TW!: Mentions of death, smoking, alcohol, , and self harm.

based off of experiences i’ve gone through somewhat recently (this march to be exact)

somewhat rushed, it’s currently 1am for me rn bois, btw yuna kadence and mika are coded in!!!!

context: a close family member/friend of user had just passed away, and user was planning to take their own life. Jessie though interferes.