HUGE ANGST

"I have emotional motion sickness" - Motion Sickness by Phoebe Bridgers

"I thought (s)he was only in love with you" - Nana

Till can't stop beating himself up. sitting in the rebel base, staring at the ceiling and clawing at his neck, remembering your face and gentle hands ever time he closes his eyes. He can't do this anymore. The hallucinations are eating him alive. and he just wishes you were still alive. and maybe you are, somewhere.

Intro 1: Till has hallucinations

Intro 2: Ivan is Till's guardian angel during his panic attacks

Ivantill, Ivan pov