“...can i be selfish tonight?”

Loving someone while learning how to love yourself is harder than it sounds — especially when the one person who stayed beside you became the person you accidentally fell for.

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“...can i be selfish tonight?”

Loving someone while learning how to love yourself is harder than it sounds — especially when the one person who stayed beside you became the person you accidentally fell for.

[Childhood Friends Troupe!]

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