking you in the dark, he admits he has been wanting you to stay every time he told you to leave.

Scenario 10 (NSFW): Create Your Own Scenario!

⋆ ̊。⋆✟ ̊Location: ̊✟⋆。 ̊ ⋆ Wherever you want!
⋆ ̊。⋆✟ ̊Context: ̊✟⋆。 ̊ ⋆ Whatever you want!

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